dailies
Sunday, May 30, 2004
-5:32:00 p.m.
fellowship yesterday was mad *haha!* sorry effie...now i'm gonna take it off ur blog..man am i original or wut?? *haha!* but yes, i hafta mention this incident coz it was so stupid!!!! n u'll tink we're "matured" kids juz coz we're christians aye?? *hee* aniwaes here's wut happened:
so 4 fellowship we had this G2G tok bout relationships n purity n such, den after fellowship, effie, karen, brian, david, simon n i were juz hanging out n making jokes abt each other...
brian turns ard 2 talked 2 other ppl n simon saw tt brian's bag was unzipped n he started ramaging thru it...
Simon pulls out a piece of paper n we were lyk, okkk...den he pulls out a
tiny red balloon bout the shape of half ur index finger...OK..
Us: (staring n thinking) ok..it's a balloon...
den we started 2 think FURTHER n FURTHER, wanting 2 burst out laughing...
David: (taking de balloon n puzzled) Wut is this???
Brian: Balloon lor
Everione bursts out laughing
Brian n David: (not getting it) what so funni? it's juz a balloon wut...
think dirty...
Brian gets it n starts laughing lyk crazi n rolling on the floor...
David: (still blur n doesnt get it)...huh?
Simon: hey brian!!! it's the perfect size man!!!
oh gosh den everione was juz cracking up n laughing crazi *lol*
Mi: simon n how would u noe tt it's the perfect size???
David: OH THAT!!!! wah u guyz ah...!!!
Karen: (pretending 2 be innocent) brian!! wad's it doing in ur bag? n why r u laughing? its juz a balloon! what were YOU thinkn?
Brian: nothing!!! everione was laughing so i joined in mah..what were YOU tinking? (pretend pretend)
*lol* ok so tt yeah we couldn't stop laughin 4 over 10 minutes after tt...i dunno if it seems funny 2 u guyz!! it was probably a u-had-2-b-there ting but still!!! *haha!* oh gosh...i laugh till i bing man!!! i was seriously starting 2 tear...^^
it's fun being immature sumtimes *hahaha!!!*
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-5:15:00 p.m.
so i had commencement on fri nite n church 2dae n saddly, i was feeling lyk shit @ both occasions...ok it's realli stupid...commencement's lyk the BIG graduating ting rite? n everyone was so happy n all, i felt lyk a party-pooper :( well of coz there was hilarious occasions lyk how this guy seriously tripped n fell flat on the floor during the ceremony *LOL!* (omg tt was SO CRAZY!!!) n how carol kept on insisting tt *ahem* the valedictorian was super hot *MUAHAHAHAHA* rite after she said he looks damn "chun"!!! *grinz* so my art guy doesn't look so hot after all huh??? *haha!* but it was much funner tt carol was there, she was so happy i feel bad if i was lyk this wet blanket(?) there...but oh wells...i'm too lazy 2 blog all the details out, u guyz can go read carol's blog bout it *hee* [sorry po! i noe it's a rip-off but i'm juz too lazy!!!]
but aniwaes, i came up w/ a bunch of reasons as 2 y i was so crapped up, u guyz can take ur pick...
1. the most obvious reason: PMS!!!!!!! n i tout i hafn't had pms 4 a long time n was about 2 start celebrating...den i realized tt it's only been a month since my last pms..*heehee*
2. i was rushing off 4 commencement n i barely had time 2 prepare...my face, my clothes, my shoes n my TOENAILS(hey, 3 toes w/ nail polish n the rest none?) were a major disaster...MY FACE LOOKS SO SHITTY!!!! [sorry God...dun mean 2 bash ur work but still...]
3. i din get ani sleep the nite b4...
@ all :( despite going 2 bed @ 9pm the nite b4...i was lying there 4 the whole entire nite staring @ the ceiling coz i slept too much in the day...gosh i was tired...panda eye *sob*
4. ok so i guess i was juz being the major bitch i naturally am, no excuse 4 tt...
