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Thursday, January 30, 2003
-6:53:00 p.m.
*MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!* i've finally succeeded in changing ma template!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha! sori! *calming down...* yeah...eniwae, i'm gonna start skool on mon....shit! i'm sooooooooo freaked u haf no idea...but hu noes lar...i mite enjoy it! rite? dunno!!! oh well...i 4got wut i was supposed 2 type again!!! cya soon!
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Wednesday, January 29, 2003
-11:56:00 a.m.
hey again! it's been 4EVA since i wrote! *missed ya!!!* coz d computer kept on hanging every time i cum here...:( eniwaez, guess wut? remember tt dumb "uncle" of mine? yar well, i tink ma aunt's definately gettin a divorce...so she'll migrate over 2 canada but b4 tt, she's gotta sell d house rite? so ma dad's gonna help her wif tt PLUS our own house (we live in d same block)...he's gonna put priority on hers b4 ours so tt means tt he's gonna wait till she sells her house n migrates over 2 canada b4 he cums over! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ma mum said tt it'll probably b a yr+ b4 he can cum over.....*sob!* yap...tt's huge news u noe...coz it means tt:
1. yesh, ma dad's not gonna b here 4 a LOOOOOOOOONG time....
2. he'll cum over in june n go back
3. WE get 2 go over in july durin our summer break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (tt's probably d onli ting worth celebratin thru all these shit)
4. we're gonna b stuck in d house 4 another few years
5. i'm not gonna get a car (plus a driver's license) 4 another few years
yap...tt's pretty bad dunch u tink? but if we get 2 go over in july, tt's good news! i get 2 c ma frenz soon!!! eniwae, life here's gettin a lil better coz baby's growin up 2 b realli cute!!!! (she's sittin on ma lap now!) juz tt she gets confused over effie n mi...she calls both effie n mi "fi-fi", den if we correct her, she'll call both of us "e-din"!!!! cute!!!! yap...n i piggyback jon-jon 5 times around d house EVERYDAY!!!! so tiring!!! sumtimes joanna gets jealous n i gotta do her too....den baby cums along n go "fei-fei" (=aeroplane in chinese = piggyback in baby language) so i haf 2 fly her around...oh man!!! wut, do i look lyk an aeroplane 2 u?!?!?! oh well! i guess it's trainin ma back muscle! (plus givin mi exercise!) @ least tis wae i dun haf 2 listen 2 clare's advice n shovel 4 ma neighbours 4 exercise! yap...tt's all!
p.s, i met jas, yan, firdi n debbie on mon...in case u guyz read tiz, juz wanna sae...thanx 4 tokin 2 mi!!!! had a great time! cya soon!
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Sunday, January 26, 2003
-1:21:00 a.m.
i haf juz unsuccessfully added links 2 ma blog...as u can c.....IT'S NOT APPEARING!!!!!!!!!! i'm lyk...shit! i juz told all d pple whom i've added tt i alreadi did it...ok....i realli suck @ tiz kinda ting...plus, ma template sux!!!!!!
guess tt's enuff complainin 4 a dae!
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-12:51:00 a.m.
yay! clare called mi tiz morning :) actualli, it's about 7+ lar n i was still sleepin lyk a pig coz i slept @ 1 am d dae b4!!!! yar lor! so i was damn tired wen she called i took almost 10 mins 2 get 2 d fone! (ok lar...mayb i exaggerated a bit *grinz!*) but i was realli happie lor!!!! juz tt i was so tired i tink i juz wasted her fone bills...sigh...c how much i hate tiz time zone stuff???? n i was waitin lyk 4eva 4 her 2 call (not exactly but yar, u noe wut i mean!) den i sorta screwed it up! aiyoh....so toopid! eniwae, tokin bout fone n fone bills...i got d fone bill 4 december!!!!!! guess how much....80+ bucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i spent almost lyk 1/2 of d fone calls actualli...feel kinda bad but i sorta feel tt it's worth it....*hehz!*
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Friday, January 24, 2003
-9:10:00 a.m.
