dailies
Thursday, October 30, 2003
-3:41:00 p.m.
did i mention tt it started snowing on wed? stupid weather in edmonton...where else on this planet would snow during
AUTUMN???? n it's
MY AUTUMN leh!!! my 1st autumn in my entire life n u haf 2 ruin it by chopping it in2 half w/ ur stupid snow n chilly winds...
but ok, as long as the snow doesn't pile up too much, it's rather poetic looking...n innocent....it's juz tt i can't get over how autumn's gonna b over so quickly tt's all
i'm feelin rather moody 2dae...mayb it's coz i crapped up my hair by sleeping w/ it in plaids yesterday nite...so. i looked lyk a poodle 2dae *haha* yap, i was so embarrassed i could juz seek refuge in my huge mess of hair...but it was pretty useful though, coz den the air trapped in my hair helped 2 keep mi warm while walking 2 skool *haha* u noe, lyk
INSULATOR man!! but seriously! usually, i would haf had gotten headaches frm the cold winds wen i reach home
BUT! i din get tt 2dae *aha...* n it was colder 2dae than the rest of the week, so i shall conclude tt it's a blessing in disguise...or shld i say, i'm a poodle in disguise *grin*
*woof*
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Monday, October 27, 2003
-5:38:00 p.m.
ok! dun realli feel lyk elaborating animore *haha* but ok...so i went 2 visiccitude this weekend, wich was oso @ camp nakamum (outside of edmonton...bout an hr drive frm here) it's lyk, this youth church camp...cept tt it wasn't my church!!! it's a western church though...so yar, i tout i could try 2 use this time 2 make myself more comfortable around western pple :) it wasn't too bad in the end, got 2 noe sum pple n all but it wasn't as fun as my church camp last time lar...still, i tink i'm pretty glad i went :) camp nakamun rox!!!! coz the scenery there's the best man...esp @ nite!!!!! *gringringrin*
yap...i'll leave out the revival part, coz there's nothing much 2 elaborate, the word itself's pretty self-explanatory!!! so basically, as u would've guessed,
we had a revival during the camp!!!!!!!!!! woooohoooo!!!! it was real cool man...hafn't experienced anithing lyk tt since, sec 2...i tink!! so
refreshing!!!! i love u Father God ^^
k...den jasmin's our camp cousellor 4 our cabin...SHE'S THE COOLEST PERSON ON EARTH!!!!!!!!! seriously!!! veri veri cool...i wanna b juz lyk her wen i grow up!!! *heehee* ok lar, not exactly lyk her, but i tink she's a great role model...coz she's lyk, so natural (lyk she's not fake @ all...), n so cheerful, n she's so nice 2 EVERYBODY!!! oh yeah! n did i mention she had a great voice??!!! she was the worship leader 4 the whole camp, but she sung lyk, all the time!! it's good, i'll haf sumting 2 work 2wards :) *haha* i'm realli glad i met her ^^
yap, oh yar...kayle, i dun even noe how 2 spell his name! but aniwae, there's nothing much about him, he's juz a super hot drummer tt's all *grinz* *haha* he plays the drums during jasmin's worship sessions...SO HOT man...i din even noe it was him actualli...coz i never noticed him until we had 2 play this realli stupid game n nicole kept pointing him out 2 mi...well, she was actualli bitching bout him but aniwae! coz l8r she changed her mind n said tt he's hot...den @ 1st i was lyk, he's ok...but after a while, i noticed tt he was actualli the guy playing drums!!!! AHHH!!!! he plays drums....so yeah, he's hot man...no doubt bout tt! *haha* but i bet he goes 2 JP if he's even in senior high, coz most of the pple attending tt church goes there, no one goes ainlay man!!! *sob* yap! tt's all, gotta go do my bio hw :)
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Sunday, October 26, 2003
-6:10:00 p.m.
i'll elaborate 2moro *haha* these r lyk, points in an essay so tt i won't 4get *grinz* super exhausted now...love ya guyz...zzzzz.....
btw,
suz: i'll email u my add k? tt's alright w/ u coz u do check ur email rite? *haha* xxoo
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Thursday, October 23, 2003
-3:16:00 p.m.
yoyo! been kinda long since my last post...actuallie not realli lar...but sure feels tt way! so tired...n i feel kinda blank, lyk there's nothing @ all, so i can't write sth out of nothing rite? *dry laugh* aniwae, ok lar, since there's nothing 2 post, i shall post u another of my poem *haha* this one's kinda weird n i'm not sure if u'll get it...coz my mum n sista sure didn't!! wrote it quite sum time ago...n it was lyk, realli random, coz i juz wrote wutever tt came 2 my mind...so i guess tt's y u dun HAF 2 get it! *haha* coz it came frm my brain so yar ^^
there i sat, in tt corner again
in my favourite corner of the house
n i felt a spur 2 turn on tt tree
as i did, my mind was blank
my heart @ peace
my eyes were caught by its beauty
n all i did was stare
but soon, they all too fade away
as the lights blurred in2 millions of circles
n the colors danced before my face
then i tout i heard singing
or was it merely sounds frm scenes of my memory flashing b4 mi?