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Thursday, May 27, 2004
-4:56:00 p.m.
i fell ill 2dae :( all of a sudden!!! actuali no, i was kinda sick yesterday n i went 4 tt concert wich probably made it worse coz i was singing my heart out...but den again, it was worth it ^^ felt realli @ home there *haha*
so i gave skool a miss (*grinz*) but i noe i din realli miss much, it's a short day 2dae aniwaes!!! actualli, if i wanted 2 miss skool, 2dae's the day i definately wouldn't pick coz we're doing all the easy stuff in all my classes!! i dunno bout calculas (i'll juz get the notes frm bo 2moro...), but 4 social we're going thru tt exam (wich means mawson's not gonna pick on anione!!!), bio we're finishing find9 nemo (*sob* i wanna watch tt!!!) n 4 eng we're probably gonna go thru "
the wars" n finish it...so it was probably a realli laxed day but oh wells!
@ 1st i tout i only had a sore throat, but it was killing mi so bad so i din wanna go skool rite? den the more i slept, the more "weak" i feel, lyk a fever was gonna cum in2 mi or sth...woke up @ 9am, toked 2 my parents 4 over an hr n went back 2 sleep...den woke up @ 1pm feeling even worse...my head's pounding now (wth am i doing here in front of the comp?!!!!??)
i actualli read 1/2 of "
the wars" 2dae!!! finally!!! coz we did a presentation on it on tues (wich turned out 2 b a disaster!!!) *lol* i juz stood there n let lynn (hu lost her voice :X) do all the toking coz i hafn't read the book yet *haha* ms O asked mi this question n i crapped up sth totally irrelevant *LOL!* it was lyk, she asked mi wut was the significance of the line
"
there is no good picture of this xcept the one u make in ur mind."
n i was goin on bout how the war is bad no matter wich way u look @ it yadder yadder yadder (coz the only ting i noe bout the book is tt it's about the wars rite? tt's the
name of the book yo...) ms O raised her eyebrows. lynn whispers 2 mi, "it means no picture/archive of the war can do it justice"
erm ok...
so reading the book 2dae, i realized half of the book is tokin bout the author lookin @ the pictures of the war n re-telling the story of robert ross *hee*
oops
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
-4:11:00 p.m.
jason neva fails 2 amaze mi *lol* but den again, i dun realli care, he's juz a veri interesting person...*haha*
i'm gettin pretty crapped up lately, no idea y!!! probably pre/post-grad syndromes *hee* i tink i'm still floating ard living in my head *haha* ^^ i did shit 4 my social essay this morning, my chem quiz this afternoon n i probably flunked my calculas exam :X DUN JINX IT!!!! *haha!* lyk i fell asleep doing my chem quiz halfway n i din bother 2 check it b4 handing it in, how well do u tink i can do?? *oops!* oh wells...but we all haf down days dun we?? i dun realli care animore *grinz*
gotta go 2 a concert later on...15 mins more n i'm out (^o^)
hey how cum everyone else seem 2 b able 2 do it n i can't??? there's seriously sth wrong w/ mi...*sob* oh wells, not gonna go there... |
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
-5:03:00 p.m.
ok!!! i'm finally back 2 yak bout my LOOOOOOOONG weekend!!! ^^ (we had victoria's day so monday was a holiday rite? *grinzgrinz*) aniwaes! k where shld i start...i purposely changed my template so i can yak more w/out all the words being squished 2gether!!! *haha!* coz my last template's realli small rite? ^^ ok so...let's start w/ friday!!!
