rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
-6:14:00 p.m.
heehee. i learnt a lesson while i was in the washroom:
was done pooping when i realized that we ran out of toilet paper O.O even worse when i realized that
i was the last one in the washroom coz...i was the one who finished the tp *ahahahaha* so anws, i became a victim of my own inconsideration...guilt. repentence. won't do it again. but what about now??? then i found a new roll at the side of the sink counter :D thank God for parents.
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
-5:10:00 p.m.
how weird again, to be looking thru friendster and seeing pictures of pple i know - or seem to know. so seemingly familiar and yet not...well i guess pple's looks do change *hee*
oh yes, n since i'm on the topic of pictures, might as well say this...lookin back at our old ij pictures, i've come to a conclusion that the pple in our ij clique are realli pretty! haha! i guess i've never thought about it before...but now, yes, what a gorgeous bunch *heehee* or maybe it's just an ij thing. :)
had a pretty awesome time at the "coffee house" thing last friday :) it was fun, and i laughed alot *hee* met some new pple, like there was this guy who was actually in my uni class b4! i was really surprised that he actualli came to our church (even tho it was only his 2nd time) so that was cool :) n in the morning i got to know this other girl who's in my english class, like she was frm scona so i kinda recognize her? we took the 74 to uni together and coz it was the morning right before my english presentation and i was freaking out like crazy, talking to her really helped me alot *haha* so glad i took the initiative :)
right now, i'm a little discouraged...i
know why and i hate getting down by that; and so this is to myself:
i may not be cool
i may not be pretty
i may not have tons of friends
and i may not have had ur average teenage life
i have been depressed
i have been rejected
i have been lonely
and i have been afflicted w/ a past that i hate
but what does it all matter
if they make up who i am?
i am somebody who knows sorrow
i am a person that God madewith all that said and done, please. don't comment on my weakness.
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Friday, March 11, 2005
-12:02:00 p.m.
hellooooooo EVERYBODY!!! i'm back!
*heehee* so horribly happy right now :D thnx to my english presentation being finally over and of coz, not to forget that wonderful chat online w/ vivi!!! *wahahahahahaha* it was hilarious, i haven't had such fun talking online for sucha long time!!! yes but it was funny and sad at the same time...missed her so much :( *sigh*
it was weird tho, how we started saying stuff like, "we were young then" and how "it's been 3 years since we did that"...just seems like yesterday when we were talking about it!!! *haha* i dunno...somehow i feel like for u guyz, alot of time has passed...whereas for me, time stopped *haha* like it's a time warp!!! maybe coz u still see each other once in a while so u know what's been going on in each other's lives but for me, my last memories of u guyz were a couple of years ago...so in a way, u're still that "sec4" fren to me *haha* know what i mean? i dunno what changes happened in ur lives...except for the major ones...so i guess "catching up" really applies to me now! *wahahahahahahaha*
anywhos! on a not-so-serious note :D i've got most of my major stuff out of the way! playing for worship, english presentation, two sunday school presentations...what else...that's about it *heehee* those were pretty scary stuff! then next week will be the taxing stuff...english essay, stats lab, econs quiz...O.O oh boy i didn't noe there were so much!!! oh well...will work on those next week *heehee* next weeks stuff i'll leave it till then! :D
wat else...last week was awesome. period. had some great time out *heehee* thurs, friday and sat! so much fun *haha!* just read effie's blog and u'll know...bout thurs ^.^ we started getting "drunk" on bubble tea? *haha* not really, just a sign of exhaustion...we go crazy *LOL!* and the week before was...*heehee* yes it was juz *heehee* shalln't go into details bout that...
anws, gonna go for this thing tonight...hope it'll be good despite me not knowing anyone there except karen and brian! this seems mean but i hope brian's fren won't come so i won't be left out *wahahahahaaha* ok signing off now ^.^ seeya guyz!
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