dailies
Sunday, November 30, 2003
-12:41:00 a.m.
the day u went away - m2m
well i wonder could it b
wen i was dream9 bout u baby
u were dream9 of mi
call mi crazy, call mi blind
2 still b suffer9 is stupid after all of tiz time
did i lose my love 2 sumone beter
n does she love u lyk i do
i do, u noe i realli realli do
well hey
so much i need 2 say
been lonely since the day
the day u went away
so sad but true
4 mi there's only u
been cry9 since the day
the day u went away
i remember the date n time
september twenty second sunday twenty five after nine
in the doorway w/ ur case
no longer shouting @ each other
there were tears on our faces
n we were lett9 go of sth special
sth we'll never haf again
i noe, i guess i realli realli noe
(chorus)
the day u went away (X2)
(pre-chorus)
(chorus)
y do we never noe wut we've got till it's gone
how could i carry on
the day u went away
coz i've been miss9 u so much i haf 2 say
been cry9 since the day
the day u went away (X3)
yeah i noe this song's so super mushy n everything, *haha!* but i was listening 2 it a few days ago n i realized tt wen u take away all the lovey-dovey parts, it can realli summarize how i feel bout frenships! esp wen we've lost touch w/ the pple we used 2 (n probably still do) love so much...i mean, it's lyk life has carried on n everything rite? yet sumtimes all of a sudden, it juz hits u n u'll feel lyk u realli miss sumone...lyk this punch in the stomach u noe? *haha!* @ least tt happens 2 mi! lyk we let stuff go on, we get busy w/ our present lives, n 4get bout our old frenz 4 a period of time...den suddenly, (or looking back @ sth tt triggers ur memories) u realize tt sth is terribly missing...n u realized tt unconsiously, u realli realli do miss tt person...
so tt was 2 u...n i'm sure u noe hu u r ^^
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Thursday, November 27, 2003
-4:12:00 p.m.
lalala...it's been long *haha* i can hardly tink of anything 2 post these days, n i tink it's about the same 4 u guyz? there isn't realli much going on in my life...got a new hp, got high speed internet, got 100% on my latest bio quiz (on the female sexual reproduction eh!!! *haha*), got a PD day 2moro *yay!!*, gonna b dragged 2 visit aunties (my mum's frenz) during my PD day...*urgh*
*haha* tt's pretty much it on my life...or mayb u would rather lyk 2 hear bout my latest crush??? *haha* nah, i reckon i probably don't even lyk tt guy animore...even though my eyes still continue 2 drift 2wards his direction during art....but tt's beside the point! *haha* i'm trying hard 2 stop lyking him ok...n besides, i don't even noe his name!!! *haha*
oh yeah, n i was gonna complain bout stupid mr h...actualli, the ting is, wen i 1st got him as my math teacher, i tout he was pretty ok, i mean, he's an old guy (hu's probably been teaching since the skool was built...) n i haf a soft spot 4 old men...esp if they're teachers!!! since teachers seem more lyk 2 serve as entertainment 4 kids (2 bully) rather than 2 teach them...BUT this is the ting...h isn't vulnerable, h is mean...he's lyk, so mean he probably deserves the meanest teacher award ever given on this planet!!! so i dun blame kids 4 rolling their eyes @ him (coz i do tt alot too) n toking back @ him...everyone's juz waiting 4 him 2 retire man...so yeah, n noe y? coz he realli picks on pple lyk crazy, n only on those he doesn't lyk, he makes them read the daily bulletin, shout @ them 4 toking (even if they're not), make them sit far away frm their frenz (coz he says they were toking rite?), marks their exams realli strictly (till, marks r taken off 4 the slightest errors), n punish u even if u weren't in the wrong...juz coz he's in a foul mood...n it's lyk, i'm not even one of those whom he picks on n i can dislike him 2 this extent!!! so u can imagine how bad he is...it's obvious 2 mi wen he picks on pple, n i realli kan bu sun yan man...
i noe i've said b4 (quite a long time ago though!) tt i wouldn't critisize teachers animore (4 the sake of their families rite?) but he doesn't even HAF a family!!! (gee i wonder y...i'll b praying hard 4 his kids if he had any aniwaes) he never got married in the 1st place...so mayb he juz wanna gif kids in skool a hard time coz he doesn't haf any of his own 2 torture *bleah*
GO HOME OLD MAN...
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Sunday, November 23, 2003
-6:02:00 p.m.
i'm jealous.