friday was lyk the funnest!!!! *haha!* coz i went 2 carol's house 2 stay over rite? ^^ but b4 tt, we went 2
YMCA 4 the last time 2 get our last pieces of fat burnt out (*ewww...*) n effie met us there!!! (coz tt lucky girl la! had PD day...so unfair!!!! i oso want PD day!!!! so she had a 4-day weekend in all lor...*jealous*) heehee! so yeap! i did this "trackmill" tingy 4 1/2 hr!!! *beaming grinz* den wen effie came, we went down 2 the gym 2 play badminton 4 quite sum time n l8r wen jason came 2 play basketball, we had this "match" w/ him *LOL* IT WAS THE CRAPPIEST TING EVER!!!! coz @ lst carol n him were in a team against mi n effie (we're lyk, SO. pathetic! i dun tink i've ever played PROPER bball b4...*heheee*) but den l8r we all decided 2 go against him, n he beat us SINGLE-HANDEDLY!!! hey i'm toking about left hand here! (coz he's right handed...) tt's how bad we r...*lol* but it was fun *grinz* so yes! n sort of got 2 noe him a lil better *haha!* so it was all cool ^^
den i went over 2
carol's hse ^^ tt was fun *heehee* did so much crappy stuff n ate SO. MUCH!!! *heehee* so much 4 all our diets n workouts b4 tt!!! i can't believe we were throwing all tt hard work away on the NIGHT b4 grad!!!! played pool w/ her n she beat mi in both games *sob* ok i feel lyk sucha failure!!! *haha* losing in every single game...i played!!! n l8r wen we played majong w/ her younger cousins (they're lyk, 8 n 10?) i still lost!!! *haha!* nvm, this shows tt i dun gamble a lot (unlyk sum pple!!!) *grinz* pple experienced mah...*heehee* oh yes! *haha* n u're gonna laugh @ this!!! we experimented w/ make-up 4 over 2 hrs!!! i tink we started around midnite...*heehee* coz we dun always use wut, den hafta try out *haha* did the full version, dress n everything!! finally got it done after a LOOOOONG time *heehee* [check it out
here!!! it's damn crappy!]den went 2 bathe n ate supper *grinz* oh supper was damn good...instant noodles!!! *YUMMY!* haha! FOOD!!! finally we slept @ almost 5am? coz we watched sum spas online drama of hers *heehee* [DANIEL RULEZ OVER ALEX!!!!] n even though we got in2 bed @ 4, we toked so it was probably 5 by the time we fell asleep *lol* it was lyk, how cum we switched off the lights n it's still so bright??? *hahahahahah!* okok...*grinz*
woke up @ 11 plus? i tink...still kinda exhausted!!! *haha* but den we ate tons again...TOO much 4 breakfast! still...it's brunch so *heehee* after all tt food carol n her aunt highlighted my hair 4 mi ^^ *grinz* so now it's back 2 tt light brownish streaks again *grinz* i look lyk a
WATERMELON head!!!! esp wen u look @ the top, coz my black hair grow out rite? so it's more obvious there, but 4 the bottom part of my hair, it's all about the same color *hee* i tink we took too much time dying my hair, tt's y we had 2 rush so much after tt! coz we needed alota time 2 do make-up rite? (hey 2 hrs of practice the nite b4 wasn't much ok!!! *LOL*) plus had 2 do our hair too...ended up rushing lyk crazy over our make-up, den i did my hair in the car *haha!* we dyed
pink streaks 4 carol ^^ tt was cool! i tout it looked realli nice on her *grinz* [u guyz can c it on my grad pix
here ^^]
so we're @ the
prom finally!!! it was pretty fun *hee* i love checking out all the hot chics n guyz *haha!* they look damn good...GORGEOUS i tell u!!! lyk i wanted 2 take snapshots but i din *hee* it'll b too obvious! but oh gosh it was so crazy, everybody's so serious bout dressing up!!! hmm, den actualli canadian prom's pretty much the same as s'pore grad nite *haha* it's not tt special/different! only difference is they don't do all tt crappy programs during dinner *lol* u noe, lyk all tt lucky draws n wut nots!!! *haha!* we had speeches n toasts instead (wich is pretty crappy too actualli! *haha!*) so yeah...but the food was kinda sucky, the main course esp! chicken so hard!!! *haha!* the appetizers were ok..THE DESERT WAS HEAVENLY!!! i'm serious!!! it was lyk, strawberry moouse n white choc n choc cheesecake n choc moouse!!! oh my gosh i can't stand it! it was the best ting ever!!!! *heehee* makes all my workouts worth it!!! ^^
