rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Sunday, June 27, 2004
-11:02:00 p.m.
hmm...den i juz realized tt wen i start my summer break, u guyz get back 2 skool straight away n start UR exams...*ARGH!* this timing sux lyk hell!!! we'll never get it rite 2gether lyk this!!! ok...cept 4 x'mas tt is...but c! wen u guyz r free, i'm busy; den wen I'M free, U'RE busy...*SOB*...
WHY CAN'T WE JUZ SHARE OUR JOYS N SUFFERINGS
2GETHER???!!!! lyk the past???!!! (*lol* ok tt sounded damn cheesy...*hee*) but *sigh*
oh yeah, n christy, ken n david all left alreadi...i felt a lil empty on sat nite coz of tt...*hee* but oh wells...i guess they'll b back...^.^
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-10:39:00 p.m.
SUMMER. IS. HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!
*yay!!!* lyk finally man! *phew!* those sickenin diplomas r over n noe wut? i realized i'll NEVER haf 2 touch bio ANYMORE in my whole entire life!!!! *WHEEEEEE!!!!!* tinking of tt juz makes mi SOOOOOO happy!!!! *lol*
it was juz lyk chinese u noe? *haha!* i can only fully enjoy life wen i dun haf 2 study it ^.^ chinese is lyk this major hinderance 2 mi achieving complete happiness!!! *haha* okok i'm kidding!!! though seriously, i do regret a lil not realli putting all tt i've learnt 2 heart b4 coz my chinese sux 2 the core now!!! (ok, i was never good but still...) *hee* i din realli care last time but now,
WHERE'S MY CHINESE WHEN I NEED IT 2 SING K?????????
*lol!* i suck!!!!!!! i'm serious!!! coz i can't read the lyrics fast enuff, i sing so slow n keep pronouncing the words wrongly!!! (it's worse wen i haf 2 read them fast in cantonese!!! ^.^) n i bet even if it were simplified chinese instead of the traditional characters, i would b juz as bad >.< coz, ok fine, i juz suck *LOL*
but it was fun though! singing k!!! *gringrin* a lil different frm wut i expected but still! so exciting!!!!!!!!!! *haha!* now i get why most hk pple sing so naturally...lyk all my hk frenz either sing 2 themselves wen they're bored or i dunno, they're juz not shy wen it cums 2 singing la! *hee* i guess it's probably juz mi though, coz i'm damn shy 2 sing in front of pple...i mean, last time suz n tiara weren't lyk tt! but i tink i'm juz pretty surprised tt all hk pple r so "unshy" bout it! *lol* still...2 tink bout it, it does make sense rite? i mean, wen u grow up in a culture where karaoke's sucha popular form of entertainment, u'll shed all forms of shyness 2 sing in front of ur frenz *hee* u get loads of practice!!! so all i need now is practice too!!! *yay!!!*
SO JUZ GO SING K MORE OFTEN! ^.^"
hey but i DO need the practice now more than ever!!! coz i got in2 worship team 4 next yr!!! *lol!* it's great though coz i'm in the same team as effie, manda, cici n clara ^.^ i c how la, mite not necessarily do vocals, probably do piano or drums (IF we get a drum set!!! *WOOHOO!* n wen we do, we're so gonna ROCK!! *grinz*) but yes! i'm so excited!!!! i'm gonna improve on my drumming skills during the summer too...cept i dun haf a drum set...so i realli wanna sneak in2 church once in a while 2 practice!!! *hee* okok i'm getting too carried away w/ my plans! *haha!* but this is gonna b a great summer! i can juz tell!!!!! ^.^ *woohoo!!!!* i'm gonna b a changed person man...*lol!*
oh n another ting, i'm praying REALLI hard i'll get the job @ carlton cards!!! hey u guyz pray 4 mi too ok??? thnx!! ^.^
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
-11:52:00 a.m.
i'm in the
LOVE ME YUKI fanclub!!! *grinz* wait, i think there's an official name 4 it..."Princess"?? wutever *lol* GO YuKi!!!! I LOVE YuKi!!!! *haha!* yeah, this is the result of lettin mi watch FRUITS BASKET in the middle of my exams!!! man i'm hooked *lol* (btw, i'm playin the FRUITS BASKET opening theme!!! dun turn down the volume ok...it's sucha cute song!!!! ^.^)
YUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKIYUKI
ok, now wut was i gonna get back 2 doing again? oh yes...*hee* i'm taking my chemistry diploma in an hr! *lol!* can't b bothered 2 do practice questions ^^ i've read my notes twice alreadi ok!!! wish mi luck!!! can't wait 4 2moro 2 cum wen my exam's gonna b finally OVER!!! *woohoooo!*
it's tiring ok...spreading my finals over a period of 3 weeks! but aniwaes, hey thnx 2 all of u hu helped mi thru "that"! even though u mite not even noe wut "that" is *haha!* (^.^)
so yup, i'm goin back 2 study again! (or not...*hee*)
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
-2:17:00 p.m.
i haf no idea y...but i'm feeling damn depressed again...*sigh*
actualli, no, i do noe y...man i'm gonna drive myself nuts one day...i mean, it's always been this way all my life, i dun tink anything's changin...coz i am still mi...except i dunno hu i was animore...