*hi jealous!*
ah-bish!!!!!
in a few hrs, u guyz will b going 4 class reunion while i study 4 my freaking chem test...
neway, wut 2 do bout tt? haf fun u guyz...but i'm still jealous...*haha*
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Monday, November 17, 2003
-6:44:00 p.m.
harlow! had a pretty ordinary birthday yesterday...but was kinda pms-ing though *haha* (as u can tell frm the last few posts...) k, here's a rundown of wut i did:
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went 2 church
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got super embarrassed after the whole sunday skool class sang happy birthday 2 mi
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got pissed off later coz i couldn't find an empty rm 2 play piano wen class was over
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rushed off 4 effie's performance (she was great btw!!! *GO EFFIE!!!!*^^)
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went home 4 a while
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got pissed off again coz we din manage 2 cancel our AOL account...tt woman on the telephone was a major bitch...
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went out again 4 dinner @ this japanese place
so as u can c...*haha* i'm realli quite scary wen i'm pms-ing, coz i can seriously get pissed off @ the slightest tings!!! n seems lyk i've been pms-ing lyk crazy since my mum left (well, she's back aniwae but i'm still lyk tt!!!) so it's been wut, 3 weeks??? ahh...or mayb it's not even pms...mayb i've changed 2 this realli grumpy person tt even i can't control...*freaky!!!* hope tt changes back real soon!!! realli dun lyk this mi...
aniwae, oh yesh! i hafn't gotten 2 the highlight of my birthday day! suz called mi @ nite after i came back frm dinner!!!! ^^ *haha* n guess wut? i juz started crying wen i heard her voice!!! couldn't help it man!! i guess it's coz i was realli touched...din expect it lar! took sum time b4 i cooled down *haha* had a realli great chat...1 1/2 hrs? crazy rite?!! yeah well, was worth it ^^ still, i guess i can't tok too long esp wen it's overseas...n tt made mi realize how much i actualli miss toking on the phone man!!! *sigh* oh well...wut can i do bout tt? but aniwae! juz wanted ta say thnx suz!!!! u made my day ^^ (n 2 all u pple hu wished mi too!!!)
ok lar! i shld get going liaoz...haf a great holiday u guyz! ^^
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
-12:39:00 a.m.
i can't believe i actualli used 2 make up excuses 4 u wen u eat up all my entries w/ stuff lyk, "oh i guess it juz wasn't meant 2 b seen" n "God probably sensored it coz it was too violent n offensive"
wut a big load of crap...
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-12:36:00 a.m.
n this is NOT the 1st time.......wut the shit man!!!!! hellllo?? i was so happy w/ my entry lor!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid technology...i bet it's the cause of all young pple suffering frm high blood pressure
NEXT TIME. i'm gonna write in my dear old PERMERNANT diary where stuff does not disappear in2 thin air as though it has never been written b4....
TAKE TT U IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrrrrrrrrrr....@#$%^&*&^%$#@!
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-12:28:00 a.m.
this sux...i juz wrote a realli realli realli long post juz now but wen i click post & publish, my comp hangs n now it's gone...
I HATE THIS!!!!!
y do u haf 2 do this 2 mi 1st ting on my birthday???????!!!!!!
ok eden, anger only makes u grow older....
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003
-10:54:00 p.m.
yoyo!!! it was rememberance day yesterday so we had a holiday!!!!! *yay!!!* so much 4 mi remembering wwII...*grinzz* oh well...went WEM again *haha!* (lyk where else can i go in the lonesome place rite??? ^^) coz i was juz there on sunday w/ effie 2 watch pirates n i was there again yesterday! (so now i've been branded the WEM tootoot by angus...*bleah*) but aniwae, so this time effie n i went w/ amanda n karen so it's lyk my 1st "going out w/ sumbody" outing here!!!!!! *yay!!!!* so happi!!!! i tink coz i hafn't gone out w/ anibody here rite, i'm lyk paranoid wen pple ask mi 2 go out w/ them...n i'll b so negative n tink tt it won't work out sumhow...but still! glad it all worked out fine! ^^ it was a lil weird though, coz @ 1st i tout it would juz b mi, her n effie rite? turned out wen we reached there, karen was there too...den brian, his brother n sum other guy showed up n finally this gurl hu's amanda's fren n tt gurl's guy fren came along n i was lyk, huh???? suddenly i'm walking w/ this big bunch of pple who i dun even noe...but they were nice lar (@ least i tink so...) *haha*
k! noe wut??? i found the name of the chiobu in pirates!!!!!! it's
Keira Knightley!!!!!!! *yay!* so now i can gush all i want about her!!!!!! so chio!!!!!!!!!!! n she's only 19 i tink...*haha* din noe she was in bend it lyk beckham either...n star wars (though it's a minor role)!!! ehhhhh....she's so pretty so pretty!!! *haha!* n i'm so gonna watch pirates of the carribean 2 wen it cums out *grinz* haf 2 wait 2 more yrs though...oh well! 2 yrs is fast! juz lyk how 2 yrs ago we were all watching the 1st LOTR 2gether!!! oh...n i tink we actualli said tt we were gonna watch all 3 of them 2gether rite? oh well...oi!!! r u guyz still keeping 2 tt???!!! go call up the rest of our pple n get a reunion man!!!! LOTR izz cuming out again soon!!!! *wooooohooooo!!!* HAPPENING!!!! *haha*
oops! got outta topic!!! *haha* but i shall say it again! Keira Knightley izzz so chio!!!!!!!!!!!! pretty pretty!!!!!!! sumbody i can actualli lyk as much as kyoko...*heehee* no, but kyoko's still chioer *haha!* kk aniwae, bye!!!
