.:i am a STAR:.

2007-11-09T21:29:00.000-07:00

mooooooved!http://frozenmushroom.livejournal.comfriends only :) i'd like to keep track of who's reading my stuff now...haha

2007-10-21T01:39:00.000-06:00

居場所をずっと探していますそれは私いまの気持ちだ。一ヶ月に色々なことをして、自分らしくないこともして、でもどうして私は他の人をみとめられてもらいたいの？わかない。どうして私はそのままでもよくないの？やっぱり私は違うんじゃん。それはきびしい。

2007-10-18T07:44:00.000-06:00

hmm i've been here for a month already! actually i think i've reached my 5th week...am i right? time goes by so fast, and sometimes i'm like, k i have a year i dont have to rush things, plus i dont have the money to go exploring and drinking and partying all the time anyways, so i'll just stay in my room and sleep or study or do homework. that way i could save more money too, since i'm on such a

2007-09-30T05:00:00.000-06:00

phew so i've been here for a little over 2 weeks now! i figured i shld maybe restore my blog and write stuff in it just in case anybody is still reading and wanna know about my life in japan! heheso so far, it's been just an experience in the dorm itself! i doubt i experienced any culture shock in the sense of japanese culture coz i've been here twice before and i've lived in an asian country for

2007-09-25T22:24:00.000-06:00

omgoodness even my blogger page has been turned into japanese lol! i think its the connection, it makes all ur sites japanese! but oh wells, good practice :D i need some!so. i've been here for ALMOST 2 weeks, and i still cant really believe it...things are just a little too unsettled still and it's not giving me the japan feeling that i got when i went to sapporo last year :( i bet staying at a

2007-07-28T20:21:00.000-06:00

phew its been a while! cant believe the last time i blogged was in april...wayyyyyy before i even started my whole summer holidays! and now we're one month till school starts @.@ hehe ok not for me coz i'm going to JAPAN :D:D:D wooohoo! seriously, i cant wait till i go...get out of here and live a whole new life in a place i've always dreamt of living in...it'll be SUCH a great experience, i can

2007-04-30T00:16:00.000-06:00

YAY!!!!! exams are allllllll over :D:D:D finally after 2 crazy weeks of studying and procrastinating...my 3rd year of uni is over @.@ omg that sounds so fast. i'm going into my fourth year. i'm going into my fourth year. I'M GOING INTO MY FOURTH YEAR! AHHHH!!!! haha auntie margaret's been saying that i'll be graduating ever since i was in my first year LOL but now it really IS coming to a close *

2007-04-26T00:57:00.000-06:00

hmm so i have my jap final tomoro and then my MIS on saturday..i can just imagine my struggle to study tomorrow and the day after, with the smell of freedom so close and yet so far... right now i dont feel like studying the rest of my jap...and i dont think i can fall asleep now even if i tried so maybe i'll waste a bit of time blogging instead hahai've been going to bed at 2am earliest lately,

2007-04-21T00:26:00.000-06:00

10 things eden did on her computer to procrastinate...so far @.@1. reformat her lappie2. spent almost 4 days figuring out how to get her wireless connection back3. reorganize the 1004 songs (and counting) in her iTunes to make everything consistent4. find CD album arts for as many songs as she can to make her iTunes look pretty5. download more songs and dramas6. go on wiki and read up on japanese

2007-04-02T01:02:00.000-06:00

and now...here we are, entering the crazy month of april where all end of semester assignments and projects and presentations are due. and not to mention the 2 weeks of doom when our finals are written...@.@ boom boom boom boooooooooooooooooooooooom!the school lengthened our semester by 2 days this year...GRR. that gives me 2 days short of studying, seeing how i have 2 accounting finals back to

2007-03-11T23:20:00.000-06:00

is this LOVE? 作詞: 浜崎あゆみ作曲: Miki Watanabeあなたが優しく見つめれ視線の先では細い肩をしてる彼女が優しく幸せそうな顔で笑いながら頷いてた何かが大きな音を立てながら崩れて行ったような気がしたんだけど身動き出来なただ立ちつくしてただけどうして私じゃないのって滑稽でくだらない問い掛けなんてしないけど私が見た事ないようなあなたがそこには居てただただ遠くに感じたのこんな気持ち一体なんて言ったらいいあなたが時々見せる悲しい瞳(め)の理由を知ってしまったから何かしてあげる事が出来るのは私でもなくて誰かでもなくてただ一人だけなんて事もわかったのいつからあなたにこんなに惹かれていたのなんて今頃気付いたフリして見え透いた嘘とかついて誤魔化してみたんだけどただただ余計虚しくてこんな気持ちを人は恋だと呼ぶのかなどうして私じゃないのって滑稽でくだらない問い掛