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
-4:42:00 p.m.
wut's w/ mi? i juz splitted up my 1 long post in2 3 shorter ones *haha!* i tink it makes it look less intimidating!!! plus, they're all kinda different tings so...PARAPHRASING!!!! *grinz* meg low'll b so proud of mi *lol!*
anihow, c!!! tt's wut u get 4 getting mi all hyped up in the middle of the exams!!! *lol!* now i can't wait 4 the exams 2 finish so i can go out next fri!!!!!!!!! i can't believe my last exam is realli gonna b on the last day of skool...tt sux man!!!! lyk other pple i noe finish on wednesday n everything...but nvm la! christy n carol's finishing it on the same day too so ^^ we're gonna sing K n go watch movie *YAYAYAYAY!!!* so exciting!!! juz tt christy's goin back the day after n ken n david's goin on sunday :( i'll miss all of them so much in the summer!!!! but i've alreadi made a list of wut i'm doing in the summer so i won't b too unproductive!!! *lol!*
1.
wOrk!!! *hee* cici made mi an offer 2 work in her dad's restaurant so i'm seriously considering it *grinz* except effie wanna work as a waitress too n my dad's more slanted 2wards giving the job 2 her...so we'll juz c how we'll work it out...@ most i'll let her do it n try finding work in kalm's or hallmark or sth!!!
2.
wOrk Out lyk cRazy!!!! *YES!!!* i'm gonna b transformed after the summer *lol* i'll work out @ least 3 times a week, burn off 300+ calories each time, play tons of badminton n basketball so i'll b more pro!!! *MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!* gotta get fit in time 4 uni now!!! ^^
3.
gO shOpping!!! *wooHOOO!!!!* 4 sure *hee* wen i work n get tons of $$, i can shop n spend it all w/out feelin guilty!!! *yay!* n change my wardrobe 4 uni too, i'll get tons of new clothes n stuff..swEEt!!!
4. eh...wut else...oh yes!
learn jap!!! daddy's gonna teach mi jap in advance of my uni course so i wouldn't b suffering too much in uni *hee* GO JAP!!!! i'm gonna b so good @ it i'll go n live japan in the future!!! *hahaha!* effie n i haf alreadi planned it liao!! we'll live in japan 2gether by ourselves ^^ effie's gonna dance there n mi, well...i'll tink of sth 2 do there! *lol!* i'll make myself useful somehow rite? *haha!*
5. hmm...last one...
gO vancOuver!!!!!! this one, i'm crossin my fingers lyk crazy tt i can do it *haha!* coz my parents r still not sure bout it yet...but i realli wanna go!!! it'll b so fun!!! i love vancOuver esp wen it's summer!!! gotta get outta this rotten place once in a while u noe...*hee*
ok i tink tt's about my plan this summer...*hee* so i'm out 4 now...cya!!! ^^
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-4:41:00 p.m.
so. in the midst of my exams, i went 2 WEM 4 the whole day yesterday!!! *lol* rite after my calculus exam, i was there till 10 plus @ nite...*hee* it was pretty fun, 1st met cici 2 buy a birthday present 4 joel..n guess wut i bought??? BERMS!!! i still can't believe i bought a 30bucks present 4 sumone i dun noe tt well...*hee* but tt's not the craziest one alreadi, i bought a close to 50bucks present 4 christy's birthday the last time...must b sth bout this place tt makes mi wanna spend loads of $$!!! *lol!* but aniwaes! we spent over 2hrs figuring wut 2 buy 4 him coz we simply can't picture him in any of the clothes we were looking @!!! plus, it's the 1st time i'm buying a present 4 a guy (cept 4 my dad tt is...) so i'm pretty clueless bout all these!!! but i lyked the berms i bought 4 him so yes! *haha!* it's all good...*grinz* i'm glad i decided 2 go shopping w/ cici in the afternoon coz i got 2 noe her so much better!!! coz ok, b4 we were frenz but we dun tok THAT much? so it's cool spending an afternoon w/ her...she's realli nice n easy-going n everything ^^
den wen everyone else came, we did the usual stuff again,
REDS, pool, dinner, movie...it was fun n we watched harry potter in IMAX!!! man it's crazy coz it costs 16 bucks but den, it was worth it!!! except 4 my neck tt is...i was so sore after watching the movie *lol!* but i was actualli pretty reluctant 2 watch it @ 1st coz i was gonna watch it w/ christy n carol rite? but joel wanted 2 watch it, n it's all joel's say coz it's his birthday so i gave in *hee* (*awww!!!* aren't i so nice???!!! ^^) but i'll juz watch it again coz it's freakin good!!! *haha!* i'm serious!!! i lyked this one the best of all the 3 tt came out ^^ i dunno, coz i was realli confused by the middle of the movie but den it all came 2gether in the end *hee!* N I LOVE TT GOING-BACK-IN-TIME THING!!!!! man it's damn cool...i so want it!! *lol* the last part of the movie was juz simply awesome...so all u pple!!! GO WATCH IT!!!! *haha!*
oh yeah n *lol!* man i can't believe this, are guyz realli all so naturally..."protective" over girls goin home @ nite? *haha!* it's juz so fatherly-figure-ish!!! coz wen effie n i had 2 bus home (n it was only the 2 of us coz brian drove n he's fetching joel home rite?) they got kinda paranoid saying how it's so late @ nite it's not safe 4 2 girls 2 go home alone n everything *lol* i mean, yeah so it's 10 plus @ nite but the sky was still so bright!!! it looked lyk it was 5 plus so realli, it wasn't a big deal...coz it's not lyk dark or anyting rite? but still, they waited w/ us till the bus came b4 they drove off...i mean, it was nice of them but it made mi feel realli, erm, paiseh? *haha!* lyk, it's ok, i can take care of myself, u guyz can go now u noe? *hee* n last time david said the same ting 2 us too so it made mi wonder *lol* they're even more scared than my dad!!! my gosh...*haha!*
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-3:19:00 p.m.
