rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Saturday, February 01, 2003
-11:47:00 p.m.
hi again! i was soooooooo pissed juz now coz ma computer hung (AGAIN!!!!!) rite after i clicked on d post button! so i tout wuteva i typed got lost wif it coz i had 2 restart d damn ting....man! i juz wish we had a new computer!!!!! i mean, it happened soooooo mani times! yar so i was on d verge of breakin down coz i felt as though i couldn't even type ma feelins in peace!!!! den ma dad called wen d computer was restarting...i felt so bad coz i was in such a bad mood i din even tok 2 him properly...lyk he was tokin n i juz went "...yar...ok..." tt kinda ting...i feel so shitty!!! but of coz...ma dad's ma dad...he made mi feel so much better coz he was consolin mi!!!! :) *i luff u daddie!!!!!!!* yap...den wen i went online again, i realised tt it was posted!!! as in blogger proccessed it even though ma computer hung!!! *YAY!!!* yeah, so now everyone can c ma "proclaim" of ma luff 4 legolas! *grinz!* but seriously...i miss ma daddie so much now tt he's gone...sigh...how long will it b b4 i can c him again???? oh yar, 2 all cjc pple if u read tiz: take care of ma daddie ok? make sure he doesn't get bullied!!! (erm...he's mr chan...lyk duh...eden chan...mr chan...) yap!
oh yar...noe u guyz gonna haf a hard time readin so much of ma rubbish...but oh well...it's MA blog eniwaes!!! yap...all of a sudden i juz kinda remembered tiz time in s'pore...i was sorta fightin wif jasmine (coz of tt harry potter movie)...n it was SUCH a BAD dae...i was feelin damn lousy...sorta lyk d wae i felt juz now...u noe, lyk u can't turn 2 anibody? (lyk even ma computer failed mi...) yar...den yan was there wif mi though it was after her exam n she was tired...yap...i noe i was realli anti tt dae...but she realli made it much better!!!
yan: THANX!!!
yap...but still, i was in quite a foul mood 4 d rest of d nite...den i was on d verge of breakin down again (coz i called jasmine 2 sorta "sort things out" but i kinda made tings worse) den, clare called mi :) dunno how 2 sae...it was such a relief...i realli wanted 2 tok 2 her after goin thru tt gross dae...dunno y oso...but wuteva it izz...tt call she made realli made mi feel so much happier...yar so in case u read tiz clare (though i dun tink u will)...juz wanna sae...i realli appreciated it...i noe it's been SUCH a long time since den n u guyz mite not even remember it...but it juz occured 2 mi n i wanna thank u 4 it!!! haha!! i feel so wierd sayin tiz kinda stuff! lyk as if i'm dyin or sth! choi!!!!!!!!!!! ok lar...shld go now...chao!
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