2007-03-09T23:33:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant figure out how to do my acctg project :'( hopefully amy knows the answers for them coz i dont! haha sigh sigh sigh.it's been such stressful weeks ever since reading week was over :( and it has only been what, 2 weeks? i think i'm ready to konk over anytime. first there's getting my exchange application done, then there's going through all the midterms and school

2007-02-22T10:53:00.000-07:00

wOw. i haven't had this many obstacles in applying for something ever...i'll do my best though, as the quote that daddy showed me yesterday said, if God doesn't want it to happen, let Him hinder it, not me. i'll look for that quote again and put the actual thing here, it's really meaningful especially when you're searching for God's will in something :)well we'll see how everything goes...but for

2007-01-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

wow it's my 300th post! woooohooooo!!! haha haven't been posting much these days though...but i dont think many pple's been visiting either so it doesnt really matter :Danyways so school's started for a week already and i've been feeling like a slob hehe. coz i get fridays off and my first long weekend so far consisted of sleeping into almost 1pm in the afternoon both days and not doing much for

2006-12-25T19:07:00.000-07:00

Jesus didn't stop loving us when we hurt Him. not when the soldiers were torturing Him, not when His people were spitting and mocking Him as He hung on the cross, not when we don't respond to His love but reject it. instead, He gave even more. that's unconditional love.Lord give me the strength to love the same way as you did...it's not about me, it's about you.

2006-12-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

she doesn't deserve this...not one bit...but to put it the other way, he never deserved her.

2006-12-18T00:12:00.000-07:00

it's so funny how when u're having ur exams, u have all these things u wanna do and every little thing distracts u from studying :D then when ur exams are over, nothing seems interesting to you anymore! boohoo :(but i'll be busy the next 2 weeks for sure! i NEED to get my christmas shopping done by tomorrow coz i have to work tues/wed/thurs...but i still have to think of what to buy for people

2006-12-15T13:24:00.000-07:00

ohhhhh YEAH. :D:D:D i just found today that yamapi is a leftie too!!!! and that made my horrid day so so so much better ^^ i love you yamapi!

2006-11-19T23:39:00.002-07:00

happy belated birthday to MOI!!!! :D :D :D heeheeheehaven't been blogging for a while now but then i just gave my blog add to sensei today so i decided that i shld write something in here ^^HI SENSEI!!! (if u're reading this!)lol and then! i realized that melissa had my blog add all along! soHI MELISSA!!! (if u're reading this as well!)and to all who know me and this add but i haven't realize it.

2006-11-03T23:03:00.000-07:00

facing up to the harshness of reality...isn't fun. sometimes i think i'm so idealistic that when u show me what life is really like, i feel like running away from it because i don't like it.today my friend suddenly asked me if i was gonna work during this summer and get more experience with being an accountant, especially since this is my last summer before graduation. well of coz i replied flat

2006-11-01T17:06:00.000-07:00

私ね、けさ五時に札幌に電話して、お母さんとお父さんと二十分話した :D 皆も元気で、よかった！でも本当に恋しいなあ、お父さんとお母さんと太郎ちゃん！久しぶりお母さんとお父さんの声を聞いたら、札幌のことを考えていった。来年の夏休みが早く来るほしい、それでまたホストーフャミリーに会える！anyways yes :) i've changed my template again! and reading sensei and mizuni's blog kinda made me wanna start bloggin again :D but i'll see if i can afford enough time to do this, on top of all the stupid time-wasting things that i do already!this template

2006-10-02T18:30:00.000-06:00

the funniest thing is that after migrating to canada for almost 4 years and having never met any singaporeans AT ALL (like i was starting to think that they don't even exist here), i suddenly meet like 4 singaporeans within a month, and i mean like, 4 different singaporeans who don't know each other, not a bunch of friends.i'm talking about singaporeans with accents and went to schools that i

2006-08-24T22:11:00.000-06:00

Eden ChanUniversity of AlbertaThe first thing that came to my mind when I arrived back in Edmonton from the Japan trip was that I wanted to go back right then. I was in Japan for the biannual Hokkaido Summer Session for a month and I missed it the moment I stepped onto the plane back. The Hokkaido Summer Session was by far, one of the happiest times I’ve had in my life and I can hardly do it

2006-07-22T05:56:00.000-06:00

so i left sapporo for tokyo this morning and man did i cry. i cried buckets full like i never did...but i just felt so sad...it's almost comparable to the feeling i felt when i left singapore for the first time. except this time i really cried like a kid...i think airplanes have a tendency to warp ur mind into a different timezone. and sapporo feels like a awesome dream that i have been forced to

