rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Friday, January 23, 2004
-12:18:00 p.m.
ok! i'm trying tt music ting 2dae...JUZ this once n i'll take it off *haha* coz i love this song lyk crazy *heehee*
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
-4:10:00 p.m.
*hahaz* back frm popular demand? *grinz* juz tout of postin 'em aniwaes! nothing interesting...cept i ended up takin loads of pictures
outside my skool instead coz the sky was damn nice *haha!!!* i felt so free after i went outside the skool 2 take the pics! it was lyk this huge wave of freedom washin over mi *haha!* aniwaes! shalln't (*hee*) yadder no more...cya n wish mi luck in my diplomas! *smuax!*
the hallway frm my locker!
this one too ^^ (my locker's @ this corner...)
juz tout i'll show u all tt sign outside my skool *haha* c the snow?
n...i haf no idea y i took this one! *hahahahahaa!*
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Friday, January 16, 2004
-5:50:00 p.m.
*heeheez* copied tiara n used haloscan instead [dun mind mi gurl!!! i'm a major copycatter *grinz*] but i realli couldn't stand klinkfamily not working manz...gets on my nerves lyk crazy [yeah u noe how lil tings lyk tt do!!! *haha!*] n btw! mutiara: i
LOVE ur new template!!!!! damn nice even 4 a non-fan of good charlotte ^^ *heehee*
u noe how it's weird tt both tiara n neha r gettin in2 uni alreadi...ok, so natalia's alreadi in uni but still! not very used 2 the idea...it's lyk, all happenin damn fast man...i tout we were juz secondary kids a while ago???!!! but anyway...i hope u guyz will b able 2 fit in2 uni, start a new life n make tons of new frenz! @ least u'll b much better than mi i'm sure! ;) there! u guyz will cum back w/ an accent MUCH stronger than mine so clara won't juz b buggin mi alone w/ her "aye-den chair-n" next time i c her *grinz* luff ya gurls...n dun 4get tt U ROCK!!!!! ^^
speakin of neha, i read her blog [link frm tiara again!!! *grinz* thnx 4 show9 mi all these stuff gurl!!! *haha*] n
i can't believe she can drive alreadi!!!!!! k, can i ever b more failure-ish than wut i am now???!?!!?! of coz, u can take in2 account tt australia doesn't haf snowy n icey roads lyk how edmonton does 3/4 of the yr *heehee* but tt's juz my excuse lar! i guess i'll try again soon...*haha*
*whistles*
if u can learn 2 do it, i can learn 2 do it! [tt's frm anatasia...] *heehee* k, yeah i can't whistle 4 nuts :?
anyway...*YAY!* it's the weekend again!!!!! i'm crappin ard alot when i blog these days huh? *teehee!* oh well...hey! did i mention tt i've been revolutionized??? (if there's sucha ting!) mi n mi daddy were toking yesterday n he gave mi a revolutionary tout bout my life *haha* actualli...i tout of it b4 but i tink it juz sounds more emphasized wen sumone else says it 2 mi than wen i write it in my diary! so i'm feelin so happy 2dae coz
I'VE BEEN REVOLUTIONIZED baby!!! had a pretty nice day @ skool...sat w/ lydia n jill during lunch, but it was a lil weird though...couldn't catch wth they're toking bout most of the time...n i realli do feel tt sumtimes it's nice 2 be alone during lunch...once in a while @ least! i'm not sayin i LIKE being alone, all i'm saying iz...i dun mind it as much as i do b4! u noe...look9 @ tings frm a different perspective? i can continue making frenz n gettin 2 noe pple, but i dun haf 2 feel bad bout being alone most of the time...coz, all i haf 2 do izz not put so much importance on tt *grinz* DING-DING-DING!!!! yeap! i finally got it thnx 2 my daddy ^^ *heehee* (n u can all thank him 4 sparing u frm my whine-ings...! *grinz*)
but then again...i tink i haf sumting else 2 whine about 2dae!!!! *heehee* (oi! dun jeer mi leh!!!) this semester's ending n i'm soooooooo sad!!! :( k, c tt? it's a sad face :( n i'm sad :( i dun wanna go 2 another class n leave my math n physics class! i love the pple in my math n physics class!!! *boohoo* esp my math class...coz the guyz there r sooooooo funny n i get 2 tok 2 angus n steven everyday!!! angus izz lyk, the nicest n crappiest fren i haf here man, even if we're not tt close...we'll never get 2 b better frenz since we're not gonna b in the same class animore!!! *wail* :( so sad.............:( wut am i gonna do in math 31 w/out him??? i'll b the only smart person in class! *heehee* jk! let's juz hope he can diao outta hignell's class (yeah he's gonna get hignell again!!!!! *haha!* izn't tt hilarious???) in2 my class next sem *cross fingers*
kk...i tink this izz long enuff, n u guyz muz b bored 2 tears *teehee* so i'll cya...n CIAO~!!!