den there was the
dance wich lasted 4 3hrs, not everybody stayed thruout, most pple went off after an hr or so 2 go 4 after grad...or shld i say, the REAL party! i din go out after tt coz i was underaged :( 4 once i actualli wished i was older!!! *haha!* but nvm la! even though my frenz went clubbing n karaoke...it's ok!!! *sobsob* hee! not lyk my parents would actualli allow aniways! the dance @ the banquet was enuff la! mi n carol danced 4 almost all the 3hrs in our high heels...*err* hee! damn tiring!! but dancing is fun sia!!! *grinz* ^^ it was kinda lyk ij grad nite but a lil more wild! it was cool *hee* reached home @ midnite *haha!* cinderalla...^^
u would tink tt was the end of my post eh?? *heehee* but there's more!!! i went out w/ my church frenz again on sunday! it was kinda lyk the last time, coz monday was a public holiday so 11 of us went out 2 chill @
WEM ^^ hmm hu came ahz...effie, cici, manda, michelle, clara, simon, joel, brian, david, aviel n mi!!! n friday was actualli cici's birthday!!! most of us 4got 2 get presents *oops!* so simon n joel, brian n david, effie n mi all had 2 get her stuff...*haha!* effie n i got her an ice-cream cake while we were @ boston pizza ^^ i tink we shld get her sth else too...a cake seems too lil...brian n david got her a t-shirt wich she alreadi has!! *haha!* same size summore! n they throw away the receipt *heehee* but yeah...so after lunch we went 2 play POOL!!!!! i played joel 1st den manda n i beat both of them!!! FINALLY i beat sumbody in pool!!! *haha!*
den we watched
SHREK 2...wich was a realli big waste of 11 bucks! not tt the movie wasn't good, it was hilarious! but we all had 2 sit separately coz in canada, u buy entrance tickets n not tickets 4 the seats, we don't get allocated seats...so there wasn't a row of 11 seats :( if lyk tt we could've all split 2 watched sth else la!!! but oh well...*heehee* the cat in shrek was SO CUTE!!!!! i gotta get a cat man!!! 4 sure *grinzgrinz*
hmm...den wut happened? oh yesh, it was realli crap...we hung ard 4 more than 1/2hr figuring wut 2 do next *haha* coz everybody was so fickleminded!!!! but in the end we decided 2 go play circuit cirus den go
cici's hse ^^ wich we did, it was fun *heehee* din play as much as last time but still! cici's hse's nice!!!! [oh yeah! n so's carol's hse!!! I LOVE CAROL'S HSE!!! it's so pretty!!!!!! ^^] ate instant noodles @ cici's hse *haha!* den played majong again! ok n i was saying i dun always play!!! *lol* no la! 1st time i play so much mah!!! hafn't played 4 a long time lor...den ard 10pm, brian drove aviel, david, effie n mi back 2 WEM 2 take the bus home ^^ toked 2 david lyk crazy bout jap animes *lol* i can't believe it, he's mad...*haha!* coz he noes SO many animes!!!
aniwae okok THIS is crazy! i can't believe i wrote so much about the weekend!!! i'm done dun worry!! *haha!* juz 2 say tt it was damn fun!!! n exhausting *heehee* it was lyk, the most relaxing break ever even though it was just 3 days! it felt lyk...4ever ^^ n 2day math class seems 2 last 4ever too *haha!* totally different feeling!!!! aniwaes i better get going! hafta start on my social essay research again!! it's the last one!!!
GO EDEN!!!! ^^
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Monday, May 24, 2004
-8:01:00 p.m.
