rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
-11:33:00 p.m.
Hey!!! I noe, it�s so rare of mi nowadays 2 even post 1 entry a day, least of all 2!!! *heehee* but coz I juz came back frm the park n I felt lyk telling u guyz all bout it :� *heehee* wut�s so interesting bout a park u say? No lar, it�s really sth different frm wut I�ve been doing 4 the past few mths�lyk I was doing all the routine stuff, n juz goin out 2 the malls once a week�u noe, nothing much�stoning around n rotting my butt off!!! Really, I�ve been really dead�lyk since the prelims started aniwaes�but tt�s beside the point!!! :� well aniwae, I actually felt alive 2dae! K, let mi start over�*haha* I went 2 the park coz I din haf 2 go 2 skool 2moro (I�m not taking any of the exams 2moro) n my exam on fri izz juz math so I guess I felt kinda slack n dun feel lyk doing anything�yar, den happened tt effie wanted 2 go c Joanna play soccer (it�s sum neighbourhood ting tt kids can join�I noe! So fun rite???? Man I�m so envious!!!!) so I juz tagged along since I din wanna stay home alone studying math! *hee* yap, so we went there w/ jon-jon, Joanna n baby, den while Joanna played, jon-jon, baby, effie n mi went 2 the playground next 2 it :) jon started playing swings n all n he asked mi 2 push him so I helped him, den there were 3 other swings next 2 him n there was tiz 2 gurls bout 7 n tiz boy bout 6�so they all started toking a lil 2 jon, n they asked mi 2 push them too� in d end, I ended up pushing all the kids @ the swings!!!!! Even wen jon-jon went off 2 play slides, I stayed there n continued pushing the kids @ the swings, lyk sum left n others came n I pushed 4 them too!!! *haha!* yar, it was so nice 2 c them so happy, squealing n all n hafing fun!!! I juz felt so happy! I din haf 2 tink bout anything, bout how my life izz or wut pple tink of mi, lyk I could juz let go of everything, all I could tink of was pushing the kids on the swings n feeling so joyful c-ing them haf fun :) *grin* it was juz so nice!!!!! Sum kids would juz come along, c mi pushing the other kids, n they�ll ask mi 2 help them too�den there was tiz gurl (she said she was 4), she was really shy but I could tell she wanted 2 get a push too coz she wasn�t swinging much n she kept looking @ us, so den I asked her if she wanted a push n she said yes n I pushed her�her face was lyk, pure joy man�! It�s lyk, it takes so little 2 make these kids happy!!! I guess as we all grow older, we tend 2 b more �picky� n needs lotza stuff 2 make us happy�but we shld juz go back 2 being �simple� n life could b much more happier!!! Easier said than done though! :� but I juz felt lyk�I dunno, it�s nice 2 b able 2 not tink of anything once in a while u noe? Lyk we make life too complicated�I mean, we could swing on a swing or sit by the beach watching the waves n tt would b enriching enuff 4 our souls, really! all u gotta do izz release everything on ur mind n dun tink of anything in particular n u�ll suddenly realize tt life is juz so beautiful�:) *heehee* I sound lyk a philosopher huh? *grinz* it�s juz wut I feel lar�:) well so yar, juz tout tt I�ll share it w/ u guyz ^^
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-3:09:00 p.m.
harlow!!! so i tink i flunked my social final 2dae :� really man! i wrote the dumbest essay wich probably didn't answer the question @ all n i din gif any examples in it...the example part takes up 1/3 or the marks summore!!! *sigh* die lar! ok c, they asked, "Should developed countries provide aid to developing countries?" so easy rite???? but stupid mi started blabbering about the
TYPES of aid they should provide n y education is the best....lyk rite!!!! i'm so gonna get the marks man...oh well!!! but i tout i mite get the multiple choice 2 pull mi up n it turned out tt my MCQ was worse than the essay...no, i take tt back, nothing can b worse than my essay!!!! but yar, i couldn't answer more than 1/2 of wut they asked.............*sigh*......since wen did i turn out so stupid!!!!!! (ok eden, we all noe the answer: since u din study 4 ur finals n crapped around instead...!!!) *sob* i want sum sympathy!!!! *waaaaaaa!!!* i want my marmie!!!!!!!!
*heehee* i noe, hanging around baby too much makes mi act lyk one *grinz*suck thumb* hahaha! but yar lar, i juz hope i dun do TT badly :) yap!
oh yar! noe wut? my skool's so dumb, they put the skool crest on the floor n expect pple 2 not step on it....lyk
???? man...coz we're supposed 2 "respect" it n walk AROUND it instead...so mayb we should oso all kneel on the floor n kiss it everytime we pass...*roll eyes* n they put it in the main entrance summore, wut'd they expect visitors 2 do? they probably not noe it
::doorbell rang::
ok wutever i was saying, *hahahahahaha!* guess wut???!!! i opened the door juz now n it was my sister rite? den there was tiz mozzie on her face n so i slapped her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hahhahaah!* she got so pissed!!!! but i told her tt it was mozzie n luckily the mozzie was still around so i had evidence :� *heeheheehehehehhe!*
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Monday, June 16, 2003
-8:11:00 p.m.
