rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, October 07, 2003
-4:26:00 p.m.
i was in a major bad mood 2dae...no idea y, n it only started after lunch...so thank goodness not many pple get 2 c my humongous (dunno how 2 spell tt...) chao da face *haha* aniwae, i felt kinda bad...i realli shld gai diao (change) my this kind of xiao hai zi pi qi (kid's temper), lyk one moment i'll b fine n then
wham! everything's different n i'll feel so pissed n sad...i've been lyk this 4ever (i'm sure most of u will remember my moodswings during sec 4...!), n most of the time, i dun even haf a clue
Y?!!! tt's the worse part...n it's lyk, i dun tink i can afford 2 haf so many moodswings here if i wanna make frenz w/ pple...i mean, hu would wanna b frenz w/ sumone hu pulls a long face all the time?? not mi @ least!!!
it's tough...i want 2 b myself, n i want pple 2 accept mi 4 hu i am...but they haf 2 noe mi b4 tt happens, so if i'm so boring/pissed off most of the time, we wouldn't even start being frenz coz they'll b lyk, stay away frm her man...u get mi? @ the same time, i realized tt i realli hafn't been myself lately...dunno how 2 say lar...juz tt i'm not the person i am, i say stuff tt's super weird or super mean 2 pple whom i'm tryin 2 get 2 noe better n tt's juz not mi! sumhow i juz dun think b4 i say sth...well i never did but the words never came out this way...while @ other times, i'll juz keep quiet n i mean, seriously dead quiet n not speak
@ all, mayb i feel safer not toking coz hu noes wut i'll end up saying? or mayb it's juz coz i zoned out during such times...
either way, i realli need 2 learn how 2 make frenz...it's been too long...
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