rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
-6:36:00 p.m.
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!
i juz did it twice in a row!!! how stupid can i get??? i mean, yeah it's their fault 4 making students run up 3 storeys in CAB 2 hand in their assignments everytime but do i haf 2 always
4GET 2 do it??!?!?!?! argh! i'm juz so mad @ myself!!!!! last tuesday i came all the way home n juz as i opened the door 2 my building, i was lyk, SHIT! I 4GOT 2 HAND IN MY HW!!!! so ok, alright, we all make mistakes n 4get stuff once in a while...i got my dad 2 drive mi back 2 uni so i can run over 2 CAB, up those 3 storeys n insert my sheet of paper in2 this tiny box situated up there...
lyk once wasn't enuff...BUT I MUST DO IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
geez! this time i went up the bus n juz as it was turning in2 out of the campus...i remembered...i can't believe it man!!!!! so i had 2 walk all the way back n do tt same old ting again...n the ting is, I WAS
IN CAB RIGHT B4 I LEFT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! my parents were surprised tt i came home so late, considering i ended @ 12:20 2dae...my earliest day off!!! but my mum was lyk, yeah...@ least this time u remembered it a lil earlier...*lol* i wonder how many trials i'll need 2 take 2 b able 2 remember it juz b4 i leave!!! n it must b every tuesday n math 125 everytime!!! man these combinations must b cursed...damn....but @ least i got it done...n now i'm so tireddddddd...
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Friday, September 24, 2004
-3:40:00 p.m.
i'm bored...*lol* yeah tt's y i'm blogging aye??? *haha!* no but i'm waiting 4 christy 2 b done w/ her classes so we could go watch a movie...my class was done @ 2:20 man!!! n i tink she's only gonna b done @ 5 :' w/e...was doing my hiragana quizes online...got a 100% on all of them!!!! *heehee* ^.^ it's gonna pull up my overall average so much man!!! *lol* plus, it's OPEN BOOK!!! *grinz* isn't tt the greatest??? *haha!* yeah JAP ROX!!!!! ^.^ n carly n i were going crazy bout how keying jap in2 the computer is so cool *lol* we were lyk, squealing away during the lab orientation *haha!* but it is!!!! ^.^ i'm so gonna d/l it in2 my home computer so i can type in jap @ home too *lol!*
anws! yeah...i guess i'm getting used 2 uni life a lil bit better now...*heehee* discovered sum shortcuts thru the v-wing 2 get 2 my math class!!! except it's ALWAYS jammed w/ pple n u gotta lyk, shove ur way thru...*heehee* but even if i get 2 the building on time, sumhow i'll feel lyk peeing by the time i walked up all the stairs!!! *LOL!* well u noe...GRAVITY!!!!!!!!!!! *LMAO!!!!* so aniwaes! by the time i go 2 the washrm, i'll end up being late still!!!! *haha!* but wth! hu cares...i could always copy the notes off sumone else...^.^ only thing is! uni has SO much work 2 do!!!! i'm overloaded man...i shouldn't even BE here right now...i shldn't b going 4 a movie n eating out 2nite, i shld b in the library STUDYING n DOING MY WORK!!!! (SIMON!!!! *lol!*) speaking of wich! SHOOTS!!!!!!!!!! my stats h/w's due 2dae...i gotta run over 2 CAB n hand it in...den go 2 the library 2 do my h/w while waiting 4 christy!!! man i shld use my time more productively since i haf 2 work all weekend n attend my classes...AH!!!!!!!!!!! oh man i hafn't practiced my piano n drums all week!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!! DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i gotta run peeps, tok 2 u guyz later!!!!
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Monday, September 13, 2004
-2:55:00 p.m.
harlow!!!! wah uni is damn exhausting sia!!!! i'm so tired frm running around all day...i can't wait 2 get home n plonk on my bed 2 sleep
^.^ wait...c if there's any nice tv stuff 2 watch 1st *heehee* we finished all the
kodomo no omocha episodes tt david lent us *SOB!!!!!* so sad!!!! my gosh i can't believe he doesn't haf the last box!!!!!!!!!! wanna kill mi izzit???? start mi off watching den dun haf the end!!!!!!!!
T.
T i love hayama n sana 2gether!!!! so cute!!!!! *sigh* aniwaes, tt show's the best ting ever ever ever esp if u want sth 2 watch 2 make u happy
^.^ *haha* well, @ least i becum so super happy everytime after watching it!!!! i'm so gonna get the last box...no matter wut...*haha!*
aniwaes! ok how did i get so sidetracked??? *lol* yes...lotza stuff happened this weekend, lotza 1sts *haha* went 4 this event tt i thought was organized by
ASK but turned out it was by
TA...err...i tink it stands 4
Taiwanese
Association *lol* i juz joined tt coz my fren asked mi 2 ok!!! n she din even go 4 tt event...DITCHED!!! *haha* no la! got 2 noe alota other pple there though...even if it's all taiwanese n mainland pple *heehee* practice my chinese mah!!!
^.^ got 2 noe 2 hk seniors too so tt was realli cool *grinz* den had my 1st piano n drums lessons!!! ok drums isn't 1st...but piano is...I'M SO GLAD 2 B TAKING PIANO AGAIN!!!!