magoodness....i spent the most boring-est day of my life 2dae!!!!!! it's boring
AND stupid....believe this or not, i actually did
SEVEN titrations 2dae during my chem practical exam!!!!!!! man...i feel so dumb (no offense 2 pple hu r used 2 doing 7 or more titrations all the time) but yar...it's lyk, the most number of titrations i've done during these 2 years izz four!!!!! n the thing izz, we do titration in pairs so it's really pathetic...i mean, i'm so used 2 doing everything by myself tt i feel it's freaking bothersome 2 do it in pairs...we haf 2 split up the "swirling of the flask" n the "drop by drop" thing man!!!! it's lyk suddenly growing another pair of hands n not knowing wut 2 do w/ them...but worse then tt coz i can't control those hands...it's juz frustrating lar...(n imgaine multiply doing tt by 7 times n u'll haf my prac exam 2dae...) wut a disaster...n tt wasn't the best part, we actually got the titrant n the titrate wrong!!!!! instead of putting the vinegar in2 the pipette in the sodium hydroxide 2 the burette, we did the opposite! n we din notice until i realized tt our solution was pink while everyone else's was colourless...man, i'm so gonna fail!!!!!!!!! coz the teacher actually observes ur practical skills lor....
ok so fine, failing one miserable prac exam ain't gonna ruin my whole life...i've got other stuff 2 pull it up i guess...but it's juz tt it happened during 1st block so it kinda spoilt my whole day? n after tt all the other blocks were super boring too...i was so stoned!!! i swear i've never been more bored in my life...k, so let's c wut did we do during the other blocks: 4 social we went thru everything we learnt tiz yr (translation: listened 2 farrar yadder bout it 4 an hr) n we watched a bit of "Ghandi" (ghandi's so cute!!!! *ahahaha!!!* realli! he's sucha cute old man!!!! :�), 4 math we went thru 2 exams tt we did last week (wich was juz as dumb coz there's nothing 2 learn) n 4 english we watched "Psycho" (w/ van leenen pausing the movie every ten seconds 2 show us the "frame" n yadder 4 10 mins) so yar...tt was my day 2dae :) pretty egg-citing huh?
hmmm...wut else happened 2dae...oh yesh, jon-jon persuaded mi 2 play "Pepsi-Cola" w/ him (coz effie n i taught him tt yesterday) n he ended up jumping all around the house so tt i can't step on him!!!! no, he ended on the sofas too n knocked down a painting n broke the glass :) *oops!* i dunno if i shld b responsible 4 it, he got pretty scared man...coz the painting was actually stuck btw the sofa n the wall, not on the ground yet, but we couldn't reach it 2 pull it out so i pulled out the sofa (coz i tout it was on the floor alreadi) n it hit the floor...! so i dunno if it's my fault tt it broke wen i pulled out the sofa...jon-jon seemed pretty keen on sayin tt it was...!!! oh well...:) ok nvm, i shld go now coz i haf 2 study 4 my social exam wich izz on wednesday!!! so byeee! :)
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Wednesday, June 04, 2003
-11:09:00 p.m.
i'm so pissed
i can't tink
ma ass hurts
(coz i need 2 shit)
someone's in the toilet...
hoggin it (n bathing!!!!!)
by the time she's done
i'm won't feel lyk shitting...
*grinz!* so...how'd u lyk ma new shit poem? made it up in one minute man!!!!! not bad huh? *haha!* based on 1st-hand experience...wich izz wut i'm feeling rite now, so inspiring!!! *haha!* ok lar...i'm actualli feeling quite gross, n pissed (realli...not onli coz of d shit ting...) but i tout i'll juz write sth in ma blog 2 "update" it a bit!! *haha!* yar i noe, updating it w/ d latest news bout ma shit!!! *grinz!* but tt's wut u lyk about ma blog rite???? :) k lar...i realli shld get goin now b4 i realli start 2 becume constipated! :)
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Sunday, June 01, 2003
-3:49:00 p.m.
ahhhh...i'm so super bored!!! it's lyk, 4 once i actualli haf NOTHING 2 do!!! coz i've been so bloody busy the last few weeks doing the UN n everything tt i never had ani time 4 myself...i can't believe now i'm actualli complaining tt i haf nothing 2 do! so stupid...ok, i realized tt i'm blabbering...i dun even haf stuff 2 say on ma blog!!! i tink there's sumthing wrong w/ mi...:) oh well...i guess i'll tink of sth b4 i blog again...
oh yesh~! i guess i'm juz gonna say "HI!" 2 everybody there in s'pore!! *haha!* juz felt lyk it! (told u there's sth wrong w/ mi!!! :�) hafn't toked 2 u guyz 4 sucha loooooong time...realli missed ya all!!! (n i seriously mean it!!!)
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