dailies
Thursday, February 27, 2003
-11:31:00 p.m.
THIS IS IT.....
PPLE!!! 2dae's d dae n now's d time...u guyz r prob waitin anxiously in klass or listenin 2 selvam (or huever) tok shit bout our results n how we did while i sit here listlessly typing ma blog...man, i mite b here but i can SOOOOOO feel d anxiety in d air!!! ok...i'm exaggeratin a lil but seriously, i'm realli scared!!!! i'm oso starin @ d clock...watchin d minutes tick by till 11:30 pm...wich izz 2:30 ur time!!! (btw, ma blog time izz wrong coz they generalize d whole of canada n america as one timing so it's
1 hr behind ma time actualli!!) eniwaes...it's even harder here coz i'm juz stoning @ d clock tinkin lyk @ 11:30 n ma results will b out...!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!! d suspense izz killing mi!!!!! @ least u'll haf a sorta "klass reunion" 2 distract u! i'm all alone by maself!!! *sob!* n ma dad's onli gonna go 2 skool @ 3 pm so if i wanna wait 4 him, i gotta wait a long time more...so i've decided 2 check d net instead...
FREAKY...ok, now tt i've been typing...it's onli 10 mins left!!!!!! mayb i shld do a countdown 2 11:30!!!
ok eniwae, i dun understand y everyone tinks tt tiz doesn't affect mi...juz bcoz i'm in canada now doesn't change d fact t i haf spent d entire of last yr workin on tiz tupid exam rite? it's symbolizes d fruits of ma labour man!!! y doesn't enione get tt? even ma parents!!!!! or shld i sae...
ESP ma parents! i need sum support leh...not u tellin mi tt i shldn't care bout d results coz it's got noting 2 do wif mi!!!! it's got EVERYTING 2 do wif mi...man...it's d onlie reason y we stayed last yr instead of movin straight away...*sigh*
yapo...another 8 minutes passed liao! i'm so slow rite? it was juz one paragraph!!!! *haha!* coz i tink a lot bout wut i put down mah *grin* ok...i shld start ma countdown...cya!!!!
oops...i 4got...
GOOD LUCK!!!! but actualli by d time u guyz read tiz u would've gotten d results alreadi so tt was irrelevant rite? *hehe!*
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Tuesday, February 25, 2003
-5:10:00 p.m.
ARLOW EVERYBODY!!!!!
actualli i dunno if i shld spend too long typing coz i'm usin d university library computer!!! *heh!* yap! i sneeked in2 d university 2 use their
SUPER-FAST SPEED computers!!!! *grinz!* sooooo smart rite??? tiz wae i wunch get shooed off ma computer coz ma tupid uncle tinks tt i'm hoggin d foneline...YAH RITE!!!!! he's so shitty...how cum i onlie hear fairytale stories bout evil stepmothers n neva but uncles????? i dunno...mayb i shall b d 1st one 2 write it...eniwaes...did i tell u how annoying ma cousin izz? probably did...tiz timothy...izz d most
IDIOTIC, GEEKY n IRRITATING JERK of all mankind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u haf NO idea...n i GOTTA haf him as ma cousin...n of all ma thousand cousins...i gotta STAY wif him!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's lyk, d EXACT definition of a geek...or a dweeb...or wuteva...seriously!!!! he's soooooooo in2 science...coz ma uncle's a science t-cher n everyting has
GOTTA do wif science...lyk if we're eating spinich...he'll start tokin 2 mi (coz i'm sittin next 2 him @ d dinner table...though i try 2 avoid tt as much as possible 2 avoid all his "SCIENTIFIC" discussions...but....*sigh*) eniwae, he'll start tellin mi bout how healthy spinich izz coz they contain sum kinda minerals...