^.^ so exciting lor!!!! got a piece 2 practice this weekend coz tom's still not sure wich grade 2 put mi in...still! so happy!!! he doesn't mind teaching mi improvisations n "pop" music! YES!!! FINALLY!!! man i seriously can't survive w/out the piano...*haha* c wut u've done 2 mi clare???? *lol*
n LASTLY!!! had my 2nd n 3rd days of work @ cici's dad's restaurant! taking over effie coz she's got skool n stuff...den i worked w/ ken (cici's brother) on sat...n i'm supposed 2 b working alone on sun, but yesterday was freakin busy n coz i'm new, they got ken in 2 help too...wah tiring sia! esp yesterday!!!! the place was SO packed, n i keep making so much mistakes!! paiseh!!! *haha* but yeah, cici's dad was lyk, busy den can force u 2 learn faster ^.^ well i haf 2 get good coz wen i work alone, no one's gonna help mi then!!! but it's realli fun! sum customers r so nice n this realli helps mi overcome my shyness...teach mi how 2 interact w/ pple!!! u noe...*haha* den wut else...everyone there's realli nice, ken taught mi alot, cici's parents r pretty lenient w/ mi wen i make mistakes :
þ *haha!* so it's all good
^.^
ok i noe i said tt was the last ting...but tt's only 4 the weekend la! i helped out w/ my mum's sunday skool class on sunday too but i'm not gonna talk bout it...*heehee* i prefer the other kids frm church camp better still!!! *haha* n i've got a list of lil boi lovers now!!! *lol* as in, i absolutely ADORE these kids...*haha* k let's c....there's jon-jon (my cus), jonathon, benji, david, theodore, clinton n joshua!!!!!!
^.^ juz coz i lyk lil boys so much *haha* esp if they're hyperactive!!! SO CUTE!!!! can't stand it *haha* well there's girls too but sumhow i juz lyk boys better...hey did i mention tt joanna (my other cus) is getting alota cuter now? i used 2 dislike her *err*hee* coz she's sucha brat but she gotten so much cuter after cuming back frm toronto!!! it's juz sad tt i dun c all the kids so often now...n i'll hafta attend the post secondary sunday skool...won't b able 2 hang out w/ the JMC pple as much either *sigh* so much changes but still...i hafta grow up rite???
^.^
oh yeah! den 2dae @ uni was actualli pretty good!!!
^.^ 4 the 1st time!!! ok orientation was not bad too but i'm talking bout the actual skool days here!!! besides lunch 2dae, everything else is ok...ate
tim hortons donuts *YUMMMMMMM!!!!!* i love their donuts!!! esp the
honey crullers...man those r SO GOOD u won't believe it...oh gosh i can die lor!!!!! *haha* but ANIWAES! *haha* yeah, made a couple of frenz in all my classes so i'm feeling pretty happy rite now *haha* well except 4 my cold tt is but it's ok...everything will b fine *heehee* so yeah la...i'm gonna go home now (i can only use outside computers 2 blog remember? home com. ghana AGAIN....
-_-") so i'll cyall another day!!!!! TATA!!!!
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Friday, September 10, 2004
-2:44:00 p.m.
hmm...i seriously tink there's sth wrong w/ my home computer now coz i can't seem 2 b able 2 type in either hotmail OR blogger...i juz reformatted it damnit!!!!!!!!! *grrz* but aniwaes!
HEY i'm officially an uni student!!!!! *haha* it's not tt fun believe mi, i'm so lost w/ this system...esp wen i haf 2 rush frm classes 2 classes all over campus in 10 minutes...i dun even haf time 4 a toilet break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< esp 4 my math 117 class? no matter how fast i run i'm still late...but wutever!!! *haha* hafn't realli met too many pple yet...i realli dun wan 2 end up lyk my scona/ainlay situation again...coz this time, it will b for 4 years!!! nah it wouldn't happen rite? i'm realli scared though...coz everytime skool juz starts, i say the same ting...hoping tt tings will be better after a while...i hope i dun get a phobia of this new skool ting man!!!!! but i juz dun feel lyk toking much these days (again...), partly coz i'm sick...or i'm juz realli messed up bout how everything is, u realli haf 2 rely on urself here...even if u end up in the wrong class, no one's gonna tell u tt, u'll hafta figure tt out 4 urself!!! so basically i guess tt's how uni is...but oh wells! all the year ones r experiencing the same ting!!!! ^.^ sumhow tt makes mi feel better *lol* plus i noe God is w/ mi so it's all good then *haha*
oh yeah...i signed up 4 ODAC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *LOL* JASMINE!!! u shld b proud of mi *haha* ok i doubt u're gonna c this but wutever...coz they seem 2 b doing realli cool stuff lyk backpacking, canoeing, ice-climbing n stuff lyk tt ^.^ ok so now i'm gonna get off my lazy ass n actualli do sth! ^.^ if i can go tt is, coz most of it is outside edmonton...*heehee* then i joined quite a few christian fellowships...but so many events i can't go!!!!! *sob* coz i'm working now, sat n suns, so basically my weekends r off...plus my piano n drum classes on sat...no time!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! man i feel so stressed up...when i haf time, i haf so much time...den wen i haf no time, everything is put up then...GEEEEEEZ...but oh wells!!!!
*heehee* i was actualli gonna talk bout my church camp b4 skool started, but u noe, my computer...so i'll juz skip tt...*haha* n i'm realli glad everyone's back!!!! except no one brought mi my chicken egg son coz of all various reasons!!! *sob* nvm la! i'm happy they're back can alreadi! it's juz tt campus is so huge i barely get 2 c ani of them...looks lyk i realli haf 2 meet more pple soon! dun wanna b eating lunch alone all my life here...*bleah* i dun wanna get all depressed animore...i'll try 2 b more positive bout tings n hopefully i'll recover soon so i can talk more *haha*
YES!!!!!! IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!! peace........4 2dae @ least! *haha* miss u all...hafn't said tt in years *heehee*
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