rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Saturday, March 20, 2004
-7:23:00 p.m.
ok...i've got another survey 2 post out here!!!! *haha* pinched it outta kristina's email n this one's SOOOOOOO super long...*haha* i noe u're all gonna get bored but den wut's more interesting 4 mi than 2 answer questions about myself???? *grinz* it's ok, u dun haf 2 read it all but it'll b nice if u do!!! ^^ *haha* so grab sum popcorn n pop n haf a nice time reading bout mi!!!! *grinz*
1. I am happiest when: I go 2 bed every nite!!! *hahahaha!* really! esp after a long day n I�m super exhausted n my bed�s so nice n soft n cold *grinz* aww�.i feel lyk sleeping now!!!!
2. I feel lonely when: I think too much n broad over every lil ting ^^
3. My ideal relationship would be: one tt I can b comfortable in�lyk my relationship w/ effie!!! ^^
4. To me, pain is: inevitable�everyone has 2 go through it 2 make them stronger...
5. Describe your childhood in one word: 4gottened? *haha* I can hardly remember a ting!!!
6. What makes you cry: jap shows!!!! :( so touching!!!! *haha* n I dunno, myself? My crazy emotions man�*haha*
7. Introvert or extrovert: as much as I hate 2 admit it�I haf 2 say I�m really an introvert!!! My true form shows everytime I�m put in an unfamiliar surroundings man�can�t deny tt!!!
8. Do you think too much: wut do u tink?? *haha* I try NOT 2�but den again, sumtimes I float off n I haf no idea wut�s happening @ all! Both extremes I guess *haha!*
9. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be: there�s TONS of places I wanna go!!! But Japan�s definitely my 1st choice!!!! ^^ I LOVE JAPAN!!!!! *smuax!!!!*
10. If you could erase one thing from your past, what and why: I guess I wouldn�t�coz my past is wut tt makes mi wut I am 2dae rite??? Though I often wished I never had changes in my life�lyk I dun mind even if I never migrated 2 s�pore n stayed in hk all my life�but den I wouldn�t haf met all u guyz!!! Would tt b a loss??? Probably not�*hahahahaha!* juz kidding!
11. Do you believe in organized religion: huh wut�s tt??? but i guess so...*haha*
12. Pro-life or pro-choice: pro-life? I haf no idea, I dun even noe wut they�re asking *haha*
13. Are you happy? no I�m eden!!!!!!!!! How many times do I haf 2 tell u tt??? *hahahaha* man i miss saying tt!!!
14. Do you support the death penalty: no way�I dun support murder of any kind�even if they tink it�s justified!! It�s juz *sick*
15. Do angels/demons/supernatural beings exist: of coz!!!! I totally believe in God ^^
16. What would you most like to be doing right now: hmm�I dunno! I mean, if there was sth else I could do, I would b doing it already rite? *haha* y would I even b here typing this??? *haha* it�s not lyk somebody�s putting a knife @ my throat forcing mi 2 answer all these rite??? Man these questions r senseless *haha*
17. Do you have any regrets: sure, hu doesn�t? the point is not 2 dwell on them but 2 learn frm them n mOoove on man...^^
18. Who reminds you of yourself the most: nobody really in particular!!! *haha* I�m too unique man�*grinz* how can anione actually match up 2 mi???? *hahahaha!* crAp! o.O
19. Favorite coffee: caramel chilatte frm Second Cup!!! Though I lyk the whipped cream on top the best *hahahahaha!* so much 4 my diet man! I juz drank one whole cup of chilatte 2dae�*heehee* well it�s not my fault tt there�s a Second Cup in WEM tt I haf 2 walk past every sat on my way home frm my drum lessons wut *haha* it was calling mi 2 it lor!!!! I could hear it the minute I stepped out of the skool!!!! ^^ I bet it lyks mi juz as much as I lyk it!!! *grinz*
20. Who do you miss the most often: eh�I�m not gonna say or else everyone else�s gonna kill mi 2nite *ahhahaha* of coz I dun wanna offend anibody!!! So�err�u noe hu u r rite? *haha* (geez I can b so diplomatic @ times tt I can�t stand it!!!! *haha*)
21. Favorite scent: food!!!! N clothes rite out of the dryer�*awww!!!*
22. What makes you mad/frustrated: wen I never do wut I realli wanna do�n lyk, pretend n all�I get so pissed w/ myself!!!