LYK I CARE????? but i'll juz act interested...or start eatin ma food faster so tt i can get outta tt table...plus...most of d time i haf no idea wut he's toking bout coz he speaks realli weirdly...i tink there's sth wrong wif his mouth....yap....but tt's not d worse ting bout him...he's
SUPER SELFISH
!!!!!! he seriously doesn't gif a damn bout others AT ALL!!! it's amazing!!! it's lyk i haf 2 go 2 skool wif him everydae n ma aunt fetches both of us...so everydae i go up (i live in tiz tiny room tt used 2 b d storeroom in d basement...but they "renovated" it so it looks realli nice) @ bout 8 am (ma skool starts @ 8:45 while his starts @ 8:35) n i'll finish ma cerals by 8:10 latest n he'll still not b out!!! we were supposed 2 leave @ 8:15 latest...den @ 8:15, he'll stroll outta his room n starts makin his breakfast...rite....so in d end we leave @ 8:20 (2dae we even left @ 8:25...i was SOOOOOO late....) n d deal izz...we ALWAES get 2 his skool juz on time but by d time it gets 2 MA skool...i'll b damn late coz i gotta walk in all d wae frm d crossroad (it's lyk, 2 streets away...ma aunt neva fetches mi in2 ma skool even if i was gonna b late)...so i'm lyk...
WUT D SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he cums out so bloody late all d time n makes MI late!!!! most of d time i'm sittin in d kitchen waiting 4 "his royal highness" 2 cum out....yeah...all hail d science king....
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Monday, February 24, 2003
-6:12:00 p.m.
heylow!!!! sori lar i noe i veri long nv update ma blog liao but...lazy mah! *grin!* eniwaes, oh yar...tiz dixie chicks song rite...i actualli hated it wen it first came out coz i tout it was sooooooo annoying! but now i'm beginning 2 lyk it...*hmmmm!* n it was playin in ma head lyk mad wen i was skiing...u noe coz of d "snow-covered hills" part!!!!! *hahahaha!!!* yar lor! so dumb rite? but i'm lyk tt one lar...get weird stuff stuck in ma head all d time!!! *heh!* ok...gtg coz gotta haf dinner liao...ma mum n ma auntie screamin lyk siao!!!!
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-6:07:00 p.m.
I took my love and I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
n I saw my reflection the snow-covered hills
Well, the landslide brought it down
Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Ah X4
Well, I been afraid of changin'
'Cause I built my life around you
But time makes bolder children get older
An' I'm gettin' older, too
Well
(repeat)
So take this love and take it down
Yeah, an' if you climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Where the landslide brought it down
And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills
Well, maybe (X3)
The landslide'll bring you down
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Thursday, February 20, 2003
-4:42:00 p.m.
heyhey!!! actualli i dun realli haf much 2 sae coz ma life's been as boring as ever...still!!!! u noe, i've been soooooo seriously depressed 4 sooooooo long now, i'm feeling a lil numb 2 it! tt's not good rite? i guess i've been feelin tt way since prelims or so...lyk i finally realised tt i was gonna leave den everyting happened so fast n i'm gone!!! i tink i'm still denying d fact...lyk everydae i go 2 skool, i feel as if i'm watching a movie or sth...lyk i'm invisible 2 everyone so it explains y everyone's ignoring mi!!! den sumtimes i juz feel lyk i'm on a holidae den soon i'll b back n everyting's gonna b back 2 normal...lyk TT's ever gonna happen!!! n it's lyk...i feel as lil distant frm maself...lyk i was lookin thru ma foto album (d onli one i could bring over!!!) n i juz saw maself wif ma frenz in ij n i couldn't recognize maself!!!! i was lyk, izz tt MI? i juz dun remember ever grinning lyk how i did in d pictures since i left...hmm...mayb i'm gettin too pyscological!!! but realli, i dun seem 2 remember maself being in s'pore animore...i'm juz sooooo dazed....n depressed! eniwaes, i was realli feelin down yesterdae so i went 2 read all d stuff u guyz gave mi wen i left plus ma autograph bk...man, did i feel encouraged!!!! seriously!!! i mean, i felt sooooo much better...lyk @ least even if nobodie realli cares 4 mi here, sumone else does! (even if it's all d wae @ d other end of d world!) it was so much better after tt...though i'm still kinda a loner but i feel better :) i dunno...sum of u mite b tinking lyk i shldn't cling on 2 d past n i've gotta move on rite? i guess it's juz tt i find sum comfort in d past...lyk i feel as if u all predicted how it'll b wen i read "it's gonna b tough but i'll b here 4 u"...realli touched mi :) n i've probably read clare's gdbye letter a thousand times!! plus ma autograph bk n all...so i juz wanna sae 2 everyone whom i've known...THANX!!!! u've realli helped mi (though u mite not noe it!)...i'm gonna b strong....so u guyz too ok? even after d results cum out (gasp!!!!!!)...hang on in there!!!