harlow again!!! i noe tiz iz gonna b dumb but juz feel lyk doin it :) *GRINZ!*
i miss YAN n her HUGGYNESS!
i miss CLARE n her POKEYNESS!
i miss JAS n her SPASTICNESS!
i miss BELA n her MONKEYNESS!
i miss GEN n her CORNINESS!
i miss VI n her FARNYNESS!
i miss SUZ n her HYENA-LAUGHINGNESS!
i miss SELINA n her SUNNY-SMILENESS!
i miss STEPHANIE n her CRAZINESS!
i miss ANDREA n her SACARSMNESS!
i miss REN n her BUNNYNESS!
i miss FIRDIANA, MUTIARA, CLARA n EDWINA n their MADDNESS!
but most of all, i miss IJ n its WARMNESS :)
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-8:41:00 a.m.
hi~ i feel so lazy again...dun feel lyk doin ma CALM hw!!! it's due 2dae n i hafn't gotten half of it done...uh-oh!!!!! i guess i juz gotta call d pple 2 tell them! lyk everytime i sit down 2 do ma work...ma mind wanders n i'll start writin songs instead!!! tiz iz bad!!!! oh well...eniwae, i tink fridae izz lyk a family dae 4 us! we're gonna look 4 effie after her skool again! (tt means: library computer!!!!!!) gotta make good use of d 1 hr man! kk, u muz b bored of ma no event life so i'll stop now!
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-8:27:00 a.m.
hey!! i juz made another cheesy "song" 4 ma frenz...dunno wut's up wif mi nowadaes!!! writing songs???? oh well! eniwae, it's 4 ma frenz in ij lar...4 yan, jas, clare, bela, vivienne, gen...u noe! k, here goes! (if u dun lyk it, u can alwaes puke or sth!!!)
sittin all alone by myself
i wonder 'bout how u r rite now
does ur world continue spinnin
or r u livin life lyk it has no meanin?
u noe i wish i could tell u tiz:
life muz go on, 4get i ever exist
yet i noe sumwhere deep inside ma heart
is a hope tt u would still miss mi lyk wen we 1st part
it's veri selfish of mi i noe
juz by wantin u 2 tink of mi it shows
it'll make u miserable n sad
'specially wen d situation's so bad
but i guess all i need now izz juz an indication
tt'll tell mi there's a special place 4 mi no matter wut d condition
it'll show how impt i'm still 2 u,
coz tt's how r u 2 mi n it'll 4eva b true
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Wednesday, January 22, 2003
-11:19:00 a.m.
yoz! i juz came back frm tokin 2 jas online...i feel so bad coz i made her go online lyk 12 am. in d morning!!!!! den i couldn't even tok 2 her properly coz ma sista needed 2 use d computer...sigh!!! effie ponned skool 2dae...but d ting iz, she din bring home her math textbk though she has a math exam 2moro...yar, so she was lookin 4 her syllabus online n stuff!!! yap! it's kinda irritatin though, coz everytime i wake up lyk 6 am in d morning 2 accompany effie n then 2 go online, i end up not being able 2 go online!!!!!!!!!!!!! so sickening! coz either sumone else needs 2 use d fone, or sumone needs 2 use d internet...either wae, d foneline izz hogged!!!!!!!!! so pissing!!!! now, ma aunt's buggin mi 2 go offline coz she needs d fone...what happened 2 ma privacy?????
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Tuesday, January 21, 2003
-2:56:00 p.m.
i juz dunch understand htmls!!!!! i've been tryin 2 change ma fonts n stuff but i can't...am i doin sumting wrong? oh well...n i was juz tryin 2 make a webpage juz now but obviously...i screwed up! i suck @ tiz kinda stuff!!!! yar...life izz so boring tt i had 2 resolt 2 making webpages!!!! (i'm not exactly a computer expert...) ...i can't call ma frenz much nowadays coz they're in skool wen i'm awake...sighz!!! n i guess they're not so free 2 check their mails as much as mi!!! (i've been checkin it twice everydae...) i'd betta get a life man...but how can i wen i'm stuck @ home everydae tryin 2 do ma stupid course????? d questions r so vague n i dun realli noe how 2 reply wif a proper answer wifout get failin 4 it!!! guess i gotta try harder...:(
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-2:46:00 p.m.
