rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Saturday, August 21, 2004
-9:29:00 p.m.
HI HI!!!!!!!!! juz came back frm our long-awaited out-of-edmonton trip!!!! *lol* off 2 jasper-banff-calgary!!!! [wich btw, is bout 3hrs drive frm edmonton *haha*] n it was only 3days though *lol* but it was super fun!!! we did tons of sight-seeing enuff 2 last mi a lifetime but most imptly, we went SHOPPING!!!! *heehee* so shopping in canada is the same no matter wich province u go coz all the shops in the malls r basically the same *hahahahahahaha!* man they even sell the same stuff!!! but still! the fact tt we were on "holiday" entitled us 2 b able 2 buy more stuff then we would if we were in edmonton *grinz!* mi bought 3 1/2 shirts [1/2 a shirt's from sharing w/ effie!], about 4 CDs n 2 VCDs ^.^ n tt was in calgary...the major shopping place! jasper n banff were juz sight-seeing *heehee* took tons of pictures though!!!! posted a few up here ^.^ mayb i'll post the rest on shutterfly or sth but i'll juz c how tt goes! i'm kinda lazy now!!! *heehee* coz we juz re-formatted our computer 2 get rid of all the virus inside rite? now everything's kinda missing *lol* but i'll get 2 it!!! i'm so happy w/ this computer now ^.^ but aniwaes! here's my pix 4 now!!!
so here's the waterfall sumwhere in jasper!!! ^.^ effie took this pic eh! coz there was a rainbow *heehee* do u c it??!! but this is the nicer waterfall...the water in the other waterfall was damn gross *lol*
err...i THINK this is in jasper too...or was it in banff??? *lol* man i totally 4got...i haf no idea where we were actuali!!! *haha* but aniwaes! this place is beautiful n pretty quiet too :) aww i juz love the color of the water....
ok i'm pretty certain this is in jasper *haha!* it shld b!!! man my dad's gonna kill mi if he finds out that all his planning 4 this trip had actualli gone down the drain!!! *haha* but hey i can't help it if i got all goggy in the car n i lost track of all the times/days/places *heehee*
sumhow my dad tinks it's nicer 2 take the picture downwards *haha* mi n effie were lyk, we shld b taking a picture of him coz he's on the higher ground rite? n the flowers would look better tt way too but no, he insists tt he has 2 take a picture of us *lol* geEz man, i bet he's juz camera-shy *haha!* 
ok last one!!! this is DEFINITELY taken @ lake louise *haha* coz that's the only place where i was fully awake coz we took a trail around the lake ^.^ i had a nice time annoyin effie n my dad by crapping stupid crap wich i hafn't said 4 sucha long time *heehee* so dun ask mi y i'm sitting in sucha bo-chap manner coz i was feeling damn hyper ^.^
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
-5:52:00 p.m.
hey hey!!! wOw
VBS is finally over after one long hectic week!!! *heehee* i dun even noe whether 2 b happy or sad...coz now cum 2 tink of it...i tink i kinda miss it!!! *haha* i mean, it's a good ting tt i dun haf 2 endure animore of wayne n levin's stupid punches (wich seriously hurt!) or even having 2 humor josephine's whines bout her mozzie bites *lol* but it had been a realli happening time all the same! i mean, being a fren 2 the kids n watching them grow closer 2 u ^.^ it's juz so satisfying when u realized tt they
DID learn the stuff that they taught @ the stations *grinz* n i wasn't even there teaching, i was juz bringin them ard n trying 2 make them super enthu bout all the activities!!!
but lyk i haf a feeling tt the crew leaders (us!) were the most hyper of all the kids *heehee* coz i mean, we gota set a good example rite? so we haf 2 b the most active ones, doing all the actions n being realli "on" bout all the activities! *lol* yap! we sure had our own great time becuming kids again! *heehee* but yeah...it was getting realli fun coz u realli haf 2 shed all ur shyness n get out there 2 motivate the kids so u get crazy n kiddish too!!! ^.^ mi n effie were singin n dancing on the streets while walking 2 church *lol* ok, i dun tink anyone else besides karen n joyce witnessed tt though coz it was so early in the morning!!!! *haha!* but it's cool! the 6 kids in our crew got so much closer n so much more fun! ^.^ *grinz* the boys in our crew actualli decided on the 1st day that they were gonna alternate btw punching mi n karen daily...n they did *lol* but on friday, it wasn't so bad coz we finally learned 2 managed them *grinz* so yeap! aniwaes...i hope the kids learnt more bout Jesus thru this vbs n tt it made a difference in their lives man! ^.^
MAHALO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, August 09, 2004
-2:33:00 p.m.