~grad pix~ |
Saturday, May 22, 2004
-1:35:00 p.m.
hey tiara!!! i copied ur music code tingy again ^^ how'd u noe how 2 do tt??? so smart *grinz* THNX!!! *haha!*
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Thursday, May 20, 2004
-5:02:00 p.m.
s.c.a.r.y. *haha!* gotta go pack my stuff 2nite, staying over @ carol's 2moro ^^ it's all quite exciting...the tout of making ourselves crazy over this relatively insignificant ting *heehee* but we all deserve 2 haf sum fun after all tt crap we've endured this yr aye??? ^^ too bad we won't b sitting w/ christy n all but tt's ok! hopefully i can find her though *haha!* but i dun tink i'm realli anticipating the dance part...watching everybody waltz past mi slow dancing...i hope it's not gonna b awkward...hate tt girly feeling *haha!* oh wells, i'm sure it'll b a HUGE eye-opener 4 mi!!! *heehee*
ok u guyz dun mind this, i juz need 2 make a list of stuff 2 bring 2moro...there's too much!!! wish mi luck 4 sat!!! i'll cya ^^
1.
skool stuff (skool bag)
2.
ymca stuff ~
t-shirt, track pants, H20 bottle, $$ (gray bag)
3.
stay over stuff ~
pjs, set of home clothes(?), *ahem*, towel, tooth brush, facial wash, comb, contacts, solution, spex, plastic bag (sling bag)
4.
grad stuff ~
dress, shoes, earrings, handbag, accessories, make-up, hair clips, rubber bands, hair spray(both), hair dye(?), curling iron(?), hair straightener (sling bag)
5.
others ~
camera(haha!), vcds(?), hp (sling bag) |
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
-4:14:00 p.m.
wrote this yesterday...well kinda...*haha* it's nothing much, but oh wells! *heehee* oh hey! ed cut his hair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May 18 2004
so saddening i couldn't get u!!! realli tried calling ok! even skipped breakfast 4 it but den cannot get thru *sigh* hafn't toked 2 u 4 ages too *haha* ok it seems tt way 4 everyone!! but yeah...i'll make it up 2 u wen i go back 2 s'pore in the future *haha* by den it'll b the next few yrs accumulated too *LOL* ^^
2dae was pretty cool *haha* i'm so bad!!! i skipped class again!!! i wasn't plannin 2, but den i was so sleepy during art...i couldn't imagine how worse it could get w/ eng!!! *haha* so i toked 2 christy during break...bad idea...*lol* she pursuaded mi 2 skip!!! so i did :þ went 2 the caf w/ her, n toked w/ her n sum others 4 the whole period...*haha* but i was still tired...*heehee* i planned 2 cum home n sleep but wut am i doing now??? oh gosh *haha* l8r must study social summore!!!! :( i'm tired, i tink i'll go sleep 1st...*heehee* got a long nite ahead!!! *heehee*
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Sunday, May 16, 2004
-1:23:00 a.m.
exercising makes pple happy!!! tt's my new theory n i'm here 2 testify tt!!! ^^ if u're feeling depressed n slob-ish, GO EXERCISE!!!!! i'm serious! it makes u happier *haha!* i'm a living example yo ^^ exercised 4 almost 3 hrs yesterday!!! so proud of myself!!!!! i'm finally getting off my lazy ass [2 quote clare...!] n doing sth "productive" ^^ *heehee* it's probably coz u feel lyk u've accomplished sth tt's y u get happier rite? *haha*
hey i toked 2 becky this morning!!!!!!!! [
clare!: yeah she called mi again!!! oh yeah! hey did u haf a nice time tok9 2 the learning centre pple??? *heehee* got the job not??? ^^] aniwaes back 2 becky!!! it was really cool, hafn't toked 2 her in a gazillion years man *haha* i miss her :( it's kinda sad how we all ain't tt close animore but oh wells, i guess tt happens 2 all relationships...it was juz really nice catch9 up w/ her!!! wish i could do tt anitime i want w/ all of u guyz...oi u all ahz! must make good use of the times tt u can 2 meet up w/ our pple ok!!! dun wait until u can't den regret ah...this kinda stuff cannot take 4 granted one, lyk mi lyk tt, want 2 oso cannot...u must cherish ok...*haha* i promise i won't get jealous!!! so SHOO! GO GO!!! *lol* [damn i sound so singlish-y!! no more lyk sum ah-mah...*haha!*]
okok nag until i'm so tired!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!! so l8 alreadi!!! die 2moro sure cannot wake up one...no, 2moro sure get panda eye :( ok i better go then! *haha!* i'll cya! ^^
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-1:18:00 a.m.