heyhey!!! ^^ wah juz realized it's been quite long since i last updated *hee* but c! tt goes 2 show i hafn't been wasting my time online instead of studying 4 my diplomas!!!! *lol!* yeah rite! *haha!* i still came online daily juz tt i din update only!!! *haha!*
9 diplomas, 5 down 4 more 2 go!!!!
*woohoo!!!* i'm almost there ^^ just 4 more days...i've got monday off too coz it's the german exams so i've been feeling damn laxed *haha!* actualli, i've been pretty laxed bout this whole diploma ting this semester, except 4 my english (coz my course mark's so freakin low...) n bio! lyk hello?
I TOTALLY FRIED MY BIO PART A!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i'm pretty screwed 4 bio...but it's not my fault!!! next time i'm not gonna listen 2 animore "inside scopes" of wut's gonna cum out!!! *lol* coz everyone was lyk, no population's not gonna cum out n guess wut came out???? u got it: POPULATION!!!! oh well...*haha!* but den again, since i was doing selective studying 4 bio, i was gonna skip population aniwaes so i can't blame them la!!! *hee* i wasn't able 2 finish the exam though...left out about 7 marks in total but HU CARES ABOUT BIO!!!!!!! i'm not gonna use it 4 uni la so...^^
hmm den 4 the rest of the ones i did...i'm only confident bout my chem n calculus, i'm kinda scared bout my english n social...coz i felt lyk i was crapping too much irrelevant stuff!!! ah...but it's all over, not gonna brood over it...*hee*
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
-3:30:00 p.m.
hmm...i feel lyk blogging but i haf nothing much 2 say *haha!* my life's been pretty unhappening these days except 4 my diplomas wich r cuming up...so tt kinda explains y i've haf been crazily stressed up n not doing much bout it *heehee* my english grades r falling lyk crazy, i'm serious!!! coz my last presentation 4 the wars gave mi a zero...wich pulled my average down by 5% n the recent tests tt she gave us weren't tt pretty either so...*sigh* oh wells...i dun realli care bout my marks usually but i can't let english pull everything down rite???!?!?! it's juz kinda sad looking @ a 70 grade 4 english if u noe wut i mean *hee*
aniwaes!!! decided 2 post this crappy pic *haha!* this is our ainlay composite tt's on the ainlay wall now!!! *YAY!!!* I'M FAMOUS!!!!!!! *LOL!* try spoting mi!!!! *grinz* or shld i put a red circle round my face?? *haha* it's lyk tt book u noe, where u try 2 spot tt guy...wut's his name??? wallus? walter?? gawd i haf no idea *haha!* okok *grinz* i dun tink i can find myself either ^^
there u go!!!!!!!! TT'S MI!!!! did u get it rite??? *lol* nah it's ok *haha* no prize la! i had 2 use the computer close up 2 find myself...*heehee* so it's nothing much 2 boast about!!! *LOL*
hmm...how bout this one??? i tried taking a picture of tt poster close up but den my hand started shaking!!! *haha!* not veri good quality i admit!!! but it shld b much easier 2 spot mi rite??? dun ask mi y i'm all the way up there...coz hey i'm a
CHAN wut!!!! *grinz* GO CHAN-ys!!!!!!!! we rock the world!!!! *hahahahahaha!*
NA!!! dun tell mi u can't c mi!!! *haha!* last one la!!! juz had 2 make sure u can find mi *hahahahhaa!* gosh i'm feeling really corny 2dae *grinz*
but den my head so big rite??? *haha* it's lyk, esp wen the 2 PEOPLE (*grinz* CAROL!!!!!) next 2 mi r so small-headed *LOL!!!* but den real life it's not lyk tt wut...mayb it's coz they naturally haf big heads tt's y they muz take the pic in a way 2 make their heads look small *MUAHAHAHAHAHA!* ok i'm so evil *gringrin* aniwaes tt's all 4 now la!!! had my dose of being crappy 2dae...back 2 studying 4 chem exam 2moro!!! ^^ chao!!!
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Monday, June 07, 2004
-6:18:00 p.m.
i need a break...
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