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Wednesday, January 14, 2004
-4:50:00 p.m.
i was so scared i almost died yesterday...*haha* yeah, i dun tink i was ever so freaked in my whole life...only ting is, tinking back it doesn't seem lyk sucha big deal...n nobody i told it 2 seem 2 tink so @ least! *haha* k, basically this is wut happened:
my daddy n i were drivin back frm canadian tire along 111 st n we stopped @ this red light...den the engine died rite there n then! it was lyk, we couldn't get it 2 start again n there wasn't even electricity 2 put on the alert lights 2 tell the cars behind us tt we were stuck, the car was lyk, totally dead! plus, we were right in the middle of the road in the fastest lane!!!! so we were lyk this car right in the middle of the road not moving...n we were so scared the cars behind were gonna crash in2 us...tons of them were honkin n givin us funny looks as though we were doing it on purpose *haha* coz we were phoning pple 2 ask them 4 help so it kinda looked as though we stopped in the middle of the road 2 speak on the phone! *haha!* but anyway, we couldn't do anything bout it except 2 wait 4 my uncle 2 cum help us jump-start the engine again...so we juz sat in the car w/ tons of cars zoomin ard us feeling super embarrrassed n not knowing wut 2 do...coz usually cars tt ghana get pushed 2 the shoulder of the road b4 getting help, but ours had no shoulder coz it was on a bridge, n we couldn't push the car anyway...i mean, w/ all the crazy cars zooming frm behind? i dun tink so!!! yap...so we waited in the car 4 lyk...an hr? n we caused this looooooooong traffic jam frm behind *haha* until my uncle came 2 our rescue (obviously goin thru tt long line of traffic jam tt we caused) he took 1/2 hr 2 cum coz there was another traffic jam frm where he came...*haha* but oh well...@ least now it's ok, i'm safe, i'm not dead! but i was damn tramatized @ 1st man! *haha*
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Monday, January 12, 2004
-5:15:00 p.m.
TA-DA!!!!!! there u go, here's 4 pics of my skool!! well ok, u wouldn't exactly call juz these my
skool *haha!* but u noe...the camera battery went flat n everything so i wasn't able 2 take more *haha!* but k, i'm re-charing the camera battery now...so if i'm brave enuff again 2moro...^^
those were both taken in my math class (tt's my 1st block so camera was still ok!!!)...took them frm my seat juz wen the bell was about 2 go *haha*
stupid steven...blocking all the view...*haha!* (yeah tt's the guy in blue)
n...PRESENTING MY LOCKER!!!!!!!!!!! my dear chiobu locker...so pretty rite??? ^^ got pictures of kyoko, u guyz n sum other rubbish pasted up there on the side *haha*
there! c my monkey bag???? bought it 4 10 bucks in tt tooney shop @ J8 in s'pore!!! ^^ *heeheez* n there's all the crazy books we use in skool...cept tt they stay IN my locker n never get a ride in my monkey bag! *haha!*hey i take good care of my bag ok! (tt iz...by not putt9 books in it *hahaha!*)
the end!!! ^^ oh yeah...hey clare! wut r those black stuff in the grass in tt picture u haf in ur blog? (oi!!!! n y so long never update??!?!?!!!??!) suzanne u oso!!!! *ah-bish!!!*
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Sunday, January 11, 2004
-12:17:00 a.m.