2006-06-09T15:32:00.000-06:00

HOHOHO! i'm finally back again! heehee yeah, i was too lazy to post up effie's commencement and grad pictures lately so that's why it's like, more than 2 weeks late #_# sorry! plus, i was actually experimenting with photoshop for those pictures that's why *ahhhhhh* haha! anyways! a little update before i move on with the pictures, (which i'm sure u've all been waiting anxiously to see!) WORK'S

2006-06-09T14:55:00.000-06:00

Effie's Graduation Banquet May 26th 2006

2006-06-09T13:43:00.000-06:00

Effie's Commencement May 24th 2006

2006-05-29T20:10:00.000-06:00

pictures post!!!it's been a while since i've last blogged...so much have happened within the last week! heehee yes, cece's birthday party, karaoke, effie's commencement, effie's grad, AFTER grad (!), mummy's birthday dinner and lastly, christy's birthday party! they were so awesome, all of them. and especially with work in between all of them, left me crazily exhausted after each one, craving for

2006-05-07T22:36:00.000-06:00

Who am I?lyrics by Mark Hall, music by Casting CrownsWho am i?That the Lord of the earthWould care to know my nameWould care to feel my hurtWho am i?That the Bright and Morning StarWould choose to light the wayFor my ever wandering heartNot because of who i amBut because of what You've doneNot because of who i've doneBut because of who You areI am a flower quickly fadingHere today, gone tomorrowA

2006-05-01T22:53:00.000-06:00

THE OILERS WON!!!! the game vesus detroit today was CRAZY man, CRAZY haha! 4 goals in the last round leading to them winning, how miraculous is that!?!! and detroit was leading 2-0 in the 1st two rounds too! oh man, it was definitely a game worth watching...even though i'm only rooting for oilers just coz they're the edmonton ice-hockey team!on another note, ok guys believe this or not but i'm

2006-04-27T22:01:00.000-06:00

yay! i changed my template again haha :D i know i know, it seems like i'm changing it every other posts but hey i like changing my templates so no complaining! LOL and i changed my song to the theme song from "otousan"!!! sounds country-ish but it's nice right!!! the show was good too so it kinda goes along together :D haha i actually cried twice while watching it! (and i never cry while watching

2006-04-15T14:07:00.000-06:00

i've been driving around lately practicing on my dad's car :DI'M GONNA BECOME A PRO-DRIVER!!!!! :D :D :D

2006-04-07T16:13:00.000-06:00

Senate TravelUniversity Travel Services07APR06For: MS EDEN CHANItinerary 22JUN - THURSAIR CANADALV EDMONTON INTL 9:55AMAR VANCOUVER 10:29AMAIR CANADALV VANCOUVER 11:30AMAR KANSAI 2:20PM 23JUN0623JUN - FRIAIR CANADALV KANSAI 7:00PMAR SAPPORO CHITOSE 8:50PM22JUL - SAT ALL NIPPON AIRWAYSLV SAPPORRO CHITOSE 8:00AMAR TOKYO-NARITA 9:30AM02AUG - WEDAIR CANADALV TOKYO-NARITA 7:00PMAR VANCOUVER 12:00PMAIR

2006-03-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

青春アミーゴ作詞: zopp 作曲: Shusui鳴り響いた　携帯電話　嫌な予感が　胸をよぎる冷静になれよ　ミ・アミーゴ情けないぜ　助けてくれ　例の奴等に　追われてるんだもうダメかもしれない　ミ・アミーゴ2人を裂くように　電話が切れた※SI　俺達はいつでも2人で1つだった　地元じゃ負け知らず　そうだろSI　俺達は昔から　この街に憧れて　信じて生きてきたなぜだろう　思いだした　景色は　旅立つ日の綺麗な空　抱きしめて※辿り着いた　暗い路地裏　しゃがみこんだ　あいつがいた間に合わなかった　ごめんなやられちまった　あの日交わした　例の約束　守れないけどお前が来てくれて　嬉しいよ震える手の平を　強く握ったSI　俺達はあの頃　辿り着いたこの街　全てが手に入る　気がしたSI　故郷を捨て去り　でかい夢を追いかけ笑って生きてきたこれからも　変わることない　未来を2人で追いかけられると　夢見てた(※くり返し

2006-03-18T01:41:00.000-07:00

lots of random stuff to post today *haha* following ken-ken's format :P1. and foremost: I GOT ACCEPTED INTO THE JAPAN SUMMER EXCHANGE PROGRAM!!! omg i'm so happy i could die...haha and i was so excited and happy that i drained all my energy in the morning! was so tired by the end of jap class (i learnt of the news b4 jap) hahahaha! but yes!!! i'm going i'm GOING I'M GOING!!! hokkaido here i come!