my body n soul were spearated
as i transported myself in2 another world
a world of only u n mi
-den-
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Friday, October 17, 2003
-4:50:00 p.m.
wooooohooooo!!!! it's the holidays again (*heehee* the weekend lar...) juz after 3 days of skool!!!! this is lyk, the BEST week man!!!! thanksgiving and pd day...i shld seriously thank the teachers 4 putting pd day on tues!!!! but of coz, it made these 3 days seem extremely
draggy...still, it's the weekend so wutever!!!!
ahh...i'm gonna, once again, attack my geocities website ^^ so cya!
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Thursday, October 16, 2003
-3:36:00 p.m.
*heehee* i'm juz trying it out...dun mind mi!
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Tuesday, October 14, 2003
-9:04:00 p.m.
harlow!!! din realize tt emily makes her own templates until i went 2 blogskin!!!! so cool!!!! (ur nick izz wah_biangz rite??? hope i din get it wrong!!!) wow!!!! u're so power man...*haha* not lyk mi, only noe how 2 d/l other pple's templates!!! *grinz*
aniwae, my dad juz sent mi this xing qi wu zhou bao (friday weekly) newspaper ting tt he cut out, wao lao! my picture inside damn ugly lor!!!!!!!!!!!
SO EMBARRASSING!!!!!!!! n the person kept going "yi jun" this "yi jun" tt...so paiseh...nobody i noe ever uses my chinese name ok! except my grandmother lar but tt's beside the point!!! it even contains all the rubbish tt i was crapping on the exhibition day leh...:( i want 2 die alreadi...*haha*
ok, dun wanna tok bout tt liao ^^ hey, guess wut? my mum bought an ice-cream maker! *haha* spas rite? coz she say she doesn't wanna buy animore ice-cream 4 us *haha!* so now we haf 2 make our own ice-cream...effie made it yesterday n we ate it 2dae!!! it actualli tasted pretty good! well ok...it tasted NORMAL...*grinz* but did u noe??? ice-cream contains raw eggs???!!!!!! lyk...eww...but wut the heck, i can't taste it aniwae!!! ^^
oh yar, n i juz wanna say this:
RACHEL LAMPA has the voice of
CHRISTINA AGUILARA!!! n her songs r not bad!!! go get her cd, it's pretty clean too ^^ juz tt she drags her voice a lil too much tt it gets kinda annoying...but other than tt...not bad!!! *haha*
actualli, i typed one long paragraph bout how much one of the S.H.E members suck but i remembered tt i vowed not 2 make fun of others *muahahahahaha!* i wonder how long can i keep tt!!! but aniwae, i'm kinda tired too so BYE-DEE!!!
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Monday, October 13, 2003
-4:16:00 p.m.
i've got a new template again! how'd u lyk it? aniwae, gotta go now...haf sum church social function later *sigh* cya!
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Thursday, October 09, 2003
-4:37:00 p.m.
yo! got this frm one of natalia's crappy mails again!!! *haha* but 2dae i'm super free oso i've decided 2 do it *heehee* aniwae, i dun feel lyk 4warding it 2 pple so yar ^^
1. YOUR FULL NAME
eden chan ^^
2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?
yellowish-brown (u noe, the cargo colour...kinda hard 2 describe!!!)
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
ayumi hamasaki's
EVOLUTION!! woohoo!!!
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER?
2754
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
orange...yuck...my mum popped it in2 my mouth while i was fixing the chair, so evil rite??!!!
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
hmm...i wanna b those kind of crayons tt contains all the colours in it!!! u seen it b4? *haha* actuallie...neither haf i! but i've got a colour pencil lyk tt though!!! ^^
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
super nice n cooling!!! i would guess about 15 degrees...*haha* but dun haf 2 b so exact rite?
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
i dunno leh...very long never tok on the fone liao!! *haha!* picked up lotza phone calls 4 my mum though!!! it's lyk, waaaaah! my mum's more popular than mi!!!! *haha!*
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
tt they're males?????
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
yap!!!
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
ok lar! walked home w/ tt fren 2dae *grinz*
12. FAVOURITE DRINK ?
hmm...dun realli noe!! *haha* i tink it depends on the weather!
13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
i'm a guai kia ok!!! i dun drink alcoholic drinks ^^ but if i haf one, it'll probably b hooch *haha!!*
14. FAVOURITE SPORT
ice-skating!
15. HAIR COLOUR?
it's erm...brown, black, a bit of orange brown n all the xtra colours tt mina dumped on my hair b4 *grinz*
16. EYE COLOUR
black
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
yup!