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Tuesday, February 18, 2003
-8:46:00 p.m.
Yoz!!! I got bored doing ma hw halfway so I decided 2 cum type!!! I noe, u're probably wondering how ma ski trip went!!! Well, it was totally SMASHING!!!!!!!!!!!!! So cool! (cool�.literally! *heh!*) but it was actualli way harder den it seems�I probably fell more than 20 times! Seriousy!!!!! Lyk, there wasn't one ski downhill tt I din fall! (*ouch!* ma ego hurts!!! *haha!*) n I was achin sooooooo bad after I came home�man! I need more exercise!!!! It feels lyk rite after doing ur PFT test�tt muscle ache all over tingy! Yar lor! Den it's lyk u ride tiz lift tingy tt brings u uphill den u ski down rite? it's realli freaky coz u're lyk lookin down n u're lyk�I gotta ski down THAT?!?!?!??! So I got realli tensed up thruout! I tink tt's wut realli made ma muscles ache!!!! N oso, skiing's realli diff frm ice-skatin n all coz u CANNOT control ur speed�it's lyk, d hill's steep so u juz slide down n u can't stop unless u turn ur ski sideways�tt's y skiiers alwaes ski frm left 2 rite n rite 2 left�so I alwaes get so scared wenever I'm goin too fast so I ended up skiing across d hill most of d time�n cuttin in2 pple's way!!!! Den there was tiz REALLI REALLI bad fall coz I was goin too fast n it happened tt I skiied on2 tiz area where it's ice n no snow so I couldn't stop�n it was bump under wich was more ice, so I lost control n I flew out after skiin on d bump!!! Den I got all twisted, ma skis fell off n I landed on d snow n started sliding downhill backwards sittin down!!!!!!!!!!!! Coz I was going so fast rite so I couldn't c d pple behind mi n I crashed n knocked down about 5 pple b4 cumin 2 a stop after crashin d last person!!!!! Actualli it was kinda funnie coz wen I was sliding downhill, I was sittin down n zoomin past everyone, I could c them all turn around wen I zoomed past them!!! N they were so scared!!! So farnie!!!! Den sum of them were jumpin outta way coz I was gonna knock in2 them! *hahhhahaha!* it was pretty freaky but hey, I survived!!!! Muz get sum credit 4 tt lar! *haha!* n I shld thank d last person tt I knocked down coz he/she was d one hu "stopped" mi!!! never would've tout I'll literally tumble downhill!!!!! *heh!* oh well! Yap�so now I'm sooooo tired n aching�I'm gonna go off liaoz! Cya!
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Friday, February 14, 2003
-11:39:00 p.m.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S PEEPS!!!!!!
yap...valentine's dae...ma fav dae of d yr...well...@ least it WAS b4 i came here! 2dae was d most pathetic v dae i've EVER been thru...i had no pressies (x-cept effie's...she's sooooo great! she gave mi a "save d last dance" video tape!!!!!! i've been cravin 4 tt since 4ever!!!!!) eniwaes, yap, n not even a greetin lyk "happy v dae"!!!! *sob!!!* i mean, i dun realli care bout hugs n stuff but it feels kinda abnormal 2 b ignored on v dae u noe? but eniwae, wut's realli diff was tt ma skool had a dance durin lunch n it was supposed 2 b sum ballroom dancin shit so half of d skool population came in gowns n tux!!! so farnie!!!! n there i was, in a windbreaker n jeans while d other gurls were all dressed up! i dunno, i'll feel realli embarrassed if i were them, but they seem 2 lyk d attention!!!! still, sum of them looked realli great :) there was tiz CBC (canadian-born chinese!!! *haha!*) n she's soooooooooo chio...she looked so pretty 2dae she could b win ms universe!!!! oops..i'm gushin again! *hehz!*
oh yar! noe wut? i'm goin skiing 2moro!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!! coz mondae's "family dae" (so retarded rite? but @ least we're gettin a holidae!!!! coz they dun haf much holidaes here...) so we're all goin 2 Jasper (tiz mountain place) 4 a ski trip till mondae!!!!!! can u believe tt???? i'm sooooooooo excited!!!! but none of us haf ever skiied b4 so it's lyk a 1st timer tingy...still!!!!! EGG-citing man!!!! dun worry! i promise tt i wunch fall off d mountain or crash in2 a tree! *grinz!* haha! i shall explore ma potential as a world champion skiier now!!!! (well u noe, i've cumed here 2 canada 2 realise wut ma talents n interests r!!!! @ least tt's how ma parents put it!) yap...so wish mi luck! i'll probably not b able 2 update ma blog 4 sum time coz i'll b whized off in d mountains!!!! (*haha!* u're gettin jealous! i can tell!!!!) so dun miss mi too much! cya!