2006-03-15T19:32:00.000-07:00

WOW i can't believe i'm updating again! haha after MIA-ing for so long it feels weird to be back so often @.@ anyways yes. had a terrible accounting midterm and japanese quiz just now :( but oh wells all i hope is that the class average is low so i won't be that screwed! heehee and as for jap, somehow i've come up to a point where grades aren't really all that matters for this course...i mean,

2006-03-14T00:53:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha you know what, i'm very happy today :Dbut i dunno why LOL!i think it's the after-effects from coming out front and getting things off my chest ^^ plus a couple of enlightenments yesterday and a new understanding of what i shld really strive to be...yesterday was an interesting day, despite my reactions in the morning :) our jap presentation meeting was awesome and i had a great time

2006-03-11T16:11:00.000-07:00

i think i broke my record and finished my wimba assignment in 15 minutes or around 5 tries! :D omg i can't believe it *ahahahhahaha* usually i take like 2 hrs man...and thousands of tries coz i'm sucha perfectionist...keep recording it again and again...even though this time i'm not exactly satisfied with it but i'll let it go, just coz i don't have the time to humour my perfectionism *heehee* i

2006-02-25T14:29:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHH!!! i can't believe it...reading week's almost over! don't think i did much this past week except sleep in till 12 everyday ^^ heehee very contented with that though! gotta get used to waking up at 9 again next week *wahahahahhaha* yes i know, i'm very blessed ^^ sorry to all who have 8am classes! but yes...hmm really, i guess i haven't done much considering...ok, i guess i did my org A

2006-02-13T23:04:00.000-07:00

phew east asia history's over! 300 years of China, Korea, Japan and Vietnam @.@ hm so what ELSE did Yi Song-gye do besides being the founder of the Yi Dynasty? i think it's neither mentioned in the book nor the notes...and i bet joon san doesn't know either! wahahaha! but yes...it was a hard exam, i have no confidence in it but somehow i'm not too sad...haha maybe coz i didn't expect to do good

2006-02-11T00:50:00.000-07:00

crap my eyes are puffy again.and i'm pretty sure it's not pms this time..how can there be so many ppl around me and yet none i can talk to? i don't know if it's a matter of opening up, or maybe it's just mei'm not like those who have many friends. i'm not that normal kind of girl. i don't have a clique and close friends and a boyfriend all at the same time. i'm one of those who don't...and you

2006-02-04T01:55:00.000-07:00

yay new template's up again! but staying till 2am doing this? i'm down. haha. don't even know what i'm doing this for...vanity's sake probably. but i guess i just like doing it...coz it's satisfying :)but yes, i'm tired. and it's not just physically coz it's 2 in the morning...i need a timeout.

2006-02-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

きのう。。。またないた。

2006-01-08T23:09:00.000-07:00

wahahahahahahaha looks like a chinese blog wasn't sucha good idea after all! but it was hilarious! there i was complaining about how sick i was in chinese and u guys are like...sounds like u're doing good! LOL!!!! i had a good laugh ^.^anyways!! I GOT INTO MGTSC 352!!! even tho i couldn't get into ACCTG 322 as i had hoped...that's ok, that's one senoir business elective gone for next year! :D so

2006-01-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

heehee i suddenly have an urge to blog in chinese...as in mandarin la coz i dunno how to type in cantonese :P so let's try it...其實也沒什麼啦...只是這幾天一直在生病, 本來只是一點小小的感冒但感冒了兩個月就不算小吧...但是現在還開始發燒了！真麻煩...我只希望能快點好起來...至少這個週末能出去就好了, 我不想開學的時候還在生病...然後呢...我怎樣報也報不到我的acctg 322科, 原本想如果報不到就先報另外一科嘛...但是現在連其他的科目都滿了...那只好拿著四科先然後慢慢等...希望有人快點"drop"啦哈哈哈哈哈！啊剛剛跟vivi在msn聊了一下,希望她在美國會開心啦!可能開始會很想家吧...但是我總覺得她因該會很快就能適應下來 :)

2006-01-04T22:42:00.000-07:00

woohoo! my first adobe product :D ok, my second...but my first from the lappy! ^.^ i know it's nothing big but..hey! there's my first step :Dp.s cushion picture cooped from ikea.com heehee ^.^ that's what me and the moo moo bought for david's birthday (but also "gap"ed with effie, karen and jen :)

