rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Monday, October 04, 2004
-11:29:00 a.m.
i hate being surrounded by a sea of pple n yet feel so totally alone...there's no individuality, no i dun even feel
visible...i'm juz another being here...wut am i doing??? this is too routine-ish man...walkin ard campus, rushing frm classes 2 classes, bumping in2 pple, phonin up pple 2 meet them 4 lunch lyk i cant stand 2 b alone,
surface talk...wut happened 2 mi?
on another note, had a pretty nice talk w/ him yesterday though...it was short but it was nice, sort of resembles the deeper kind of conversation tt i used 2 haf w/ pple...ok so it was not quite there but yeah :) i'm so glad he understood wut i meant ^.^ i realli miss those...i miss pple 2 hold deep conversations w/...n i'm tired of merely talking 2 pple about lecture notes, assignments n due dates...this is too dry...ok so mayb tt's coz i hafn't even known them 4 a month but still!! this sux...if this is wut university is about, i dun wanna b here...i mean, i hardly get 1/2 the stuff in my classes!!! i feel lyk a dumbass n i haf no frenz...everybody hates mi. woohoo. self-pity.
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