i did it...n it lasted less than a min :(
Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Turns out that everything I say to you
Comes out wrong and never comes out right
the only good ting tt came outta this is gett9 mi addicted 2 going 2 YMCA...*heehee*
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Monday, May 10, 2004
-6:25:00 p.m.
crap it looks lyk i'm illiterate or sth.
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-5:40:00 p.m.
this new blogger thing is cool!!! *haha!* trying 2 get used 2 it...but i still can't read my chinese post!!! *pouts*
aniwaes! i'm home alone now!!! supposed 2 b doing my social essay research but...^^ i'm not very interested in fascism so *haha*
noe wut, i'm falling in love w/
baby carrots!!! i can't believe it!!! n 2 tink tt i used 2 hate carrots...(i'm toking bout raw ones here) now i'm eating lyk 20 daily! *err..* but it makes my shit orange!!!! i'm serious!!! i tout there was sth wrong w/ mi den i realized tt it's the carrots *lol* it's esp good wen u dip it in ranch!!! (not the shit, the carrots lar!!! *HAHAHAAHAHA!!!*) but tt kinda defies the purpose of eating carrots coz it's supposed 2 b healthy rite?) ranch makes it all so fattening!!! *haha!* oh wells! i lyk it so tt's all tt matters!!! (^o^) u guyz shld try it sumtime! *it's sugar-free!* haha! literally rite??? *lol*
so aniwaes! eating carrots is more of a
ca
na
di
an ting, i tink...lyk everybody here eats carrots as snacks...n i tout they were crazy coz i tout it tasted lyk shit last time? *haha!* but now i tink it's good!!! so mayb i'm becuming more canadianish!!! *YAY* haha! nah, i'll never becum fully canadian, esp since i came so late!!! but wutever! ^^
hmm so wut else is new...oh yesh, i've got approximately 2 weeks 2 rush thru my dieting till grad!!! i noe, i din tell u guyz i was going 4 grad...coz i wasn't planning 2 but den i decided 2 go in the end!!! so yesh, i'm going 4 grad!!!! (i'm scared though!!!!!) but yeah lor, the sudden change in plan...now only got 2 weeks 2 get my body back in shape!!! *haha!* hafta "CHONG AH!!!!!!" mega-dieting taking place here yo *lol*
GO MI GO MI!!! *haha* n i'm juz gonna wear back my sec 4 grad dress, can't b bothered 2 get another one...gonna cost a bomb!!!
so yeap~ tt's about it 4 now...i feel so crapped up coz i'm so unproductive!!! oh wells...*heehee*
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Saturday, May 08, 2004
-11:47:00 p.m.
how nice...the computer can't read it *hahahahahahahaha!* oh well...wutever!
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-11:44:00 p.m.
i was tinking of bloggin in chinese the whole day *lol* let's juz c how it goes...or shld i say...how far can i go!!!! *haha!* sorry 2 those hu can't read chinese...dun worry, it's probably crap aniwaes! looking @ my chinese vocab...*bleah!* ^^
好啦!现在开始吧!!!*哈哈!* 我刚刚才从教堂回来, 今天的 outdoor activities 蛮不错的,很好玩!!! 但是因为我们玩 tennis 嘛,所以我多数都只在帮忙pick up balls ^^ 但是这样好啊!因为我可以跑嘛!打 tennis 都不能运动很多的,因为不累嘛,我这样跑来跑去可以做 part of my 减肥计划呕 *大笑!* 因为我和 carol 的减肥计划也都不能成功的!!! 一直运动一直运动, 但也一直在吃呀!!! 这样下去,我们不死才怪呢!!! *哈哈!*
然后在打 tennis 的时候不知道为什么 effie 的名字会被他们改成猪啪(?)然后他们就乱说笑话...很 lame 咯!原来广东话也可以说这么多垃圾(rubbish!), 我是认识他们之后才知道的!