2006-01-02T21:31:00.000-07:00

YAY!! here's to my photo post of the year! :D highlights of some of our christmas happenings coming up...so brace urself!!! ^.^ Wednesday, 21st December 2005Christmas Party @ David and Jon's house sitting down L-R: rainbow, brian, jennifer, amanda, ME!, karen, david, calvin, cece, joelposer standing: jon omgoodness isn't the fan just classic? LOL effie couldn't stop laughing when she took this

2006-01-01T17:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!wow i've been reading reviews about the past year and resolutions for the new year in blogs everywhere...so my post shalln't be exceptional either!!! :D it's good to think back about stuff...all so u can do better next time don't u think? u grow everytime u reflect and do something about it :) simple stuff u learn everyday!!!anyways, so years in canada aren't

2005-12-29T16:41:00.000-07:00

wow it's been over than a month since i last posted sth @.@ can't be that long!!! well first things first...a berry MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY BE-EARLIED NEW YEAR to y'all!!! christmas this year seemed to have gone by really really fast...actually this whole semester seemed to have gone past just like that *snap* but it's been cool ^.^ ever since the crazy projects were over, it was the

2005-11-17T20:56:00.000-07:00

and this is what i ENDED up doing yesterday:0000-0330 study jap0330-0800 sleep0800-0900 get ready/bathe etc.0900-1040 study jap1040-1100 nap1100-1145 go to school1145-1200 met up with ken the postman and got presents from him and christy :D1200-1330 jap midterm :'(1330-1630 worked on financial statements with ekta @.@1630-1730 go home1730-1845 nap1845-1900 bela called!!! :D1900-2000 went online

2005-11-15T14:57:00.000-07:00

Plan for tomoro:0000-0200 study jap0200-0900 sleep (hopefully uninterrupted by parents)0900-1000 get up and ready for school (while skipping psych)1100-1150 acctg class1200-1320 jap midterm1330-1700 bus meeting (financial statements, oral progress report)1700-1800 go home1800-2359 acctg project (write up for my part, edit eric and colin's parts)2359 psych homework due0000 send project to eric and

2005-11-12T00:46:00.000-07:00

......and i feel like a brat.seriously, sometimes i get so carried away and i just don't think. i'm just that stupid >.< grow up eden.

2005-11-07T17:42:00.000-07:00

soo...it's been a while since i blogged for real...and i shouldn't even be here right now with my major major major accounting midterm coming up tomoro. i haven't really touched the material yet too @.@ well i was planning to...was supposed to...the past weekend but. distractions happen *haha*i realized that i'm really not into the whole studying thing now, which is weird coz i used to be able to

2005-10-24T20:51:00.000-06:00

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2005-10-12T23:21:00.000-06:00

wow it's been another month already...omgoodness i hope i'm not developing a habit of updating only every month O.O *haha* but then also coz the server was kinda screwed up b4 so i couldn't update...anyways! so what's been up lately...i wonder if many pple even read blogs much these days...or maybe it's just me *haha* but yeah, i went through almost everyone's blog just now and "updated" myself

2005-09-11T21:34:00.000-06:00

it's been a 1 month!!! sept 11 *heehee* i know i shld be praying for the families of the victims of the terrorist attack but i don't think i can really...too happy right now *lol* so. anyways too much happened within this time span of my absence...won't be talking much about it...basically i went to vancouver, got a phone (!) it's a nokia 6670!!!!! :D *haha*, started school, met up with old

2005-08-11T14:26:00.000-06:00

so! i changed my template once again *heehee* didn't really like the words up there but oh wells! that's not what i'm feeling but i thought that the pictures were really cute so i just HAD to use it!!!*haha* anyways!!! oh man i'm so happy right now *heeheeheeheehee* i'm giggling like a schoolgirl >.< tell me to stop!!!!! *haha* but yes i'm happy :D everything's going great. i finally got eggie's

2005-07-28T16:25:00.000-06:00

i finally played the piano today...it felt so good. everything that's messed up, everything that's bothering me, everything that i feel...comes out of my fingertips and into the melody. who cares even if i screw up a little here and there? who cares if it's always the same old songs? canon in D, epilogue, inochi no namae, to zanarkland...it's between me and the piano. it soothes my soul...i

2005-07-25T14:44:00.000-06:00

*heehee* presenting...HOBO DUCK!!!! :D the latest addition to our k-days stuffed toys...besides all the carebears that we won last year! but my hobo ducky here is worth 50 bucks...and lots of hard work!!! *grinz* and it came with tons of warm and fuzzy feelings :D he's so funny when he's shy *heehee*oh man k-days this year was awesome *hahahahahaha* except fireworks was cancelled...but that's ok