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Thursday, February 13, 2003
-5:56:00 p.m.
i can't stand it!!!!! do u mind if i type everyone's name here? it's lyk a dedication 2 all ma frenz...miss u guyz so much!!!
yan clare jas bela vivienne gen firdi mutiara clara edwina steph rennie andrea debbie adrienne selina suzanne alicia neha michelle azaria audrey aquila hui fen eudora saby :
i wish we had more time
i wish we had 4eva
but life carries on
n now i need u more dan eva
n i can't believe it's true
still every nite i pray
n i thank God 4 u
but i wish we had more time
*heh!* no lar...i din make tiz up...not so talented!!!! it's a song by melanie "i wish we had more time"...actualli it's bout her fren hu died but nvm!!!! haha! meaningful can liaoz!
HAPPI VALENTINES' DAY EVERYBODY!!!!
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-5:46:00 p.m.
hihi!!! i made 2 more new frenz 2dae!!!! well...not exactly lar but kind of :) *hehe!* n u noe wut's realli cool? one's frm mexico n d other's frm venezuala!!! (however u're supposed 2 spell tt!) i'm so international huh?!?! *haha!* eniwaes, we're doin sorta doin a social project 2gether 2dae...it's on d dark ages...wooooo...l!!! i still can't believe i'm doin european history!!! lyk i din even noe wut COUNTRIES r in europe 2 weeks ago!!! maddness!!!! but still, it's pretty cool :) u noe, we learn sth new everdae!!! *haha!* eniwae, they actualli speak spanish as their 1st language so it's realli neat! but it's lyk wen they tok 2 each other in spanish, i feel kinda lost...but nvm lar...juz glad 2 noe summore pple! 2moro we gotta work 2gether again so i hope 2 noe them better...n there's tiz japanese gurl hu's absent 2dae n she sits wif them...mayb i can get 2 noe her too!!! u noe how i haf tiz ting 4 japan!!! *heh!*
oh yar...2moro's valentine's dae alreadi! it's lyk d 1st time i'm spendin it "alone" coz i'm not givin pressies 2 ma frenz n stuff...feel so anti!! *haha!* i noe i'll realli miss ma frenz a lot 2moro! *wonder how u guyz r copin there...* yar lor...realli hao xiang ni men...as i wrote b4...skool'll b realli great if u guyz were here...now i'm so in2 d ij spirit coz i'm experiencin how it's lyk wifout it!!! dunno lar...mayb u guyz dun feel it as much as mi but i can realli tell d diff frm d skools...oh well!!! y am i dwellin on tiz kinda nonsense????? we muz move on lar...so i'll juz look 4ward 2 our next reunion instead of tinkin of d past! yap...cya!
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Tuesday, February 11, 2003
-5:47:00 p.m.