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Monday, November 10, 2003
-5:03:00 p.m.
harlow! here's another quizzy ting i did *haha!* (aren't u guyz so bored of tt????!!!) but aniwae, got it frm rennie's contribution 2 the bulletin board in friendster *grinz* so it's her fault 4 putting this idea in my head hor! not mine!!!! *heehee* yap! can't believe it though, coz i juz skimmed through all hers n noraishah's ans but i'm making u guyz read mine *haha!* so i bet u're not realli gonna read it but oh well! i tink filling in questionaires gifs pple this sense of imptance!!!*haha!!!* aniwae, here goes!!!
1. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
7:15am on skool days n bout 12pm on non-skool days ^^ nice eh?!
2. IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS
PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
KYOKO FUKADA!!!! ok...or takky...or takuya kimura...or won bin...or orlando bloom *haha!* i tink i'm only supposed 2 put down one rite? but u noe, coz they're famous wut...mite not b able 2 make it so i haf others oso lor ^^ still...my most wanted izz kyoko *haha!*
3. GOLD OR SILVER?
neither...dun realli lyk jewellry!!
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE
CINEMA?
pirates of the carribean!!!!!!! ORLANDO BLOOM........*sigh!*
5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
strawberry on the shortcake! *haha* kyoko n takky rox man!!
6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
cereal mostly! i luff lucky charms!!!!! ^^
7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM
WITH?
effie n my frenz in s'pore
8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
huh? dun tink so...my tongue's kinda short...*haha*
9.WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
nature...n sum pple ^^
10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
yi kwan...i hate it!!! *haha* dun lyk my chinese name...
11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
dunno...depends i guess...but prob the city
12.SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer! dun wanna b frozen again...
13. YUM?
hot soup/instant noodles in winter!!! *ahhhhh....!!*
14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
sweetened *haha* the kind in s'pore u noe? they dun haf it here...so shitty rite??!!!
15. FAVOURITE CAR?
not in2 cars...*haha*
16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?
peanut butter n jelly ^^
17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
j-pop! n normal english pop i guess...trying 2 listen 2 chinese songs nowadays too *haha!*
19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
fako-nanas *haha!* n dao pple
20. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
dun care...
21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW
LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO SPEND ALL?
hu noes????!!!!
22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
wich kind izz pyjamas? i tink i wear them...not the dress kind though
23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
black or brown...i dunno
24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
3 ^^ but only coz my mum's on holiday n she gave mi the mailbox keys 4 the time being *haha!* so impt eh???!!! but usually there's only 2...
25 WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
no where...i'll travel around the world!!! *woohooo!!!*
26. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
is 2 balls counted? n i can't do it beyond 3 throws *haha!*
27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
sat probably! but oso any day besides mon n tues :)
28. RED OR WHITE WINE?
dun lyk wine
29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
erm...O levels? *haha!* so sad rite??!!!
30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
nope...but i would if i get one
31.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
none, textbks counted?? *haha* but i dun read them even...
32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
risk
33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
brio ^^ veri cute!!!
34. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
food smell!!!
35. COMFORT FOOD?
mushrooms!!!!!!!!!!! n hot soup during winter again!!!
36.FAVOURITE SOUND?
piano...i realli realli wanna play now *waaaa!!!* muz get a piano when my dad cums over! *grinz*
37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
i dunno...there's tons of bad feelings, but they all cum 2gether during pms...
38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF
WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
did this b4 liao *haha* can sleep summore or not???
39.FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
arbby's
41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT
OF MONEY,
i'll die of disbelief?
43. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
yap! got this doggy tt my mum gave mi a few mths ago!!!
44. STORMS, COOL OR SCARY?
cool!!! juz love the rain wen i'm @ home!!!!
45. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME,
i would have stayed longer in s'pore...
46. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
yap! it's the same wut...
47. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR,
WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
i alreadi did it rite??? but probably a few pure purple n pink streaks :)
48. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
the floor! i dun haf a bed, i sleep on a mattress that's directly laid on top of the floor ^^ cute eh??!!! i wanted a jappy feeling in my rm *haha!*
ok!!!!!! tt's all!!!!!! sorry 2 waste all ur time 2 read all these but u noe, it makes mi realli happy!!! *haha!* cya!!!
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-12:07:00 a.m.
harlow! this is stupid but ok...i juz watched pirates of the carribean 2dae *haha*
*squads n cover ears to mutiara/edwina/suz's screaming johnny depp!*
but aniwae! ^^ yeah i noe, u guyz muz b going, wut? pirates was showing a thousand yrs ago man!!!! yap, juz tt i din watch it den coz i tout it looked dumb *haha!* but since they're showing the enchore @ the cinema 2dae n it only costs lyk, $3.50 4 the show (coz it's an enchore rite???) i watched it w/ effie!!! *grinz* man, i could haf gotten it 4 $1.75 if i watched it on tues but wutever! *haha* it was damn good leh!!!!!! (surprisingly!!) *haha!* n johnny depp was so gay!!! but he's so super funny i was practically laughin every time his face appeared! ^^
still...i'm stating once again tt
i am still n 4ever will remain true 2 orlando bloom *haha!* yesh!!! he was so cool in the show even!!!! k, so i hated his moustache n his weird hair
BUT!!! orlando bloom is still orlando bloom!!!! ^^
orlando: U'RE SO HOT!!!!!!!!!! AHHHH!!!!! WO HUI YONG YUEN ZHI CHI NI!!!!!!!! *muacks!!!!!*^^
*haha* n i can't believe he lyked tt gurl since he was young!!! so sweeeeeeeeet!!!! coz i tink shy guyz r juz so cute *haha* or mayb even introverted guyz...but they mite b hard 2 figure out...still, tt's wut makes them interesting rite??? *grinz* (tt izz...only if u can get them 2 open up lar...) i seem 2 haf said tt b4...or did i?? *haha!* sixth sense??? *grinz* aniwae...oh yesh, back 2 pirates ^^ the gurl in the show izz a major looker man!!!!! SO CHIO!!!!!!! but i haf no idea wut her real name izz so i can't type it down here...*so wasted!!!* i tink her on-screen name (elizabeth) seems quite becuming on her though! coz she looks lyk an elizabeth!!! *haha*
oh well...i tink, even if the plot was crappy (n it wasn't!) looking @ her face would b enuff *grinz* *haha!* i juz loooooove staring @ chiobus!!!! dunno y...*haha* but i tink i lyk looking @ chiobus not only juz coz they're nice 2 look @ but oso coz, (dunno hu put this in my head lar!) i juz haf this idea tt the more u look @ sumone, u would start 2 look lyk tt person!!!! *haha!* mayb coz sum babies end up tt way tt's y (lyk sum babies look more lyk their maids than their mums man...)!!! *haha* yap! so i tink tt shld pretty much explain all my posters n pictures of kyoko fukada in my room *haha!* sum pple c mi so crazy bout her hor...they tink i'm les lor...*haha!* but can i help it if i lyk admiring good artwork made by God???? *muaahhahahaha!!!* ^^
ok, i tink i'm getting a lil too hyper over here *haha!* shld get going...besides, it's past 12am n i've got skool 2moro! (or shld i say, l8r??? *grin*) aniwae, cya pple!!! ^^
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Thursday, November 06, 2003
-5:01:00 p.m.
*heehee* i noe i say tt but i'm doing it myself!! aniwae, juz came back frm friendster again...got lost!!! *haha* coz i started clicking on all the people tt i sort of know (or heard of @ least!) n ended up in sum ij sec 3 gurls bunch...wah lao, they're all praising each other lyk siao lor! am i missing sth??? *haha* but it does makes mi wonder if they're realli exaggerating a bit too much, pple sweet 2 their frenz izz normal, but pple being sweet 2 pple whom they dunno r those hu realli counts...but oh well!!! all of a sudden tout of a lota stuff tt's all! *haha* nvm *grin*
(it's juz tt i feel lyk my life izz so unhappening wen i read all their stuff)
still! i feel tt my life izz simple n it's not all tt bad 2 haf a simple life *haha* coz tings r less complicated...*ahhhhh...!*
*haha* but a simple life leads 2 a simple mind so i dun get most of the tings pple r saying now *grinz* i'm
confused. rite clare? *heehee*
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Monday, November 03, 2003
-5:02:00 p.m.
ahhhh...juz joined friendster, so confusing!!!!! n wut's up w/ all the errors w/ page thing???!!! i had 2 reload lyk a gazillion times man...*whew*
*haha* how cum nobody izz updating their blogs these days??!!!!!
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