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my gosh david's back...整個人都變了!!! *haha* i screamed wen i 1st saw him coz he looks so different *lol* but in a good way i guess, @ least tt's wut everyone tinks (i'm juz not used 2 it!!!^.^)...coz he's tanner n skinnier n most imptly...HE CUT HIS HAIR!!! *yes!*lol! but yeah...i tink going 2 hk will do tt 2 u COZ I TINK CAROL'S OSO BECAME LYK TT!!!! *sob* no fair...i oso wanna go 2 hk, den i can get tanner n skinnier!!! *heehee* the sun in edmonton's sucha total slob...it barely heats up the summer 4 2 weeks b4 disappearing in the clouds again...i'm gonna scream man...coz i haf a dreadful feeling autumn's here alreadi -_-" there wasn't even time 4 us 2 say "IT'S SUMMER!"...now i realized how much i actualli love the sun *lol* it's so cold these days!!!! partly coz it had been raining...but it's cold even wen it's not raining...so i tink my fears r pretty much confirmed :(
aniwaes!!! yesterday was pretty happening ^.^ besides the fact tt he came back W/OUT OUR PRESENTS!!!! -_-" 他還有臉見我們!!! *lol* wah lao no presents, dun bother cuming back man!!!! I WANT MY 雞蛋仔!!!!!!! 雞蛋仔啊...雞蛋仔啊...*sob* can't u hear my 雞蛋仔 calling out 2 mi frm hk????? how can u bear 2 separate us 4 so long?????!!!! *lol* but i'll get it this sunday i hope...*heehee*
so yeah! we helped out w/ the VBS decos after service ^.^ IT'S SO PRETTY NOW!!!! VBS this week started 2dae...mi n karen in charge of 5 kids...but well let's juz not talk bout 2dae *lol* yes...yesterday we did VBS, went WEM *lol* u noe 4 wut??? mainly 2 meet up w/ the other pple n 2 buy goceries!!!!!!! *hahahahahaha!* AH-MA!!!!!!! *lol* coz we planned 2 crash david's hse [supposedly as a "house-warming" party yeah??? ;) ] so they wanted 2 whip up sth 2 eat 4 dinner...my gosh brian even wanted 2 蒸魚 lor! *lol* den coz it's david's 1st day in his new hse, we had 2 buy the stuff we wanted 2 cook...*heehee* lucky sia, cici wanted 2 打邊炉 eh!!! *haha!* but in the end it was all too 麻煩 so we juz decided 2 order a pizza...*lol* after all tt hassel man!!!! we could've juz eaten 公仔麵 there instead...*heehee* but it was funny...shld've seen joel's face wen we were talkin bout all these!!! *heehee* but they still bought sum cooking necessities...lyk rice n bout 2 dozen eggs...*lol* n we had 2 carry all tt n BUS 2 his hse ^.^ but it's all cool *heehee* den we got pizzas frm BP [*lol* i noe! it's not the petrol station though! *heehee*] n watched this movie tt we rented frm blockbusters ^.^ 50 1st dates!!! it's so stupid!!!! *lol* i can't stand it...ate lyk a thousand 白兔糖 while watching it *hahahahaha!* but hey can i help it if i'm sucha sucker 4 白兔糖 huh? *heehee* aniwaes yeah...left bout 10 plus n got home @ 11 plus...man everyone was so scared juz coz effie n i were busing by ourselves!!! *gEez!* *heehee* lyk wen we got home, i actualli wanted 2 ask my parents 2 phone them n get them all paranoid tinking we din get home but...obviously my parents were lyk, no...*lol* but it was fun ^.^ man i was so beat...i had 2 get up @ 6:30 this morning 2 go 4 VBS summore!!! but everyone was late 2dae!!! *haha* n so slobbish coz we were all so tired frm yesterday ^.^
man it's sad i gotta go up 2 the uni fellowship soon...i can't imagine how i'll b...i can only imagine all the fun they'll all haf w/out mi :( i hate being one of the oldest!!!! *sob* but i guess we haf 2 grow up sumhow...人總需要勇敢生產...i'll try not 2 feel envious or anything next time...it mite b fun in TYF too ^.^
aniwaes, now i'm back n i gotta start typing...haf VBS 4 the rest of the week so i gotta sleep early 2nite!!! ^.^ cya guyz!!!!!
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Friday, August 06, 2004
-3:22:00 p.m.
k i'm sucha lazy ass *lol* hafn't been updating 4 SOOOOOOOO long!!!!!! bet everyone 4got tt my blog exist liao *lol* nah nah!!! u won't!!! *haha!* ahhhhhhh!!! i can't believe this...summer's 1/2 over!!!!! tt's nutz! *hee* but of coz i'm not gonna tink of it tt way *grinz* i'll rephrase it...it's been a mth since i had skool!!! hmm...still doesn't sound too happy rite? let's c...I'VE BEEN ENJOYING SUMMER 4 A MONTH!!!! okok *haha* wutever...:P
ah wait! i'm screwed...
SELINA!
BELA!
GEN!