23. Favorite way to waste time: sleeping!!!!! N using the computer (lyk now!!! *haha*) wait�tt�s 2 ways but nvm!!! ^^
24. If you won a fortune of money what would you do with it: depends on how much *haha* I�ll probably go shopping n buy all the expensive stuff tt I never bare 2 buy b4�u noe! *haha* n OF COZ I�ll give part of it 2 charity�*hahahahaha* wut were u tinking? I�m not so greedy ok!!! Yeah yeah *haha*
26. What is your best quality: my hair!!! Ok�I dun tink tt�s a quality�is it? *haha* I dunno, I dun tink I haf much good qualities�
27. Are you currently involved with anyone: nonONO *haha*
28. What's the craziest thing you have ever done: dun wanna spoil my image here!!! But really lar�I�m sucha a guai kia�there isn�t much 2 sae *haha*
29. Famous island question (who would you be stranded with and why): huh? I hafn�t heard of it b4 so it can�t b tt famous!!! *haha* aniwae! i wanna b stranded w/ pilot hu has a plane�den he can fly mi back!! ^^ HA! u can�t trick mi w/ ur question man�*haha*
30. Any bad habits: biting my nails �err- *haha* n daoing pple even if I wanted 2 say �hi� juz coz I�m too shy�:(
31. Do you find it hard to trust people: nope! But there�s sum pple tt I'll never trust again coz of past experiences�*bleah!!!*
32. Do you ever doubt yourself: sure I do�I�m a highly insecure person w/ super low confidence in myself *heehee*
33. Last book you read: the sisterhood of the traveling pants!!! I kinda juz skimmed through it though, coz I read it b4 alreadi�it�s so CUTE!!!!! I lyk tt book!!!!
34. Last thing you bought for yourself: my chilatte�*grinz* :P
35. Bath or shower: got diff meh? Shower I guess�assuming bath is the soak in bathtub kind!!! Yap i prefer shower a lot better!!!! Love it wen the water hits mi hard...damn shiok sia!!! ^^
36. Favorite season: spring n autumn�I love the weather!!!! N autumn is SO PRETTY wen the leaves juz changed color!!!!! But I really lyk it too wen it first starts snowing in winter (not lyk, the extreme cold kind!) coz den all the snow covers everything in this really smooth layer�so perfect ^^
37. Which song makes you cry: I dun really cry over songs�unless it�s accompanying a movie n it�s a really sad part of the movie!!! Oh wait�I did cry while singing worship songs b4!!! Got tOuched I guess *haha* hey! Gosh I juz realized tt the word OUCH is in the word Touch!!! *haha* makes sense though!!!! Way cool *haha*
38. What is your favorite flavor: u can�t tell mi 2 choose!!!!!!!!! So fan nao!!!!! I lyk so much food lor�chocolates, chips, cheese, mushroom soups, caramel, butter stuff�I�m having a hard time here�
39. What is your favorite time of day: the time wen I can go 2 bed ^^ dUh *haha*
40. Which song lyrics from which band describe you: (There�s Gotta Be) More 2 Life by Stacie Orrico�so nice!!! But there�s oso tons of other songs too�lyk tt m2m song I posted b4�but I mean lyk, hello? They all wrote their songs about mi how did u expect mi 2 choose??? *hahaha*
41. What is the lamest insult someone has used on you: hmm�I actually dun ever recall anione insulting mi 2 my face b4�even if there was they probably din say it 2 mi! hey, was mr lund�s critics on my art counted??? but tt wasn�t exactly lame though!!!
42. What was your worst Freudian slip: wut�s a Freudian slip???
43. Mountain view or ocean view: both!!!! I love stuff lyk tt n let my mind get lost out there in the wide open space!!!! ^^ niceeeeeee!!!!!
44. Do you ever feel you are insane: sure...check out my colors n u'll noe *haha* i dun even noe y i'm wasting so much time doing this!!!