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES
effie!!! she juz turned 15 yesterday!!!
19.FAVOURITE MONTH?
september probably...coz the trees juz turn yellow then!! so chio!!!!!
20. FAVOURITE FOOD?
mushroom soup!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *duh!*
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
lizzie mcguire...*haha!* damn backdated...! but i watched totoro @ home though...if tt's counted!!! *grinz*
22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
every saturday!!! *yay!* sleep in!!!
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
sure i would b...if i had sumone 2 ask in the 1st place!!!
25. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING
happi ending :) doesn't everybody???
26. DO YOU LIKE SUMMER OR WINTER BEST?
summer's better...but winter's realli nice wen the snow 1st starts falling coz it's so pretty!!! ^^
27. HUGS OR KISSES ?
neither...*haha!* i tink u guyz noe tt...
28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships
29. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
i hate this question...can i haf both?
30.. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
*in becky's voice* ob-vious-ly!!!!
31. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
not applicable!
32. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
not applicable again!
33. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
living w/ my mum n effie! n my dad's cuming on 22nd dec!!!!!!!! *woooohoooo!!!*
34. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
juz finished "the samurai's tale"...sucha cute book *grinz*
35.FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
err...i dunno, i lyked
risk wen i was younger...hafn't played tt in years though!
36. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
sleep!!! oh wait, i helped my mum check out the airfare 2 toronto 4 this thanksgiving! kinda last minute coz thanksgiving izz next monday n she wanna leave on fri!!! but aniwae, my dad told her 2 4get it...looks lyk i won't b c-ing my cousin any time soon :(
37. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
food smell!!!
37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
is it saturday? (equals "can i sleep in?"!!!)
ok! done!!! tt was short!!! *haha* yar lar, dun wanna torture u guyz animore!
oh yesh...i want 2 explain the reason 4 my bad mood yesterday...yar, c...coz we had 2 do this series 4 art rite? but i realli haf no inspiration these days so i finished the series realli badly...lyk i had no clue wut 2 do so i juz slapped on aniting tt i could get a hold of...it was
bad man...i was SOOOO ashamed of it but i had no better ideas...aniwae, tt wasn't the main thing...the ting was, we had 2 put it up in this place tt's supposedly a gallery...there's lyk many glass cases where u could pin up ur work...den on wed, the whole class went there 2 do critic-ing, which was 2 let everyone comment on all the works n discuss wut the person was trying 2 express...so they had 2 nominate works tt they wanna tok about 1st n all the ones tt they discussed about 1st were the realli good ones (u noe, lyk deep n seriously good...lyk the kinds we studied in art history...)...den wen they ran out of the good ones, they decided 2 tok about
MINE, my ugly doesn't-look-lyk-anithing artpiece...rite after the majorly good ones!!! can u imagine? i was lyk...oh
SHIT!!! so den they started toking...n it actually went quite ok @ 1st...until mr lund started slamming it...-_- he was lyk, "but dun u tink the composition izz done reali badly?", "it juz looks lyk sth added on 1 on top of another w/out proper plannin" n all the bad comments u can tink of...n he juz went on n on 4 sooooo long bout how bad it was...i was so embarrassed ok...in front of the whole freaking class he was slamming my work...i mean, not lyk i was proud of it myself...i even kind of agreed w/ wut he said...but tt's not the point!!! it was juz too harsh!!! the sort of good ting though, was tt sum of my classmates were actualli speaking up 4 mi...lyk, they were goin, "no i dun agree w/ u coz i dun tink it would haf made any difference if she did it tt way" n stuff lyk tt? i was kinda touched lar...but it only made mr lund scold my work even more 2 prove his point!!! *sigh*...ok lar, i noe art izz alwaes subjected 2 critics n all...i've experienced tt w/ mr tan too but i guess it juz wasn't so...in front of everybody u noe? yeah...so it was a pretty horrible dae...n i felt so bad coz i was so down i din treat effie lyk how i shld 4 her birthday...it's not her fault but she had 2 suffer the result of my scolding :( aniwae, they're gonna continue w/ this "debate" 2moro coz they couldn't finish it coz of the bell...i better cum up w/ sth good 2 back myself up *haha*
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Wednesday, October 08, 2003
-5:28:00 p.m.
oh god...wut a bad week...n i'm onlie halfway there...how am i gonna survive the rest man...
of coz i can...i've survived the last 10 months in canada n the entire of the O levels...i'm invincible
haha...yar rite...i wish i could believe tt...
