rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Sunday, November 19, 2006
-11:39:00 p.m.
happy belated birthday to MOI!!!! :D :D :D heeheehee
haven't been blogging for a while now but then i just gave my blog add to sensei today so i decided that i shld write something in here ^^
HI SENSEI!!! (if u're reading this!)
lol and then! i realized that melissa had my blog add all along! so
HI MELISSA!!! (if u're reading this as well!)
and to all who know me and this add but i haven't realize it...@.@
HIHI!!!heehee anyways this shall be my last "update" for the time being because i just came to the realization of a horrible fact....
my first final's in 2 weeks!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH @.@ how can i JUST realize that?? @.@ but yes, i've decided that today was my last play-day of the semester and tomorrow will be the start of my intense-studying plan! i even finished 墺欄高校ホスト部 just now (it's SO FUNNY!!! LOL!) so i can study in peace from now on :D but anyways here's my highly anticipated lineup for tomorrow:
- 日本授業の読み物宿題 (due Tues)
- 日本授業のPenpal Presentation draft (due Tues)
- East Asia 101 readings (for Tues)
- Managment Science 352 Assignment #8 (due Wed)
- Economics 281 Assignment #4 (due next Wed)
- Accounting 414 self-study questions and readings (for all the classes that i slept in @.@)
yikes it looks horrible...and these are the easier stuff already coz it's just homework but i shld start studying for all my subjects too! yosh! 頑張ろう!
oooo on a sidenote, if i end up blogging in the middle of my exams...don't be surprised coz it has become a tradition in the past years for me to blog during finals due to procrastination or de-stressing :D let's just hope i won't resort to watching jdramas like last year! heehee
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Friday, November 03, 2006
-11:03:00 p.m.
facing up to the harshness of reality...isn't fun. sometimes i think i'm so idealistic that when u show me what life is really like, i feel like running away from it because i don't like it.
today my friend suddenly asked me if i was gonna work during this summer and get more experience with being an accountant, especially since this is my last summer before graduation. well of coz i replied flat out no coz i'm going back to asia and i've been planning this trip since forever. i mean, i've been looking forward to going back to japan and meeting my host parents, singapore and meeting my friends, and hong kong and touring with all the people that i'm flying back with and it has never crossed my mind that i'll give that up...after waiting for 3 years. and she said, well i guess u'll have a hard time finding a job when u graduate then...
that didn't strike me as hard as after when i was talking to kobe about it and he agreed with what she said. i guess technically speaking, i'm being stupid and wasting my last summer playing elsewhere when i should be looking for a summer job that gives me the experience, and so an advantage over other graduate students, especially since i'm not a co-op student too. i'm probably at the bottom of employers' lists when i apply for their jobs because of my average grades, lack of experience and true passion for accounting.
but seriously speaking, how can i weigh the importance of going back and staying? i never really cared about my post-graduation, i just assumed i'll find a job...plus, i didn't really care about accounting. i don't really wanna not go back just to look for a job that i'll be working all my life after i graduate anyways but yeah, that's probably just me being childish. i guess to grow up, certain sacrifices has to be made...but i've yet to decide. maybe i can do a compromise and work only for 2 months...if such firms exists. but i'll see.
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
-5:06:00 p.m.
私ね、けさ五時に札幌に電話して、お母さんとお父さんと二十分話した :D 皆も元気で、よかった!でも本当に恋しいなあ、お父さんとお母さんと太郎ちゃん!久しぶりお母さんとお父さんの声を聞いたら、札幌のことを考えていった。来年の夏休みが早く来るほしい、それでまたホストーフャミリーに会える!
anyways yes :) i've changed my template again! and reading sensei and mizuni's blog kinda made me wanna start bloggin again :D but i'll see if i can afford enough time to do this, on top of all the stupid time-wasting things that i do already!
this template kinda squishes all my words together so i guess in a way it forces me to write in paragraphs >< well then all the better coz then i won't drone on and on about the same thing for a long time! heehee
anyways for now i'll leave u guys with a couple of my cute eggie pictures :D
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