10 reasons y i DUNCH lyk it here:
1. it's boring
2. no frenz
3. i'm stuck in a house
4. no transport out wifout gettin frozen
5. expensive but boring stuff
6. kids r climbin all over mi every second
7. not a dae wifout sumone cryin
8. AOL sux, i get disconnected practically every 5 mins
9. i haf 2 study ma CALM course wen i shld b relaxing
10. i can't get a car wifout buyin tt stupid insurance -- no driving (well i can't eniwae coz i hafn't passed ma written)
tiz izz sooooooo much easier den d last list...
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-2:42:00 p.m.
10 reasons y i shld lyk it here:
1. snow
2. jon-jon
3. west edmonton mall
4. no skool 4 2 more weeks!!!
5. meet new pple (in a few months time...)
6. i've alwaes wanted 2 live in canada (well...in toronto, but it's d same rite?)
7. ...
8. ...
9. ...
10. forget it...
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Monday, January 20, 2003
-2:12:00 p.m.
hey i'm back again! noe wut...i'm feelin kinda bummed out...ma aunt mite b gettin a divorce...sucky rite? not d aunt i'm livin wif here, it's d one in s'pore...STEPHANIE's mum...it's tt idiotic jerk whom i've called ma "uncle"...he's gonna destroy stephanie's life lyk tiz!!!! she doesn't noe bout it yet...mayb not until a few years later coz she's still too young...but she's alwaes so happi wenever he returns frm malaysia 2 visit her...how can he do tiz??!!?!??!?!?? ok...mayb i shld haf faith in God tt he'll change...i shldn't gif up so fast...mayb he mite wake up all of a sudden n realize tt it's not worth it...i mean, it's TOTALLY his fault!!!! HE's d one hu left his family 2 go malaysia 2 work...HE's d one hu got a mistress...HE's d one hu wants d divorce!!!!!!!!!!!!! IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's lyk, ma aunt's been workin her heart out everydae 4 7 yrs 2 keep d family goin...2 keep stephanie happie n he does tiz...wut the hell...i juz want them 2 b happie...i dunno...juz sux man...
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-1:49:00 p.m.
yoz! sori i gotta post such a cheesy "song"...i kinda made it up maself!!!! *hehe!* can imagine pple goin "ick!" wen they read it!!!! well, i'm not exactly songwriter material but i'm soooooooo bored i've decided 2 do sth different! *hehe!* den @ d same time, i can c whether i can do tt wen i grow up...u noe, explore ma talents!!!! *haha!* ok lar...dun realli call tt a "talent"! eniwae, it's feels kinda good 2 write out ur feelins u noe??? juz tt i juz can't make it rhyme coz ma english sux! wutever!
it's been pretty stressful 4 mi nowadays coz i gotta crashcourse ma CALM course...i gotta hand it up by fri!!!! i'm not even halfwae done yet! everytime i open d book, i start yawnin even if i hafn't read it yet! sigh...typical of mi lar...alwaes fallin asleep wen studyin n @ skool! actuallie, clare sorta started it coz SHE'S alwaes sleepin so it kinda influenced mi!!!! *hehe!* she'll kill mi if she reads tiz! oh well! k...tink i beta get back 2 doing ma hw!
ok...mayb after i checked ma mail... *grinz!*
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-1:38:00 p.m.