2005-07-22T23:17:00.000-06:00

ahhhh!!! it's raining again!!! :D i love it when it rains at night *heehee* just hope that it won't be raining by tomoro coz i don't want a wet k-day *haha* I'M SO EXCITED!!!!! going for k-days with ef, ce, brainy and kobe tomoro :D and maybe with dennis and fred too, depending if they're coming with us...oh and "sandy" too *hahaha* i hope we'll all have a good time ^.^ so happy ahhhh!! joanne

2005-07-18T20:38:00.000-06:00

crapcrapcrap this is so messed up!!! >.< ok i just reformatted the computer and i realized that we don't have the new photos in the external drive O.O i thought i did it...seriously! i was so sure...crap. this means that ALL the photos that we put in since the last reformatation is gone. GONE! just like that...but then i wouldn't have been able to transfer the photos even if i knew coz windows

2005-07-06T16:07:00.000-06:00

yo! yeah i know i said i'll be too busy to blog...but then i felt like it today! found these quotes from the emails i got frm jas, suz and neha *haha* (yes they were all the same emails!!) but i thought these quotes really stood out...so! here they are...they're so sweet! :D"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop

2005-07-04T21:31:00.000-06:00

oooo it's been a while again...so much happened the past couple of days i can barely put it all into words >.< fun times though, fun times :Di'm in the midst of quitting my job right now, called greg a couple of minutes ago while he was driving so he's supposed to call me back. then i'll break the news to him @.@ crap i'm so scared *haha*i'm not gonna say, "i don't think i can't work"...i'm gonna

2005-06-25T11:07:00.000-06:00

:D was out at a church camp the past couple of days...dou wan dak gei hoi sum lah ^.^ *haha* even though it was mainly enoch pple and only 5 galilee pple and i didn't really get to know them well...the workshops and sermons were great!I'M A 1.5 GENERATION!!!!wahahahahaha i'm just really happy to know that :D coz it cleared up alot of stuff about my identity LOL! oh man, but enoch pple are so

2005-06-18T10:42:00.000-06:00

i really really really shld stop reading blogs and stuff like that. i don't understand why reading about pple's lives shld make me feel incompetent...i don't have to compare with them, they have their lives to live and i have mine. even if our situations were really similar and they have it so much better off than me now. i guess ultimately it boils down to me feeling like a loser (again) coz i

2005-06-18T09:44:00.000-06:00

went to montana's for dinner on wednesday with the pple at work :D all-u-can-eat-ribs dinner on greg!!!! the funny thing is, i hardly ever worked with them *haha* i just talk to them before we leave for the different places...coz i'm on the commercial crew and these are mostly the residential crews. dinner was for spring cleanup pple and the guyz that i work with are always new and switching so.

2005-06-13T22:49:00.000-06:00

uh-oh...what have i done??? O.O

2005-06-13T22:46:00.000-06:00

trans ams are so sweet. greg has the coolest convertible EVER.

2005-06-12T17:24:00.000-06:00

i'm still shocked over how much i blushed yesterday...can't figure out what i'm feeling...argh don't wanna think about it >.<"

2005-06-12T16:39:00.000-06:00

so here i am again staring at this blank space figuring out how to fill it up with the words of my life...random thoughts running though my head with no particular connections...well first things first i guess...sonomi's been staying over for the weekend and effie and i are just having a blast with her ^.^ i don't think i've ever gotten along so well with my sister's friend ever before (besides

2005-06-07T23:01:00.000-06:00

久しぶり!!! tons to say but no mood to type (and since when did this blog become my events calendar anyways? >.<) *haha* but how weird...especially when i go though most of my days thinking about the stuff i'm gonna write in here!!! helps to distract me frm the exhaustion i guess :DOH! and i got hooked on 学園アリス. a mix of kodacha, harry potter and meteor garden...what a great anime :D man i love that

2005-05-30T23:04:00.000-06:00

JAS!!! thanx for calling :D i love u so much!!!!!!