harlow!!!!! hey guess wut? ma social life izz startin 2 perk up a lil!!!!!! *YAY!!!!* all cheers 2 eden! (well...i do need sum encouragement! *grinz!*) eniwae, it's lyk, everydae i go 2 d student service rm 4 lunch n so i guess d counsellars felt sorri 4 mi..den 2dae they introduced mi 2 tiz realli nice gurl...u noe, so tt i can haf sum frenz in d skool :) she was realli realli nice n she brought mi 2 tiz club, (i dunno wut izz it!) n kinda introduced mi 2 d pplethere!!! i tink they were havin a campaign 4 children's rites or sth n they were foldin letters 2 b sent out...eniwaez, i dun realli remember their names n stuff but @ least i'm finally knowin pple officially!!! coz 4 d past week, i've been knowin pple's names onli by payin attention wen d teacher's takin attendance, lyk i realli hafn't been tokin 2 enione @ all...it's kinda pathetic i guess! but it shld get better :) yap...i dunno, mayb tt gurl (crystal or sth) will bring mi around 4 lunch 2moro...hopefully! eniwaes, it was realli nice 2 b able 2 tok 2 sumbodie finalli so i felt more...erm...wut do u call tt...initated? wutever, yar, i was more initiative after tt n i managed 2 tok 2 tiz gurl in ma english klass! coz we were supposed 2 work wif partners n obviously i din haf ani, so yesterdae i worked alone, but 2dae i saw tiz gurl doin hers alone too n i got d courage 2 go up 2 her n ask if i can work wif her!!!!!!! *yesh!!!* i feel so good man! i haf finally conquered ma fears!!!!!! *ALL HAIL EDEN!!!!!* *haha!* yar lar! so wierd rite? it's lyk, i'll never tout tt makin juz one fren would haf so much impact on mi coz i din realli bother doin tt in s'pore!!! lyk i dun realli bother makin frenz coz i alreadi haf sum, u noe wut i mean? oh well...i tink i haf 2 go now...ma mom wants 2 call ma dad! (it's hari raya!!!!) yap, so cya!
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Saturday, February 08, 2003
-11:31:00 p.m.
2dae's clare's birthdae so...HAPPI BIRTHDAY CLARE!!!!!!! Well...it's a lil late but nvm! It's still ur birthdae here in canada! *grinz!* yar lar, better act lyk u're 17 man!!! Eniwae, clare called mi on fri!!! (tt's yesterdae) it was in d mornin lar but still...realli made ma dae!!! *grinz!* Coz I was real happi 4 d rest of d dae :) (c d impact u haf in ma life!!?!?! *haha!*) yap, but sori if d fone bill's kinda expensive *hehz!* next time I'll call u lar...HALF PRICE leh!!! *hehe!* I noe, I juz haf 2 remind u bout tt after u spent d $$ alreadi!! *hahhaahaha!!!* so evil rite? *heh*
eniwae, oh guess wut? 2dae I had 2 b a substitute teacher 4 a chinese klass...n it's jon-jon's klass!!!! It was sooooo tough...I was so exhausted after I finished I almost dieded!!! Coz ma aunt n uncle r sorta in charge of tiz skool teachin d chinese kids here chinese(duh!) n it juz happened tt tiz teacher went back 2 h.k. n there's no one 2 sub 4 her...yap! so I had 2 do it...oh man...I swear I'm neva gonna teach 6 yr old kids chinese EVER again in ma whole entire life!!!!!!!! It's so disasterious!!!!!!!!! Ok lar...I mean, there were onlie 7 kids but tt's enuff 2 drive mi nuts!!!!!!! It's lyk, @ home, I can't even handle 1 jon-jon n now I've got 7 of them!!! I guess I was kinda nervous too so I kept on runnin in n out of d klass...n I kept on switchin frm english 2 chinese coz ma chinese vocab izz kinda limited lor! so rubbish rite? I mean, I dun mind being a teacher but y do I haf 2 teach CHINESE????? tt's lyk ma worse subject ever! (ok lar...beside bio, wich izz ultimate gross!) I'll b ok if I were 2 teach math or sth but chinese? Wut WERE they tinkin???? well eniwae, tt's not d worse...d worse part was, wen I gave them each a kinder surprise (c! I'm so nice!!!), they were fixin d toys n tiz gurl din noe how 2 fix hers so I was helpin her...n I was squatin down rite? den tiz other gurl climbed onto ma back n tried 2 make mi piggyback her around!!!! den jon-jon saw tt, he kinda pushed her off ma back n climbed on mi himself!!! yap...so u can guess lar...after all d kids saw tt, all of them literally started jumpin n climbin on ma back!!!!!!! n coz they're all bout 6 yrs old, they're kinda heavy...so I wasn't strong enuff 2 push them off ma back n stand up (esp. wen there's so manie of them!!!)...yap, so I almost got squashed under them...ahhhhh!!!! so scary ok! den wen I finally got up, they all decided 2 "squish" mi...I tink they tink I'm invincible or sth...lyk wunch die one!!! So tiring...yah, but I finally got thru it all...n managed 2 survive! (so mayb I AM invincible!!! *hehz!*) yar lar! ma horrible experience...getting squashed 4 20 bucks! Well..@ least I'm getting paid 4 it lar *Haha!* so tt was ma 1st job *grinz!* but luckily it's not permernant or eniting! next week I'll juz b doin d administrative work!!! *YAY!!!!!!* (rejoice!!!!!) no more kids! I'll juz b facin photocopyin machines n stuff *grinz!* *hehe!* ok lar...i tink i shld go now...cya!!!