45. Favorite style of music: pOp! J-pOp esp�*awww!!!*
46. Favorite film genre: I dun really care�as long as it�s good enuff 2 make mi totally engrossed in2 it n feel lyk I�m living AS the character ^^ u noe, den lyk wen I�m done w/ the movie, I�ll feel as if I came back 2 earth? Yeah, tt�s the kind of movie I lyk!!!
47. If you could be the opposite sex for one day, would you do it: nope! Either make mi born as a guy or a girl, no exchange program there�
48.What do you desire most in life: tt�s a tough one! *haha* but�I guess�REAL happiness mayb? The kind tt cums frm inside�n not lyk, surface kind? Coz if not, I�ll end up feeling real empty still�
49. Do you believe in destiny: wut do u mean? I dunno man�I believe God has a will 4 everybody though! If tt�s the same ting! *haha* ^^
50. Is world peace attainable: i dun tink everybody can agree w/ all the other billions of pple in the world @ the same time...nope, no way�
51. Ever contemplate suicide: no�I tink tt�s the worst form of escape ever�
52. Are you more inclined to set short or long term goals for yourself: I never set goals of any kind *haha* dun wanna b too harsh on myself u noe�*grinz*
54. Pick any names for your �kids� yet: yap! I haf tons *haha* but�all girl�s names *heehee* my favourite book in the world is the baby names book ^^
53. What do you live for: hmm�I really dunno�I juz live each day w/out tinking!!! But hey tt�s a good question!!! wut AM I living 4??? K u noe tt song? I Simply Live 4 U? (�U� as in God)�I shld make tt my purpose in life :)
54. What time did you go to bed last night? 10+ I tink�it�s pretty amazing considering it being Friday nite!!!! *haha* but I was having a headache though�:P
55. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? 2 b more extroverted�n 2 stop procrastinating!!!! *haha* I wish I was a reckless person hu does stuff w/out tinking man!!!!
56. Do you like to be surprised? Yap! Only if it�s good stuff lar!!! *haha*
57. What color is your toothbrush? YELLOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lyk yellow!!!! ^^
58. What is your favorite store to shop at? Bluenotes!!! I love their clothes!!!!
59. Favorite dessert? U�re making mi choose again!!!!!! (Oh no headache cuming back�*haha*) I lyk ice-cream n honeydew sago (the cold kind!) n mango pudding n chocolate moouse n cheesecake n�so many!!!!! Haiyoh�u�re out 2 make my life miserable is it??? I�m on a diet u noe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
60. Which one would you prefer - Maid or Personal Chef: chef!!! Den I can get all the great food I want!!!!! *yum!*
61. Favorite candy bar? I lyk crunchie! N kit-kat n snickers n mars bar n yogurt bars�*sigh* now I�m REALLY hungry�:(
62. Regular or Decaf? Wut�s decaf???
63. Favorite Restaurant? Hmm�how bout mcdonald�s? *hahaha* juz kidding! I lyk Tony Roma�s though ^^ n applebee n arby�s too (even though tt�s a fast-food restaurant too! *haha*)
64. What do you admire in a person? The ability 2 love EVERYONE ard them�even pple they dunno :)
65. Favorite Holiday? X�mas I tink! I lyk easter too!!!
66. Fruit or Fruit Smoothie? Smoothie!!! Coz it�s sweeter *haha* I haf a ting 4 the strawberry-banana smoothy @ orange julius!!!! *awwww!!!*
67. How many rings are you wearing? A pair of ear-rings�if tt�s counted! *haha*
68. How do you like your meat prepared? Medium rare�
69. What was the last card you sent to someone? X�mas cards :)
70. What radio station is on where you are right now? 96X
71. Onion rings or French fries? French fries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
72. What kind of car do you drive? Yes I�m ashamed 2 say tt I still can�t drive�*haha*
so tt's it!!! wOw i still can't believe i took so much time 2 do tt colour shit!!!! man i must b mad...*haha* ok lar, i'm damn tired now...eye's oso tired liao *heehee* u too? sorry peeps! (those hu actualli bothered 2 read thru everything!!!) *haha* so den, i'll cya guyz l8r!!! ^^
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