啊我现在也觉得自己很 crappy! (螃蟹!!! *大笑!!!*)无段段突然会用华文来 blog, 我是不是有点问题呀?不要笑我啦!!! 我已经用了最少半个小时才能写得出这篇“文章”叶!!! 很辛苦 *哈哈!*, 如果老师知道的话,她一定会去撞头的!!! okok,我觉得自己很失败 *哈哈* 写了这么多,一点都不通讯的!!! *大哭!* oh wells...我想我还是停下来吧...下次一定会写得更好的!!!你们等着瞧吧!!! cya!!! ^^
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Thursday, May 06, 2004
-3:33:00 p.m.
he's so
HOT!
but i miss
HIM...
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-3:32:00 p.m.
i'm blogging!!!!!! *ah!!!!* i can't believe myself...*haha* 1st time i've got 2 posts one day after another!!! ohwell...*heehee* pOb!!! 2dae so quiet w/out u *haha!!!* not 4 long though huh? *lol* but i bet u din get much work done @ home 2dae ^^ pat n chris were so crappy during lunch 2dae *haha!!!* esp since they both wanted 2 sleep n everything, crap i couldn't stop laughing *haha!* but they finally got down 2 "sleeping" 15 mins b4 the bell...so i was able 2 get almost a page of my social done *bleah* I HATE MAWSON!!!!! HATE HER HW HATE HER CLASS HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!!! :( stupid! i had 2 bring my TB home 2 finish it coz i gotta hand it in 2moro...1st time i brought a TB home lor...ok not 1st time, 2nd probably! but yeah! coz i never bother 2 do hw rite...until she said we had 2 hand those in...lyk no way man...
aniwaes! *YAY!* i'm leaving @ 5...so tt's about 2 hrs more ^^ gota finish the hw den i'm free!!!!!! so exciting! watching effie's skool's contempory show!!! i noe it's gona b good, coz last yr was so cool!!! i love watching hip-hop n stuff ^^
but it was so crappy...i felt so rejected wen i asked my church frenz if they wanted 2 go (coz we had an extra ticket rite?) n they were all lyk...err...i dunno...n all so hesitant kinda? it's lyk, wut the hell man...i felt lyk i had 2 beg 2 get sumbody 2 go lyk tt...so pissing, they dunno wut they're missing out on man *hmph* wutever lar...
kinda tired in skool 2dae...actualli been kinda tired lately!!! *haha* esp in social...MAWSON!!! *bleah!* n in english too...i fell asleep while doing my work 2dae...must haf been the lunch time sleeping incident influence! *haha* but yeah, was planning 2 cum home n take a nap...n wut am i doing now??? sitting in frm of the box typing away!!! *haha* i shld b grounded man...den i'll haf SO MUCH more time! but den again, tt doesn't necessarily mean i'll b more productive though! *lol* will probably end up sitting in front of
another box..n i won't even b exercising my fingers this time!!! *haha!* oh well!!!
k...i've got a new list of tings i wanna do (revised frm last yr's!!! i tink i've accomplished quite a few of those frm last yr *lol!* so it's all good ^^)
1. go sing karaoke *lol!!!* yeah...cannot meh??? *haha!* sounds fun wut...
2. go GET MY LIceNSE!!!! seriously? i need sum motivation 2 do tt...*lol*
3. go clubbin wen i'm legal ^^ i'm juz trying wut...TRY..underline highlight
TRY...
4. get a kitten??? i want!!! but i dun tink i can...coz apartment dun allow n parents dun allow...*sob* but i'll fight 4 it!!!! *haha!*
tt's all...i've got summore but oh well...i'll juz do those 1st! *sighsigh* i shld get back 2 doing my social...den i shld go practice piano n compose my drum solo!!!
