rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, November 17, 2005
-8:56:00 p.m.
and this is what i ENDED up doing yesterday:0000-0330 study jap0330-0800 sleep0800-0900 get ready/bathe etc.0900-1040 study jap1040-1100 nap1100-1145 go to school1145-1200 met up with ken the postman and got presents from him and christy :D1200-1330 jap midterm :'(1330-1630 worked on financial statements with ekta @.@1630-1730 go home1730-1845 nap1845-1900 bela called!!! :D1900-2000 went online and chatted with tons of pple :D2000-2030 ate dinner2030-2045 godparents came over for a surprise visit with a hugeeeee mango cake :D2045-2100 finished dinner2100-2200 watched america's next top model :D2200-2230 chatted and attempted acctg project :x2230-1130 kobe came over for another surprise visit with choc/strawberry cake :D1130-0430 worked on acctg...@.@ with clarey and eggie accompanying me all the way :Dso. some really frustrating stuff and some really happy stuff *heehee* even though the staying up till 4:30 am was pushing it to the max @.@ it was a good day! 3 cakes man!! *haha* thnx to all who wished me happy birthday!!!! LOVE YA ALL!!! :D |
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
-2:57:00 p.m.
Plan for tomoro:0000-0200 study jap0200-0900 sleep (hopefully uninterrupted by parents)
0900-1000 get up and ready for school (while skipping psych)
1100-1150 acctg class1200-1320 jap midterm
1330-1700 bus meeting (financial statements, oral progress report)
1700-1800 go home
1800-2359 acctg project (write up for my part, edit eric and colin's parts)
2359 psych homework due0000 send project to eric and colinwell i'm hoping that we'll get the F/Ss done asap so i can go home earlier to do acctg...and squeeze in some time for dinner @.@ i feel faint *haha*
did i mention that it's also my birthday? :D |
Saturday, November 12, 2005
-12:46:00 a.m.
......and i feel like a brat.
seriously, sometimes i get so carried away and i just don't think. i'm just that stupid >.<
grow up eden. |
Monday, November 07, 2005
-5:42:00 p.m.
soo...it's been a while since i blogged for real...and i shouldn't even be here right now with my major major major accounting midterm coming up tomoro. i haven't really touched the material yet too @.@ well i was planning to...was
supposed to...the past weekend but. distractions happen *haha*
i realized that i'm really not into the whole studying thing now, which is weird coz i used to be able to force myself even when i'm out of it b4. but now all i wanna do is play play and play...well ok not necessarily play...just doing sth that i want to is good. ANYTHING...i wanna explore adobe, i wanna spend time drawing and painting and sketching and playing the piano. i even wanna just sit down quietly and go through all the stuff that i've learnt so far in jap class. not doing stupid accounting homework and ruining my mood trying to find impossible information for the freaking business plan...
that's about all i've been thinking about these couple of days. what AM i really doing with my life? this is too routine-ish...but the problems that i'm getting are way over the top of my head. i emphasize too much on minor things and can't make up my mind...i need to get a grip.
there's some bitching i really wanna do...but i won't. i'm probably not that much better than them anyways...
on another note, i had a terrific weekend ^.^ even if it involves mass procrastination, wth. *haha* fellowship on friday was cool and i had fun :D COZ MY GROUP WON!!!! yay yay yay! very amusing teamates *haha* i think i was going crazy, i have way too much candy these days...post halloween candy sales are too tempting @.@ *haha* badeia thought i was high on sugar today coz i was especially hyper at the beginning of our bus 201 meeting :þ well of coz i toned down by the end of it coz i was getting really *bleahed*
i think i shld be playing drums for coffee house on friday @.@ it's really last minute for me though...coz if i knew, i would've gone for the worship practice on sunday >.< oh wellz...let's just hope i won't screw up the whole thing coz everyone else is doing so good! can't wait till friday!!!
2 more days of school till long weekend :D and a bus meeting :(
i think i've changed...again. *haha* all of a sudden i realized that i'm really not all that crazy about meeting pple anymore. i mean, yeah i still socialize and have a life but it's not like, i HAVE to get to know all the pple in the world u know? i don't think i'm sad, i'm really more like, whatever. i like getting to know the pple i meet better though, it's just the effort to know more new pple that i've lessened. i dunno, it's weird *haha*
well u can't please everybody can't u?
and i get happy from the smallest things. like the way my cat's sleeping on my lap right now as i type :D i look forward to going home because of her...she's been there for me everytime i stay up till 4 in the morning trying to do homework ^.^ she's the cutest pet anyone can ever get *heehee*
lastly, 我只牛牛/鴨鴨/雞腿/青蛙 bluffed me on sunday >.< next time ng 同你玩十五二十啦!!! *heehee*
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