i had SUCHA nice time sleeping till 11:45am this morning!!!!! *grinz!* HAPPPPPPY DAY!!! *haha* (yeah i get easily satisfied w/ stuff lyk sleeping *heehee!* ^^) wish there were more days lyk tt...if only skool starts in the afternoons! oh well...i tink i can get enuff doses of tt once i get in2 Uni *sCaRY!!!* oh yeah! did i mention tt i've finally decided wut i'm gonna take??? *yay!!!* @ least now i finally haf an answer 2 everyone hu asks mi tt *haha* den they won't b able 2 bug mi w/ all their "WHAT!!! u hafn't decided yet???? it's only 1/2 yr away!!!" n everything ^^
*heez* juz realized i hafn't even told u wut i'm gonna take...it's
mathematics n finance *hahaha!!!* i noe i noe, it's lyk, so completely nerdy n unfun compared 2 all the stuff u guyz r taking! i visualized myself taking sth arty too...or mayb psychology or sth, i mean, all those stuff sound so much cooler rite? rather than sayin, "oh yeah, i'm an accountant now...yeap! look @ mi, the typical nerd job!" wen i meet u guyz again! (*hahahaha!* no i shld b lyk, "i'm a farmer!!!" *hahaha!* RE: mrs lee geog elec gurls!!!) oh well! but wen i went thru the Uni stuff w/ my dad (the difference btw my dad n my mum izz tt: my dad actualli does the stuff he says we'll do...*hahaZ*) i guess i decided i'll rather study math than bio (since u gotta take tt in psycho...), i mean, i could always take sum psycho subjects but not major in tt...but math izz sth i can do i guess, n i actualli kinda lyk it! (*haha!* stop "nerd"-ing mi alreadi!!!) plus...if i realli were 2 do sth arty instead...i'm realli scared i'll run outta inspiration sum day...tt's lyk, my worsest nightmare man...i'll DIE, i'm serious! so i guess i'll haf alota pressure if i had 2 work all day tryin 2 squeeze sum creative juices outta my brain *haha!* so math n finance it will b!!! ^^
k...n sth else...n it's totally unrelated 2 uni!!! *haha!* i realized tt all the guyz tt i've ever lyked...all kinda reminds mi of nel in one way or another...n tt's creepy!!! coz i tout i was way over him looooooong time ago!!! i dun wanna find out @ the end of the day tt i actualli still lyk him!!! but i dun tink so lar...n inae said it's juz coz he's the kind of guy i lyk...so i go 4 those kinda qualities, hmm...probably! *haha* no, it was juz scary coz i was tinking bout it tt day wen i realized tt n i'm lyk...nooooooo, i can't believe his impact on mi izz so huge...so mayb it's a 1st crush thing *yuck* *haha* but wutever...
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Thursday, January 08, 2004
-4:05:00 p.m.
oh yesh! n i saw him yesterday on my way 2 skool *grinz* too bad his skool starts l8r than ours...n end earlier!!! so yeah, i was late 4 skool *haha* oh well...it's alreadi a bonus his skool's rite beside mine...though he would haf gotten in2
MY skool if it wasn't 4 tt stupid alberta learning shit
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-4:02:00 p.m.
mi gonna take pictures of my skool soon so tt i can post 'em up here ^^ try 2 contain ur bubbles of excitement everyone!!!
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004
-5:31:00 p.m.