For weeks i've been tinkin now
'bout how it'll b 2 c u again
will things still b d same
or will we feel wierd around each other?
i noe it's impossible 2 turn back time
but sumtimes i jus wish we could
tt wae i can make it up 2 u
n relive d times tt we've had
it seems so funny how
u never seemed impt 2 mi
but now tt we're separated
den i realised how much u realli mean 2 mi
i used 2 take ur presence 4 granted
tinkin tt u'll alwaes b there
guess now reality haf 2 hit
n tell mi tt it's no longer possible
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Sunday, January 19, 2003
-1:16:00 a.m.
heyoz! noe wut? i had tiz REALLI REALLI great dream tiz morning!!!! hehe! dreamt tt i was wif ALL of ma frenz again n we were swimming...erm, actualli, i hate swimming so i dunno y i was dreamin bout tt but yar...den it was realli fun n everyting! den it's lyk, we went 2 tiz part of d swimming pool n we were wading in den i heard "e-din"!!!! n joanna n jonathan jumped on mi!!! so cute ok!!!! yar, so i was lyk, realli excited n bringing them 2 ma frenz 2 introduce them, n juz wen i was about 2 c their reactions, ma mum woke mi up....sigh...but oh well! i had a nice nite!
eniwae, guess wut?? i'm SOOOOOOO disorganised...i lost ma locker combination!!!!!!!!!! coz d dae i took it home, i juz threw it around...n it has ma schedule n d receipt 4 ma skool fees....aiyoh...so dumb! so i was frettin' n all coz i haf absolutely no idea wut ma combination was!!!! i'll get stuck @ it in d 1st dae of skool tryin 2 figure out wut it izz!!!! but luckily lar, effie n i found it...*phew!!!!* i've decided...mayb i'll carve ma combination at d side of ma bed so tt i'll remember it 4eva...but den d bed's not mine so i've gotta find another wae...ok...i can't realli tink of eniting 2 write so i'll stop here!
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Friday, January 17, 2003
-5:13:00 p.m.
hi! i noe, it's lyk, a few minutes since i juz posted ma 2 other blogs...but yar, since i 've got a cool computer now, mite as well make full use of it!!!!! ok, firstly, i haf NO privacy coz i can't complain @ home coz u can practically hear everyone else in every corner of d house so i haf 2 type tiz here! yap...soooo, i shall state ma biasness here: of all d kids in auntie betty's house, i lyk jonathan (we call him "jon-jon") d most!!!! he's soooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!! seriously! did i tell u, he calls mi "e-din" instead of "e-den"!!!!! issn't tt so adorable??? he's 6 so he's rite in d middle, lyk he's d second kid...d onli ting izz tt he yells all d time! lyk even wen he's mouth izz next 2 ur ear...i tink i'm gonna go deaf one dae! but yar....so cute! he has tiz realli cute face too! i luff it wen he runs up 2 mi n hugs ma knees (coz he's not tall enuff!) *hehe!* yap...mayb i lyk him d most coz of ma horrible experience @ d bookstore yesterdae...babie was whinning lyk crazie i got so pissed...eniwae, shall not go in2 tt 2dae....next time! chao!
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-5:06:00 p.m.
stuff i found out yesterday:
1. babies get PMS too
2. never bring babies out 2 christian bookstores coz they'll rip everything out
3. babies r not interested in veggietales, it's toddlers hu r
4. i've been hangin around kids too much, d onlie songs gettin stuck in ma head r songs frm "winnie d pooh" n "veggietales"
5. veggietales izz actualli kinda nice!
6. told u i've been hangin around kids too much...
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-5:02:00 p.m.
hiya!!!! *hehe!* juz realized tt i haven't been updating ma blogs v. often!!!! oh well! been realli busy lately wif ma studying...(i'm doin tiz correspondance course where u study @ home...it's a career n life management course) eniwae...met up wif jas n yan yesterdae!!!!! well...not face 2 face (*sob!!!!*) but online...it's realli nice ok...juz tt ma STUPID computer hung AGAIN!!!!!! great rite? juz wen i'm seriously having a great time, it had 2 screw it up!!!! yap! i was lyk....SOOOOOO HAPPY b4 it hung!!! coz i hafn't toked 2 them since 4eva! yar...n as yan said...lyk d old times....*sighz!* (i sound lyk sum granny!!!!!) now i realli realli realli miss them....*sob!!!!* u noe, it's lyk typical ij...i dun tink i'll get frenz as good as d ones there...n i juz read d e-mails tt they sent mi, i was grinning lyk a cow!!! in d library!!!!!!! hui fen sent mi a mail too! realli nice man! it's lyk, i can't believe after lyk 8 yrs we're still in contact! guess tiz shows how strong our past frenship was!!!! or u can sae...she's practially lyk ma childhood fren!!!! yap...n it's lyk, it's a 2-way ting so it's cool tt she wanna keep in touch too!