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Wednesday, May 05, 2004
-6:44:00 p.m.
i juz realized tt my last post's kinda weird *haha* lyk it doesn't realli go...i'm tokin bout sth so everyday-ish n suddenly i get in2 all my spiritual stuff!! *haha* oh well! they're all the same 2 mi ^^ i juz hope u dun feel uncomfortable reading it!!! *heehee*
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-6:36:00 p.m.
*heehee* ok i shldn't b blogging coz i've got tons of hw 2 do ^^ n i juz got "offline" frm msn rite? *haha!* [dun kill mi!!!] aiyah...but den, i wanna update a lil mah! *haha* so long alreadi...weekly updates r so boring!!!!! so yeah!
christy's birthday 2dae!!!!!! i got her a hamster n we called her oreO!!!!! cute cute??? ^^ *grinz* she's 2 weeks old n so small n cute!!!!!! *AWwwww!!!* but den kinda fierce sia! *haha* yesterday she bit effie, n 2dae she bit patricia!!! got blood summore leh!!! but i guess she's scared lar...coz lyk suddenly so many tings happening rite? *heehee* i tink she was actualli pretty settled in my house yesterday (coz i bought her yesterday w/ carol rite? den oreo stayed over @ my house 4 a nite!) n this morning she was running in tt spinning ting!!!! (ahh i dunno wut it's called...*haha!*) so cute!!! i hope she'll b happily settled @ christy's house! n tt her uncle won't make her put oreo in the garage!! *cross fingers!* heehee! but most of all, i hope christy lyks her!!! ^^ *haha* everybody put so much emphasis on oreo den 4get tt
christy's supposed 2 b the real "star" 2dae rite? *LoL* [lyk our card huh carol????]
hmm wut else? i dunno...dunno y i'm realli happy nowadays *haha!* is it weird 2 c mi so chirpy? *lol!* i tink it's coz of God ^^ *haha!* ok yeah i'm back 2 Him again! must give Him all the glory leh!!! ^^ dunno, it's more of an inner peace n happiness u noe? n i'm kinda satisfied w/ everything i haf presently...ok @ 1st i dunno if it's coz i'm starting 2 haf more frenz tt's y i'm happier or wut...coz i put so much emphasis on frenz rite? or @ least i used 2!!! den now i kinda haf a bit more frenz so mayb tt's y i'm happier rite?
but den i dun tink so...coz, after so long...lyk i was "frenless" 4 about a year since i came here (ok i wasn't exactly frenless, i juz din haf close frenz), i sort of learnt alota tings...lyk frenship isn't a dependable safety net u can fall back on...i mean, u could always still b frenz, but u haf 2 put ur security in sth else tt's REALLY lasting n true...i mean, if u put ur security in frenship, wut happens wen u're lyk mi? i couldn't possibly rely on my s'porean frenz 4ever rite? plus, time n distance dilutes frenships...realli, dun try tellin mi it doesn't coz it does...even though we do haf a special place in each other's lives, but tt doesn't mean they can b there thruout all the difficulties of ur life...coz they haf their own lives too n we haf 2 understand tt...
so den u'll tink i could continue 2 haf my security wen i make new frenz here rite? i could, if i were more competent *haha!* but i'm not, i take more than a year 2 get accustomed 2 this place...n even so, i'm not THAT comfortable w/ everything ard...so wut can i do since i lost my security? i was devastated, i was depressed, i wish i were dead, my life was so...meaningless u noe? till i found my security back in Him...i drifted in n out b4, lyk i knew He was the only one hu's 4ever but i fell back soon enuff...but now i'm trying my best not 2, 2 put ur trust n all ur effort in2 sth tt is actualli worthy n fruitful, not sth tt is empty tt u'll never b satisfied...i tink tt's wut makes my life realli worth living ^^ God is the answer 2 everything...all u haf 2 do is ask n b willing...pEaCe~
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