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Thursday, February 06, 2003
-6:00:00 p.m.
oh yar! figured tt if i dun type everytin i wanna type now...i mite not haf d chance 2 do so coz i'm too busy!!! eniwaes...i'm sooooooo annoyed wif nelson...his name izz showin up EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!! i do NOT need anitin 2 remind mi of him...but it's showin up in all ma books...even ma textbooks!!!! lyk ma chemistry textbook...it's blue n totally blank except 4 d word "nelson chemistry"....argh!!! n ma bible has his name printed all over it's cover....wut's their problem?!?!?!?!?!? it's lyk...i noe it's a company or brand or wuteva but do they haf 2 b so big-headed n print it everywhere? n BOLDED????? can't they print sth else??? lyk LEGOLAS or sth????!?!?!?!?!? how on earth am i supposed 2 4get tiz jerk lyk tt??? ...4get it...i juz haf 2 llive wif tt...ok...i guess i shldn't complain 'bout everyting!!! shall shuddup 4 now!
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-5:32:00 p.m.
hey! i'm back again! yap...2dae we actualli missed 2 blocks coz we were watchin basketball games!!!! it's sooooooooo cool coz i've neva watched a basketball game LIVE!!! u noe, netball's d life of ij!!! yap! neat man! n i found out tt scona sports realli rawk! we're kinda in province finals n stuff lyk tt so it's cool! :) den their skills were even better den dose of mvp qing ren esp wen u watch it live!!!! n i tink we won 1 game n lost 1 game...*grinz!* cool huh? but d onlie ting was tt there was tiz MAJORLY ANNOYING gurl sittin next 2 mi n she was soooo not interested in d game...she kept on yakin n yakin wif her frenz n flippin her gross long hair in2 ma face!!! it's soooooo annoyin as though she tink she so chio lyk tt...n not sae her hair veri nice lor...it almost went in2 ma mouth!!! argh...eeeeewwweeeee!!!!
eniwaez, speakin of chio...ma skool has lotza chiobus man!!!! well...ang-mohs...they're usualli quite chio! yar...n LOTZA suai guyz too! *grinz!* sooooooo manie!!! yar...n dunno y, u noe d canadian chinese (lyk ABCs), they kinda stand out coz of their race...lyk they're different so u kinda notice them more...n most of these canadian chinese r REALLI REALLI chio!!!! eniwaes, in comparison...most of d ang-mohs look alike...it's kinda confusin!! they're all pretty but they juz look alike!!! wierd!!!! *hehe!* juz wanna sae tiz b4 i go on...I'M NOT CROOKED!!!!! eniwaes, (*grinz!*) there's tiz chiobu chinese hu's in 2 of ma klasses...she kinda looks lyk "san cai"!!!!! u noe, d long hair n eye's tt kinda go down a lil? yap! so chio!!! juz tt it was soooooo embarrassin on tuesdae coz we happened 2 wear d same shirtl!!! *haha!* i was kinda bummed den on wednesdae, i saw ANOTHER pair of gurls wearin tt shirt!!!!! *hahahha!!!* dunno y everyone's wearin tt!!! oh well!!! *grinz!* does tt mean i haf good taste????!?!?!?!?!! hehe! ok lar...shld go noe..bye!
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-5:17:00 p.m.