2005-05-29T22:52:00.000-06:00

heehee so here's some pictures of our bbq...it's a little messed up coz we have over hundred photos and i'm juz trying to put them all together! anyways, enjoy!!! :Dso yea, here's me + effie...hehe sisters w/ sunglasses!!! oh yea we know we rock :Dthen presenting...cousins manda + cece ^.^ they don't look alike do they???the other pair of sisters...kristi + phoebe!LOL! the only "decent" photo i

2005-05-29T00:52:00.000-06:00

okie i made the colours a little lighter :D yesterday's template was a rough draft coz i did it in a hurry *heehee*so anyways, i got promoted frm a weeder to a trimmer!!! :D but i don't think i can last very long...*haha* coz after working 4 days straight as a trimmer...oh man i can juz drop dead O.O and as i was trimming the grass...all i can think of are these lists:things i really hate right

2005-05-28T01:35:00.000-06:00

and so i switched templates again!!! man i have sucha short attention span >.< heehee but ain't this one cute? :D

2005-05-24T01:56:00.000-06:00

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :Dso Sunday came and Sunday left...then Monday came and Monday left. neither disappointed me ^.^ i had the 2 awesomest days ever :DCece's bbq was, as kristi said, THE bbq of the century *heehee* first things first, God was totally in control and He made it such a great success!!! coz when things looked really bad, like a prediction of 50% chance of rain O.O; and all picnic

2005-05-19T15:44:00.000-06:00

heehee can't believe i've blogged 4 times this week so far *GASP!* doesn't matter, it's SPRING! :D man i'm in a good mood *haha*so today i went weeding with ramie and it was fun :D *haha* we kinda slacked, which made me feel really bad...but then we ran out of weedkillers by the time we're done the second place so no way were we gonna drive all the way back to edmonton frm sherwood park and back

2005-05-17T11:40:00.000-06:00

whoa i'm tired now! *haha* and to think that i woke up at 7am feeling realli energized...i shld've known that wouldn't last long!!! heehee. so it's been an awesome morning! though it started off weird...with me calling greg like a thousand times and him not answering the phone and me getting paranoid about him going to fire me >.<>.

2005-05-16T13:04:00.000-06:00

juz a glimpse of the tan on my arm o.O the result of wearing gloves and pushing up the sleeves of my hoodie...heehee sorry juz being narcissistic over here :D but see! my face is all black toooooooo!

2005-05-15T19:31:00.000-06:00

WOW. seriously that's all i can say...i feel like i've been real naive all along after reading all that. out goes to andrew and esther :D u guyz changed my perspective ALOT, not that i didn't know...it's juz different seeing it working out in lives of pple i know :) God bless ur relationship again *haha*

2005-05-12T13:43:00.000-06:00

whoa it's been quite a week there! exhausted like crazy right now *haha* as u would have expected...working every single day of the week, 2 jobs and practically no rest o.o *heehee* so if u're wondering how come i got the time now to blog...i took the day off to see my stats prof. oh man u'll never believe what happened...HE LOST MY LAB FINAL PAPER! i was so freaking mad when i found out...

2005-05-05T16:50:00.000-06:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!!!! i'm the happiest person on earth right now i swear! *ahahahahahahahaha*what's better than getting the job u REALLI REALLI want w/ the prospect of exercising and slimming down and getting a tan and earning tons of $$ and using ur time wisely at the same time??? *heeheehee* that and finding out that u've gotten a B- on ur english when u thought u're definitely

2005-05-04T18:58:00.000-06:00

PHEW! oh man i'm finally done...after more than 7hrs of changing my template o.O *haha* and this isn't even THAT original coz i cooped the pictures from elsewhere :P but still!!! it's almost totally my own work! :D good job eden!!! *pats myself on the back* *heehee* so yea, rekindled my love for SOS again *haha* i dun think i'll EVER get bored of the show...coz i find more stuff everytime i watch

2005-04-27T22:39:00.000-06:00

ooooooooo boy. 18hrs and i'll be a free person once more :D man i can't stand this...been studying non-stop for 2 weeks and no play at all O.O in short, i hadn't had a life for 2 weeks...i can't believe i'm still breathing. i even wore specs to church, the only "social" activity i've been to the past two weeks, and i usually get pretty grumpy when i wear specs (no idea why, it's juz me...i feel

2005-04-19T12:48:00.000-06:00

i know u're having a hard time...and i know that i haven't been able to help u in any wayi'm sorrybut i just want u to know that i feel for u...

2005-04-19T12:46:00.000-06:00

i finally looked to the sky last friday...it's been a whileit reminded me of loads of stuff, and pplei cried.

