rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Friday, February 13, 2004
-12:42:00 p.m.
i haf no idea wut am i doing in the library again during lunch, it's so aimless, going online i mean...coz there's absolutely nothing 2 do (y do u tink i'm blogging? *haha*)...but i tink i'm juz try9 2 look busy, so tt i won't look lyk sum nerdy person sittin by my locker alone daily reading a book...not tt i can get much of it in my head anyways coz i get so distracted wenever pple walk past...
the chiobu twins r nearby so i get 2 spy on them ^^ (SO PRETTTTY!!!!)...amazingly, there's tons of "cool" pple in the library try9 2 study *haha* mayb i shld juz go 2 the library everyday instead of sittin by my locker try9 not 2 look lyk a loser...but then again, it reminds mi too much of my scona days...not exactly happy memories if u ask mi! yeah well, n i never haf work 2 do...coz sumhow i juz dun get any! i dunno y everyone's lyk, grade 12's so busy n everything, u get piles of hw daily n tons of exams while i'm lyk crappin ard @ home everyday! i'm serious! i'm the most relaxed person on earth rite now, everything's so breezy (well...except 4 gettin frenz tt is...), i'm gettin a holiday next monday...i feel lyk i've retired *haha* geez! but i juz need sth 2 make mi busy, i mean, w/ all these spare time??? i could do sth realli realli cool instead of slobbing ard *haha*
so. i've decided, 4 the hundredth time, tt i'm gonna learn driving...*haha* realli, i juz go home everyday so wu shuo shi shi, i feel lyk a slob...i need 2 do sth productive!!! so it's either find work or learn driving...n driving it's gonna b ^^ i'm gonna start study9 tt handbook shit again n try 2 get my learner's as soon as possible...
ok i'm not gonna pretend animore...i desperately WANT frenz too...mayb i shld put up an ad on the skool newspaper or sth *haha* yeah rite! 4get it lar...i'm juz gonna clench my teeth n try 2 survive the rest of this yr...hey i mean, i did it 4 a whole year rite? but i guess i juz miss having frenz :( i'm juz so. pathetic.
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