hey everybodie!!! yar i noe it's alreadi lyk thurs n i've been 2 skool 4 almost a week but i still haf 2 tell u guyz how much ma skool life sux! *grinz!* now u're all gonna feel so sorri 4 mi!!! *haha!* eniwaes, yah...d 1st dae of skool was kinda unexpected coz it's lyk, i tout tt in canada, d pple r supposed 2 b friendlier den dose in asia n start tokin 2 u 1st...u noe? coz tt's how ma sista's 1st dae went, lyk pple juz started tokin 2 her coz she's new...yar but 4 mi, i was totally ignored 4 d whole dae! well...i figured tt perhaps tt's coz d skool's so huge, no one can tell whether u're new or juz sumone frm skool they hafn't seen b4! so i actualli survived a dae wifout tokin 2 enibodie!! *AMAZING...!* well, dose hu noes mi noes i kinda live on crappin n u gotta TOK 2 crap!!!! so it was realli realli HORRIBLE!!! i was so miserable...n i still am coz i still dunno enione yet!!!!!! *AHHHHHH!!!!!* *eden d loner*...so sad! :( i tink i can practically wheeze thru d whole of high skool unknown...:( i can't believe tt's happenin 2 mi! i live on frenz man!!!!! yap! so i REALLI REALLI miss all ma frenz!!!! noe u guyz mite not tink of mi as much but i do! however, d system's realli cool...i tink if i were 2 haf frenz here or if ij had a system lyk tiz...skool will b HEAVEN man!!! seriously! we haf onlie 4 blocks (periods) a dae n tt's d all d subjects tt u take..den there's a 40 min lunch break where u can go aniwhere! n skool starts @ 8:45 n ends @ 3:15!! tt's realli cool! but it means tt each block izz 1 hr 20 min but usualli it's realli fast coz it's lyk, u finish ur 1st block n u're in ur 2nd den u'll b lyk, it's lunch alreadi!!!! PLUS, we haf a 10 min break between each block where u hang around wif ur frenz n go 2 ur next klassroom! (juz tt i haf no frenz so d 10 min realli suck 4 mi!!!!) so u noe wut i mean rite? if i had lotza frenz...it'll b realli great!!! argh! damn...IF...but nvm lar...guess i'll soon learn 2 make frenz! den i'll realli enjoy life here...:) dun worry bout mi...i'm a strong gurl!!! *haha!* oh yar! i HAF 2 tell u tiz...there's a guy in ma english klass, his name izz A-DEN!!!!! (pronounced as "aye-den"!) den d t-cher takes d roll n she'll b lyk, E-den? den A-den? it's so embarrassin!!!! eniwaes, i tink i betta go now...computer izz givin signs of hanging!! cya!
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Tuesday, February 04, 2003
-12:18:00 p.m.
everybodie:
I SURVIVED MA 1ST DAY OF SKOOL!!!!!!!!!!!
2dae's ma 2nd dae...skool's not fantastic or aniting but still can survive lar! hafn't made ani frenz yet...i dun even noe d names of anione in skool! (oh no!!!!) but it takes time lar...tt's wut i've learnt here in skool...noe wut? i asked God 2 gif mi friends, 2 gif mi friendlyness in mi...but He gave mi a calm heart! tt's realli cool! lyk even though i hafn't made ani frenz, i feel calm...i'm gonna take it slow n not rush n b a wannabe or aniting...it's gonna b cool :) i'll live on n make frenz soon! yap...usin a d student service room computer so i can't do too much...will update u guyz soon wen i get home!
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Saturday, February 01, 2003
-11:47:00 p.m.
hi again! i was soooooooo pissed juz now coz ma computer hung (AGAIN!!!!!) rite after i clicked on d post button! so i tout wuteva i typed got lost wif it coz i had 2 restart d damn ting....man! i juz wish we had a new computer!!!!! i mean, it happened soooooo mani times! yar so i was on d verge of breakin down coz i felt as though i couldn't even type ma feelins in peace!!!! den ma dad called wen d computer was restarting...i felt so bad coz i was in such a bad mood i din even tok 2 him properly...lyk he was tokin n i juz went "...yar...ok..." tt kinda ting...i feel so shitty!!! but of coz...ma dad's ma dad...he made mi feel so much better coz he was consolin mi!!!! :) *i luff u daddie!!!!!!!* yap...den wen i went online again, i realised tt it was posted!!! as in blogger proccessed it even though ma computer hung!!! *YAY!!!* yeah, so now everyone can c ma "proclaim" of ma luff 4 legolas! *grinz!* but seriously...i miss ma daddie so much now tt he's gone...sigh...how long will it b b4 i can c him again???? oh yar, 2 all cjc pple if u read tiz: take care of ma daddie ok? make sure he doesn't get bullied!!! (erm...he's mr chan...lyk duh...eden chan...mr chan...) yap!
