rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, August 14, 2003
-11:57:00 p.m.
yo~
had cramps 2dae n it almost killed mi...so tough...it's lyk, wen u're having it, u feel lyk doing ANYTHING juz 2 lessen the pain rite? i came up w/ a list of stuff tt came 2 my mind during it tt i felt lyk doing *haha* wu liao lar :)
1. punch pple/floor/walls
2. bite the blankets
3. scream my head off (wich i did)
4. take lots of sleeping pills
5. tear off all my clothes
6. chop my tummy off
7. jump in2 a pot of boiling water
8. faint
9. anything tt will make mi unconscious (banging my head on the wall etc.)
10. go in2 my stomach(i dun tink it's my stomach but wutever) n yank the entire uterus lining off (sorry 4 being gross!!! but i dun tink any guy will read this so yar)
*haha* yar...i tink tt came 2 mi...but seriously, i would do
ANYTHING 2 make mi unconscious/fall asleep!!! it hurts so bad *sob* i wish gurls never had such tings...:(
n imagine. giving birth izz
10 times worse than cramps........
wut the hell...y muz i end up being a gurl?!?!!?!??!?!?!?!?! wouldn't being a guy make everything so much simplier???
but no i'm not thinking of a sex change
n no i'm not thinking of going crooked either
i guess there r sum things in life tt u juz haf 2 accept...whether grudgingly or willingly...so i guess it's better 2 do it willingly huh? makes our life happier juz by changing our mindset~ *haha* easier said than done :)
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