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YES!!! i finally found a way 2 post pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eden: u're so smart!!!!!! *grinz* aniwaez...k skool started again *bleah* i tink i'm still in a major holiday mood so i'm not used 2 skool...n it's freakin cold out there, lyk -25 degree's the norm? GEEZ!!! they're inhuman 2 b sendin kids 2 skool in sucha weather man...i shld sue them or sth, 4 making mi freeze twice daily >.< but actualli...i tink parents r allowed 2 let their kids stay @ home if it's below -20...as if my parents will let mi do tt!!! so it's still back 2 mi walking 10 minutes 2 skool n back daily in a freezer tt's colder than a freezer u haf @ home :( hey! i wonder if i can survive in a freezer?!!! i mean, it could only b -10 degrees in there @ most!!! *heehee* all i need izz the jackets man...*haha* aniwae! yes...diplomas n mid-terms r cuming up!!! *yuck* gotta go back n revise my subjects...i'm terribly relaxed/unstressed 4 this... considering the fact tt they're exams tt r gonna determine whether i get in2 Uni or not! *haha* my 1st diploma's in less than 2 weeks n i hafn't revised yet!!! :P i'm lyk, hu cares man...while my parents n everyone else's telling mi 2 get serious! okok i will i will *haha* SOON. when i get myself sorted out *haha* looks lyk i'll juz haf 2 procrastinate again (^o^)
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-4:39:00 p.m.
eden's rated TOP FIVE shows ^^
1. Ranma 1/2...i noe it's damn old but the show's the best ting ever! it's SOOOOO funny none of the epidsodes fail 2 make mi laugh! *haha* i'm serious! d/l it frm kazaa or wutever, juz go watch it *haha!* plus, it's subtitled in english so everyone can understand...it will definately cheer u up if u're down n make u hyper if u're alreadi up ^^
2. SOS...yap *heehee* still SOS though i've watched it lyk, 3 times alreadi (all 10 episodes!) ROX man!!! kyoko izz so cute!!!!! plus, the plot's good...very sweet show *hee*
3. Sailormoon *heehee* yeah! i'm toking bout THE sailor moon! it's the most SPASTIC SHOW EVER!!!! but so cute *haha* watch the cantonese version if u can coz tt's where all the crappy stuff cum up frm ^^ i haf a feeling the hk pple put the crap in themselves after they translated it coz it's lyk, cantonese jokes man! *grinz* neways...
4. Chobits...not bad lar, though i hafn't finished it *haha* but the animation n drawing's good, in fact, it's VERY GOOD! *haha* tt's almost all i'm watching it 4...n chi's cute ^^
5. Lavendar...k actualli, it sux. period. *haha* y's it in the top 5 then? *haha* shld've guessed it! coz i only watched 5 shows!!!!! *haha!!!* k lar, the beginning plot's good, but too bad after a while they lost it *hahahaha* did they change the scriptwriter 1/2 way or sth???
aniwae! tt's all 4 eden's top 5 shows watched during the winter!!! ^^
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Thursday, January 01, 2004
-10:31:00 p.m.
i noe i noe...i'm weird!!! *haha!* u dun realli need 2 bother bout the stuff i write u noe?
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-10:22:00 p.m.
believe this or not, but i find strength wen i listen 2 the IJ CD...*haha* yeah, tt crappy
caritas one (^o^) sumhow, it juz brings back sum memories which i tout i had long 4gotten...it's all been 1 yr ago already yeah? more than tt probably *haha* but it doesn't matter...every second tt pasts becomes history immediately doesn't it? *heehee* sum stuff r juz lyk tt...the more u try 2 hold on 2 it, the more it fades...u wanna remember it 4ever, but after a while...u start 2 wonder if tt realli did happen or was it juz a hallucination caused by wut u HOPED...r they here 2 console u w/ ur past or merely here juz 2 torture u? mayb tt's y unconsiously i want 2 4get them...
And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me...there you are to show me
- Train
*haha* oh yeah, n b4 i 4get...happy new year :)
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