2005-04-04T17:23:00.000-06:00

there's gonna be a movie on THE SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELLING PANTS coming up in summer!!!and with ALEXIS BLEDEL starring as LENA too!!!!omg i'm so happy!!!!! she's gorgeous *heehee* n i love her eyes, at least the colour's real :D *haha* not like some pple...paris hilton really had me fooled into believing that she has pretty eyes -_-but anws!!! I. CAN. HARDLY. WAIT.http://

2005-04-04T17:22:00.000-06:00

oh and 2 pieces of updates bout moi :D1. I CUT MY HAIR!!!2. I GOT NEW SPECS!!!ahahaha....yes my hair's realli short right now in comparison 2 last time...mm...maybe about the length when i was in sec 3? heehee but i realli like it coz it's not knotty animore!!! :D and i like my new specs too *grinz* tho i look realli nerd :P *haha* a CUTE nerd mind u!!! mite take some pictures...so i'll load 'em

2005-04-04T16:33:00.000-06:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :'(i tink i just crapped up my jap interview.sensei: what did u and ur sister do when u were kids?me: erm...we played and we swam...but we don't swim anymore nowsensei: why's that?me: coz...we don't swim in edmonton...sensei: oh...why?me: coz...here is...lonely? oops! coldsensei: oh i see. what did u and ur sister most liked to do?me: uhh...we err...like to watch

2005-03-22T18:14:00.000-07:00

heehee. i learnt a lesson while i was in the washroom:was done pooping when i realized that we ran out of toilet paper O.O even worse when i realized that i was the last one in the washroom coz...i was the one who finished the tp *ahahahaha* so anws, i became a victim of my own inconsideration...guilt. repentence. won't do it again. but what about now??? then i found a new roll at the side of the

2005-03-16T17:10:00.000-07:00

how weird again, to be looking thru friendster and seeing pictures of pple i know - or seem to know. so seemingly familiar and yet not...well i guess pple's looks do change *hee*oh yes, n since i'm on the topic of pictures, might as well say this...lookin back at our old ij pictures, i've come to a conclusion that the pple in our ij clique are realli pretty! haha! i guess i've never thought about

2005-03-11T12:02:00.000-07:00

hellooooooo EVERYBODY!!! i'm back!*heehee* so horribly happy right now :D thnx to my english presentation being finally over and of coz, not to forget that wonderful chat online w/ vivi!!! *wahahahahahaha* it was hilarious, i haven't had such fun talking online for sucha long time!!! yes but it was funny and sad at the same time...missed her so much :( *sigh*it was weird tho, how we started

2005-02-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

i miss going to a restaurant with a bunch of friends. get a grip of how much power you have, especially over the waitress.

2005-02-28T20:09:00.000-07:00

now. i just don't understand why i keep wanting to be somebody i am not.i am not a canadian.

2005-02-24T13:37:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!!! yes it's been a while again ^.^ not much time to blog these days even tho it's reading week :D loads of lose stuff hanging around for me to get done and more and more just appear as i do stuff u noe...eg. i'll be trying to go through my stats notes thinking mayb i should start studying for my midterm when i realize that i should just clear my folder out of junk paper first so that i

2005-02-13T15:33:00.000-07:00

wednesday2 houses3 hours of tv2 hours of crapping online1 super cute kittena super duper nice church "uncle" *HAHA!*anda long time no see korean fren :Doh yes. and it was chinese new year. (^.^)in a way i tink i've been spared the agony of being homesick during CNY as most of my frenz are, coz we never had relatives 2 spend it w/ in the first place :) i'm not pitying myself tho, juz tinking how i

2005-02-07T16:46:00.000-07:00

HARLOW!!! ok it's truly been a while since i've blogged *haha* it'll be amazing if anyone actualli reads this coz i bet u all gave up on my blog already! :D but anyways, 1st things 1st: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAREY!!!! i miss u loads man...miss talking 2 u on the phone *whines* but i'm glad i got u in the morning though!!! *heehee* even if i wasted the chance of waking u up with the phone :D (yes that

2005-01-24T13:44:00.000-07:00

*hee* juz done my lab...as in, my session...i hafn't realli gotten 2 doing my lab assignment...fell asleep during the lab session actualli! o.o *haha* but yeah, it's boring so i can't help it...anws! i met a new fren! YAY! ^.^ just. he seems like a realli nice guy coz he went thru the trouble 2 sent me the spss *haha* :) been realli realli realli happy recently, as in, the past weekend since

2005-01-12T10:26:00.000-07:00

back 2 skool again!!! it was great seeing all my frenz again ^.^ but i've got new stress frm other parts of life instead -_-" let me elaborate: due 2 the dropping of her 2 very heavy subjects (MATH! and MATH! *GRINZ* :D) eden's gained tons of time 2 crap ard! and that includes a 3 hr break (wich is happening rite now 4 instance...) btw her 1st and 2nd class on M/W/F (wich are her only classes on

2005-01-07T15:34:00.000-07:00

OMG I LOVE U GUYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO LATE BUT I HAF 2 POST THIS: I. LOVE. U.

.:i am a *STAR*:.

.:i am a STAR:.