yap, now i'm out in d library now again so tt i get 2 use a "unhangable" computer! it's fast so yar :) den mum n i r gonna meet up wif effie later 2 haf dinner wif her! FINALLY!!!! PEACE!!!!!! i luff u everybody!!!!!! *haha!* ma life's been so boring lately...except tt: listen up!!!!
I FAILED MA DRIVER'S WRITTEN TEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*HAHAHAHAAH!!!!!!!* it's so hilarious dunch u tink???? i mean, i din noe enione can fail tt stupid ting!!!! *hehe!* but they were asking dumb questions such as "how many months of suspension will u get if u..." !!!! lyk i was planning 2 do tt!!! but d onlie ting izz tt i wasted 15 bucks on it sooooo...hehe...n ma mum kept on asking mi if i was ok n stuff coz she was scared tt i'll b discouraged!!! *haha!* oh well! ok...guess tiz izz lyk d longest blog i've eva posted! cya!
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Monday, January 06, 2003
-11:48:00 a.m.
hiyeezz!!! i'm soooo bored now...AGAIN!!! coz effie juz went 2 skool (man, i'm even more nervous den her!!!)...it's kinda freaky u noe...eniwae, i realli hope she makes lotza frenz there so tt she'll haf a normal life again :) i'll juz haf 2 wait till feb wen i start skool...i'm alreadi missing ij so much!!!! plus all ma frenz n how we used 2 go out all d time...can't believe i'm even missing taking neoprints (yan...:(... )...den clare n gen r not here 2 poke mi...(i miss clare!!!!!) life sux man....esp now tt i've moved....seperated maself frm al ma best pals 2 cum babysit....whoa....yar, guess i shld b "appreciative" n learn 2 shut up in front of older pple b4 they start nagging again....oh well...yap...sori! din mean 2 b so depressing all d time!!! ok...gtg! :)
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Sunday, January 05, 2003
-8:09:00 p.m.
sumtimes, i realli feel lyk i haf no one 2 turn 2...lyk all ma frenz r elsewhere n ma parents wouldn't understand wutever i'm saying...@ least tt was how i felt 4 d last couple of weeks (i tink tt's enuff 2 kill mi..)...yar, coz ma sista wasn't exactly in d best mood these daes...d move izz kinda affecting her realli bad as well...so i haf no one 2 tok 2...sumtimes i juz feel so pissed i feel lyk crying...den i'll tell maself 2 b strong n everyting...sigh...but now, i tink it's her hu realli needs ma help more den i need hers coz she's starting skool 2moro n she's freaking out...i guess i shld b a more understandin' sista esp. since i'm d older one...luckily we sorta cleared our misunderstandings so now i feel lyk we can juz tok 2 each other as b4 :) hopefully there'll b no more hard feelings! :)
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-1:38:00 p.m.
heyoz~! u noe, i juz migrated 2 canada lyk 4 weeks ago....i'm realli not adjusted 2 everyting yet...lyk i REALLI REALLI miss all ma frenz....yar, so i was lyk kinda looking 4ward 2 going 2 church so i can update ma pathetic social life here....but d ting izz, i've alreadi gone 2 church 4 a few times n i hafn't realli made ani new frenz yet! i mean, i sorta knew some of their names but noting much...guess i was kinda shy n all :� aniwae, i'll try realli hard next sunday n hopefully i can get 2 know d pple there better!!! yar, tt's about it 4 now...:)
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