VIVIENNE!
i owe u guyz this:
*grinz* sorry i noe it's nothing compared 2 giving u presents n everything but...yeah...hoped u guyz had a great birthday!!! yeah...alicia's one's cuming up real soon too *hee* so u too
LISH!!! man...tinking bout it...i din realize there's so many birthdays in summer...*heehee* but den again, back then it wasn't realli considered summer...oh wellz!
ok i'm overwelmed by guilt now...supposed 2 b typing chinese 4 my mum n my dad but i'm online blogging!!!! wen i had time 2 blog, i dun blog...wen i'm supposed 2 b working, i crap ard ^.^ *heehee* yeah la! but it's boring facing chinese all day long eh!!!! yesterday i typed the whole nite till 2 in the morning...*heehee* obviously i woke up 12pm plus 2dae la!!!! *hahahaha!* oh btw, 2 those of u hu dunno, my summer "job" now is 2 type chinese 4 my mum coz she's writing chinese textbooks 4 her skool ^.^ i seriously dunno if i'm gonna get paid...but i tink of it as a feng xian 2 God la!
wOw...there's so much 2 fill in since i hafn't been updating *haha!* there's klondike days tt i wanted ta blog about 4 a long time!!!! it was so cool!! ^.^ went w/ effie, kristi, manda n karen(sort of! *haha!* coz she met us once in a while there) k-day's this carnival/amusement park thingy tt happens every summer for 2 weeks *grinz* it was awesome (2 put it in mutiara's new fav word!!! *lol* i'm kidding! i love u girl!!!) *haha* i even got a LITTLE tanned...yeah rite! shld've gone more coz i'm still so super white...*grrr* din play any rides though, coz the queues were crazy...din haf any paitence!!! almost wanted 2 do this roller coastie tingy but den decided 2 skip it *haha* it's SO not mi lor! coz usually i would go on all the rides but this time i juz played in all the games stalls!!! *lol* i won a CAREBEAR after this loooooooooooong ah-ma shopping w/ amanda *ahahahaha!* k i so "won" it the cheapskate way!!!! *lol* coz i juz played all the games tt sure win rite? den i won lyk, 9 small stuffies n xchanged my way up 2 bigger n bigger stuffies till i got the 3rd largest carebear!!!!! ^.^ hey it was tough shopping ard 4 similar stuffies...n i had 2 plead w/ those pple so many times till they agree 2 change it *heeheE* sumtimes i even had 2 play their game 2 upgrade my stuffy *lol* so...i've decided tt it's probably more worth it if i juz went n bought a real carebear frm hallmark!!!! *haha!* but it was fun ^.^
mine's the middle one!!! *grinz* n the smallest one's effie's ^.^ cute rite??? this is our carebear family!!!! the largest one's actualli amanda's...i can't believe it! u noe how i had 2 suffer so much b4 getting my carebear??? she got 2 large ones (well one's a carebear, the other's a duckie) in 2 tries!!!!!! AH!!!!! coz she played this birthday game la...n won twice!!!! but she's so nice she gave the biggest one 2 effie...*heehee* n amanda won a big nemo too!!! oh boy oh boy!!! *haha!* but i'm not so greedy la! i'm satisfied w/ my sleepybear (^.^)
[ahhhhhhhh!!! i would've loved 2 go another time w/ carol!!!!!!!!!! it'll b so much fun w/ u!!!! AHHH!!! ngor miss lei so much lor!!!! summer isn't tt summer-ish w/out u :( den lei zhong yiew postpone lei ga return date!!!!!!!! u wanna kill mi izz it??? *haha* nvm la!!! juz buy more tings 4 mi then!!!! ^.^ ]
heeeeeey...speaking of missing pple...I MISS MY JON-JON!!!!!!!! *sob* i wanna cry alreadi...i cannot survive w/out jon-jon!!!! :( every week i go 2 church den i dun c him i feel so sad!!!!!! i miss him BOO-ing mi!!!!! i can't even go 2 luk yee's house 2 look 4 him...does he hafta go toronto 4 so long???? *sigh* he's so cute lor!!!!!! he better hurry up n cum back or else i'm gonna die soon...*heehee*
house house...oh yes!!! i went 2 ikea last sat? or was it fri? ok i haf no idea...total lost track of time!!! but yeah, bought sum new stuff so my rm's new n revised!!!! *lol* look it look it!!!!
so tt's my door...
n erm...tt's my shelf tt we bought frm ikea!!
c!!! i cross-stitched tt!!! it's a mushroom eh! ^.^
den tt's effie's shelf!!! oops...the smallest carebear's supposed 2 b up there...i took it down 2 take a pic of it den i 4got 2 put it back up!!! *haha!*
here's tamahome!!! effie's lover wich i portraited! *grinz* he's hot eh??? ^.^
n lastly!!! my kyoko collection plus our cds!!! *yay!* looking @ kyoko everyday will make mi look more lyk her!!!!!!! ^.^ i haf more la! but i din put everything up...u noe, will look too cluttered!!!
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