oh yar...noe u guyz gonna haf a hard time readin so much of ma rubbish...but oh well...it's MA blog eniwaes!!! yap...all of a sudden i juz kinda remembered tiz time in s'pore...i was sorta fightin wif jasmine (coz of tt harry potter movie)...n it was SUCH a BAD dae...i was feelin damn lousy...sorta lyk d wae i felt juz now...u noe, lyk u can't turn 2 anibody? (lyk even ma computer failed mi...) yar...den yan was there wif mi though it was after her exam n she was tired...yap...i noe i was realli anti tt dae...but she realli made it much better!!!
yan: THANX!!!
yap...but still, i was in quite a foul mood 4 d rest of d nite...den i was on d verge of breakin down again (coz i called jasmine 2 sorta "sort things out" but i kinda made tings worse) den, clare called mi :) dunno how 2 sae...it was such a relief...i realli wanted 2 tok 2 her after goin thru tt gross dae...dunno y oso...but wuteva it izz...tt call she made realli made mi feel so much happier...yar so in case u read tiz clare (though i dun tink u will)...juz wanna sae...i realli appreciated it...i noe it's been SUCH a long time since den n u guyz mite not even remember it...but it juz occured 2 mi n i wanna thank u 4 it!!! haha!! i feel so wierd sayin tiz kinda stuff! lyk as if i'm dyin or sth! choi!!!!!!!!!!! ok lar...shld go now...chao!
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-10:21:00 p.m.
heyoz~!!! oh yar...firstly...HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PPLE!!!!!!!! well...actualli i hate cny but oh well...shldn't dampen d mood of all hu luffs it!!!! (i'm so considerate!!!!) *hehe!* no lar, in case u're wondering, i received less den $50 tiz yr 4 ma ang bao! mayb tt's y i hate it!!!! hehe, but it's ok...i dun usualli get alot eniwaez coz ma relatives r all elsewhere!!! yap tt's mi: full of network all over d world...*grinz*
yap! secondly...everybody: I WATCHED LORD OF D RINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! man i luff u everyone!!!!! haha! i'm not so backdated after all! coz i finally found a cinema! it's sooooooo cool...those hu hafn't watched it...u're realli missin on sth!!!!!! n now, i shall announce tiz 2 d world:
I'VE REKINDLED MA LUFF 4 LEGOLAS!!!!!!!!!!!
(note: it's LEGOLAS...not ORLANDO BLOOM...)
eniwaes, wuteva! i guess i juz haf tiz tingy 4 d wae he shoots!! n tt cute braid behind his ear...n how he's so suai...n smart...n......ahhhhhhh!!!!! sooooo suai!!!!!! *HAHA!!!* he's still so cute after a yr...next time muz b faithful 2 him!!!! can't wait 4 d 3rd one 2 cum out!!!!!!!!!! mayb i'll juz go buy d DVD (they dun sell VCDs here...coz it's either DVDs or tapes....i mean, hello??? TAPES???? wasn't tt lyk CENTURIES ago????) eniwaes, i'll wait 4 all 3 2 cum out n i'll get them! *YES!* legolas: u RULE man!!!!! haha! i feel lyk debbie gushin over allan WOOOOOO!!! *grinz!* oh well...legolas izz WAY better! *grinz!* (deb, dun kill mi 4 tt!!!!) go legolas!!! wo yong yuan zhi chi ni!!!!
ok lar...shall not b so mad!!! eniwaez, i'm still missin ij lotz! miss ma frenz again...but yar...wunch b callin u guyz much after i start skool...no time n energy liaoz...c how lar! yap...u noe, i dun even haf time 2 go update ma blog enimore! either d time izz "restricted" or sumbody's readin behind ma back...lyk tiz afternoon, ma nosy cousin was actualli reading ma blog!!!!!! (timothy: i dun care even if u c tiz...SHOVE OFF!!!!!!) yar...even AFTER i told him tiz izz ma online diary!!! wut 2 do? d invasion of ma private life...mayb i shld juz go n change d website address or sth...u guyz gif mi sum ideas! i mean, i'm not used 2 hafin pple snoopin around coz i tell effie EVERYTING... there's notin 2 hide frm her i guess...yar so now it's kinda shitty u noe? *sigh*...ADAPTATION...tt's supposed 2 b one of humans best abilities rite???? tt's wut ma MOM wants mi 2 do...juz gotta cope!!! well...life sux lar, i gtg now coz ma uncle needs 2 use d line...bye pple! luff u guyz 4eva~
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