rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
-11:33:00 p.m.
Hey!!! I noe, it�s so rare of mi nowadays 2 even post 1 entry a day, least of all 2!!! *heehee* but coz I juz came back frm the park n I felt lyk telling u guyz all bout it :� *heehee* wut�s so interesting bout a park u say? No lar, it�s really sth different frm wut I�ve been doing 4 the past few mths�lyk I was doing all the routine stuff, n juz goin out 2 the malls once a week�u noe, nothing much�stoning around n rotting my butt off!!! Really, I�ve been really dead�lyk since the prelims started aniwaes�but tt�s beside the point!!! :� well aniwae, I actually felt alive 2dae! K, let mi start over�*haha* I went 2 the park coz I din haf 2 go 2 skool 2moro (I�m not taking any of the exams 2moro) n my exam on fri izz juz math so I guess I felt kinda slack n dun feel lyk doing anything�yar, den happened tt effie wanted 2 go c Joanna play soccer (it�s sum neighbourhood ting tt kids can join�I noe! So fun rite???? Man I�m so envious!!!!) so I juz tagged along since I din wanna stay home alone studying math! *hee* yap, so we went there w/ jon-jon, Joanna n baby, den while Joanna played, jon-jon, baby, effie n mi went 2 the playground next 2 it :) jon started playing swings n all n he asked mi 2 push him so I helped him, den there were 3 other swings next 2 him n there was tiz 2 gurls bout 7 n tiz boy bout 6�so they all started toking a lil 2 jon, n they asked mi 2 push them too� in d end, I ended up pushing all the kids @ the swings!!!!! Even wen jon-jon went off 2 play slides, I stayed there n continued pushing the kids @ the swings, lyk sum left n others came n I pushed 4 them too!!! *haha!* yar, it was so nice 2 c them so happy, squealing n all n hafing fun!!! I juz felt so happy! I din haf 2 tink bout anything, bout how my life izz or wut pple tink of mi, lyk I could juz let go of everything, all I could tink of was pushing the kids on the swings n feeling so joyful c-ing them haf fun :) *grin* it was juz so nice!!!!! Sum kids would juz come along, c mi pushing the other kids, n they�ll ask mi 2 help them too�den there was tiz gurl (she said she was 4), she was really shy but I could tell she wanted 2 get a push too coz she wasn�t swinging much n she kept looking @ us, so den I asked her if she wanted a push n she said yes n I pushed her�her face was lyk, pure joy man�! It�s lyk, it takes so little 2 make these kids happy!!! I guess as we all grow older, we tend 2 b more �picky� n needs lotza stuff 2 make us happy�but we shld juz go back 2 being �simple� n life could b much more happier!!! Easier said than done though! :� but I juz felt lyk�I dunno, it�s nice 2 b able 2 not tink of anything once in a while u noe? Lyk we make life too complicated�I mean, we could swing on a swing or sit by the beach watching the waves n tt would b enriching enuff 4 our souls, really! all u gotta do izz release everything on ur mind n dun tink of anything in particular n u�ll suddenly realize tt life is juz so beautiful�:) *heehee* I sound lyk a philosopher huh? *grinz* it�s juz wut I feel lar�:) well so yar, juz tout tt I�ll share it w/ u guyz ^^
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