rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Saturday, February 25, 2006
-2:29:00 p.m.
AHHHHHHH!!! i can't believe it...reading week's almost over! don't think i did much this past week except sleep in till 12 everyday ^^ heehee very contented with that though! gotta get used to waking up at 9 again next week *wahahahahhaha* yes i know, i'm very blessed ^^ sorry to all who have 8am classes! but yes...hmm really, i guess i haven't done much considering...ok, i guess i did my org A project on wednesday but that's about it. downloaded some dramas which i'm probably not gonna have time to watch when school starts again :'( but it's all good ^^ had pre-bible study on wednesday night...david led it pretty good methinks :) good job! it was a good thing rocky had to go for prayer night! ahahahaha! but yes then hotpot on thursday was awesome!!! laughed so hard ^^ good times good times :D jon's great at leading such stuff man...! met up with christy and ken before hotpot for lunch and karaoke...karaoke rox!!! woohoo! miss our high school times man...heehee meeting christy up again later before going for laser tag :D CAN'T WAIT!!! ahahaha oh yes and i talked to vivienne thru skype yesterday night ^^ SO FARNIE!!! oh man can't forget how she always makes me crack up so hard in sec school! was so awesome heehee and cheered me up alot too! talk to you again sometime soon
AYE! *ahahahahahaha!* skype rox!!! ^^
well i guess if i really think about it...i can't really say nothing happened LOL! laser tag here i come!!! :D
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Monday, February 13, 2006
-11:04:00 p.m.
phew east asia history's over! 300 years of China, Korea, Japan and Vietnam @.@ hm so what ELSE did Yi Song-gye do besides being the founder of the Yi Dynasty? i think it's neither mentioned in the book nor the notes...and i bet joon san doesn't know either! wahahaha! but yes...it was a hard exam, i have no confidence in it but somehow i'm not too sad...haha maybe coz i didn't expect to do good coz of the information overload @.@
i think it's so much sadder when u think u did good but u didn't...like my jap :'( i still wanna cry thinking about it...i think i had at least 14 marks deducted for carelessness! how annoying is that. makes me wanna kill myself thinking about it...and there goes my A- for jap :'( SIGH.
but i guess i can't do much about it, what's done's done...just gotta do REAL good for the next midterm! but i'm so happy the moo moo came to uni before work coz it cheered me up so much :D thanx man! even though u stole my food and my drink after that hahaha! then i fell asleep studying in hub coz i was all full and tired, but i was paranoid that ppl will steal my stuff coz i'm sleeping @.@ haha so i think i jerked up after a bit and started checking everything!
anyways enough about school. haha like when will i ever stop complaining about school? but midterms before reading week's like this i guess...only 1 more to go! better nail this one down man >: and vivienne: good luck for ur history tomorrow too hey!
hmm Vee day in 14 minutes! (or less...considering how long i'm gonna take to finish this post!) not doing anything except studying @.@ haha, probably not even meeting the moo moo either but somehow i don't really care...maybe coz it's been like this every year so it's ok. i mean, it's not like i do something every year and i'm not doing something this year...except for the giving out presents part at IJ! oh i miss that so much...but i don't have the innovation to make stuff anymore la! so too bad heehee!
but oh wells! wanna go sleep now! so HAPPY VEE DAY everybody!
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
-12:50:00 a.m.
crap my eyes are puffy again.
and i'm pretty sure it's not pms this time..
how can there be so many ppl around me and yet none i can talk to? i don't know if it's a matter of opening up, or maybe it's just me
i'm not like those who have many friends. i'm not that normal kind of girl. i don't have a clique and close friends and a boyfriend all at the same time. i'm one of those who don't...and you need to know that i really don't have any friends to fall on.
and i'm not like her, who's totally dependent on him. i don't want to be...coz how can i stand if you're gone?
some stuff are just left unsaid, and sometimes i really
am sad, or frustrated over something trivial. even if it sounds more like i'm mad or something...but i wouldn't say it. but i don't expect you to know it, coz i know i'm the one who's not saying it. it's up to you to take sides, would you brush it aside as me getting mad over nothing? or would you actually get worried that i'm sad? maybe i'm doing it too much, maybe i'm just too emotional for you to care everytime.
i think i actually care about lots of stuff, it's just that i don't want to think about it. but the problem is, i guess some things can only distract you for so long...
i got jealous today looking at her and her. with all the best-friends-i-know-you-so-well stuff going on, i suddenly felt lonely. it's been 3 years, it hasn't been a fun ride. sure it's training but is it necessary? i don't know.
i need somebody to talk to.
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
-1:55:00 a.m.
yay new template's up again! but staying till 2am doing this? i'm down. haha. don't even know what i'm doing this for...vanity's sake probably. but i guess i just like doing it...coz it's satisfying :)
but yes, i'm tired. and it's not just physically coz it's 2 in the morning...
i need a
timeout.
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
-11:49:00 p.m.
きのう。。。またないた。
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