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Tuesday, October 07, 2003
-4:26:00 p.m.
i was in a major bad mood 2dae...no idea y, n it only started after lunch...so thank goodness not many pple get 2 c my humongous (dunno how 2 spell tt...) chao da face *haha* aniwae, i felt kinda bad...i realli shld gai diao (change) my this kind of xiao hai zi pi qi (kid's temper), lyk one moment i'll b fine n then
wham! everything's different n i'll feel so pissed n sad...i've been lyk this 4ever (i'm sure most of u will remember my moodswings during sec 4...!), n most of the time, i dun even haf a clue
Y?!!! tt's the worse part...n it's lyk, i dun tink i can afford 2 haf so many moodswings here if i wanna make frenz w/ pple...i mean, hu would wanna b frenz w/ sumone hu pulls a long face all the time?? not mi @ least!!!
it's tough...i want 2 b myself, n i want pple 2 accept mi 4 hu i am...but they haf 2 noe mi b4 tt happens, so if i'm so boring/pissed off most of the time, we wouldn't even start being frenz coz they'll b lyk, stay away frm her man...u get mi? @ the same time, i realized tt i realli hafn't been myself lately...dunno how 2 say lar...juz tt i'm not the person i am, i say stuff tt's super weird or super mean 2 pple whom i'm tryin 2 get 2 noe better n tt's juz not mi! sumhow i juz dun think b4 i say sth...well i never did but the words never came out this way...while @ other times, i'll juz keep quiet n i mean, seriously dead quiet n not speak
@ all, mayb i feel safer not toking coz hu noes wut i'll end up saying? or mayb it's juz coz i zoned out during such times...
either way, i realli need 2 learn how 2 make frenz...it's been too long...
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Monday, October 06, 2003
-7:00:00 p.m.
got this frm jas' fwd *heehee* tout it was pretty nice...a bit crappy lar but still nice *haha* wut do u call sth lyk tt? crappingly nice?? nicely crapped?? *hahahaha!* wutever ^^ aniwae, i noe most of u r doing ur promos rite now...juz wanna tell u guyz
jia you! i only noe how 2 say tt 2 encourage pple so dun mind mi! u noe my intentions!!! *haha* cya!
i stare at the cloudy sky
as time passes me by
when will someone feel the tears i cry
or ever be on my side?
when the darkness falls and reigns
i remain here, yet untamed
wishing you were here with me
but do you feel the same?
cling! the chains beneath my feet
shatter! my hopes and dreams
i will stay here till the end of time
or maybe till next spring
yet as the crows fly pass my sight
i still remain here, by and by
waiting for the time you'll come
and lift me from this chains
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Friday, October 03, 2003
-4:50:00 p.m.
had a killer physics quiz 2dae...i'm screwed *grinz* coz i din haf tt assuring feeling wen i was doin tt quiz as i would haf if i'm sure tt i'm correct 4 a question...oh well! happens during physics everytime aniwae!!!
yar...i dun get how cum i keep on toking bout skool these days!!! n i dun tink u guys r realli tt interested in my skool life! but yar, tt's what i do everyday...(duh...)
ok lar, i shall tell u abit bout my PD day yesterday!!! i went 4 this habitat 4 humanity ting even though i had 1/2 a day off!!! surprising huh? i couldn't believe myself either! *haha* lyk wen i was going there, i kept tinking: wut haf i gotten myself into???!! *grinz* so aniwae, habitat 4 humanity izz lyk this welfare organization tt builds houses 4 pple 4 free...it's 4 pple hu don't haf income or sth...i'm not realli sure...yap! n they build REAL n not container houses leh! i was impressed! i tout it would b a container house so wen we drove in2 a neighbourhood, i was kinda surprised!*haha* i guess my concept was wrong so yar!!! yap! so we went 2 the building site, wore helmets n started laying sand 4 the floor in the basement *grinz* so cute rite?? *haha* there were lyk, HUGE piles of sand tt we had 2 level n tamper throughout the whole basement...there was 7 of us (1 guy n 6 gurls...tt poor guy!!!) but we worked pretty fast n got it done in bout 1 1/2 hr!!! not bad eh?? *grinz* but now i've got sand in my only pair of shoes...n i had 2 throw away the hello kitty socks i was wearing coz it's all brown frm the sand :( oh well!!! so much 4 being sentimental 2 my socks!!! but they're old lar...lyk, almost 6 yrs liao!!! *hahahaha!* can imagine all of u goin
eEEEwwww *haha* they're comfy ok!!!
so yar...now my right hand's got blisters n my right arm n back r both aching lyk mad!!! *heehee* i noe...result frm not exercising!!! super lazy!!!! oh well!!! *haha*
speaking of exercising, u noe tt guy hu came 4 d habitat ting rite? he knows kung fu!!!! so cool eh? he's white leh...n he teaches kung fu n tai chi *haha* so interesting rite??!!! i was lyk...wah...make mi so embarrassed coz i'm a chinese n i dunno kung fu *haha*
aniwae! i guess tt's all 4 now! l8r pple!!! ^^
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