rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Monday, October 25, 2004
-5:01:00 p.m.
sumhow i feel that life would b alot easier 4 mi if i were a bad girl *lol* but i'm not...so while everyone else has it easy, i'll hafta wait until the time comes. ok i'll wait...n i'll continue trying...but it's been a long time *sigh* so when, God?
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anws, my adsl's being so incredibly s-l-o-w it's realli starting 2 bug mi...n i dun lyk using the uni computer all the time coz it's so unpersonalised *bleah* oh wellz, we cant haf everything our way can we? daddy needs the computer during the day 2 do his hw n effie uses the computer @ nite 2 chat, so. i shld juz ask 4 a computer 4 my birthday ^.^ *lol*
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oohhhhhh guess wut?!!! i got new mittens!!!! *grinz* so exciting! n the best ting is tt they match the scarf i bought a few years ago!!! so cool! i love winter when i'm fully "equipped" 4 it *lol* but den i'm craving 4 even more winter accessories now *haha!!!* oh man...aye...wait! there's a term 4 this:
UNLIMTED WANTS + LIMITED RESOURCES = SCARCITY
*LOL* yesyes we must all learn 2 look thru this new window wich we call economics *hahahahahahaha!* so much 4 probably flunkin my econ midterm!! but kamp is the weirdest teacher ever man!!! ok not 2 mention one of the boring-est n scariest face n strangest voice! *heehee* it's a good thing i haf kristen w/ mi during class or i'll definitely fall asleep!!! we contemplated bringin a buffet 2 lectures so we can keep awake ^.^ but i dun tink tt's gonna happen *haha* so 4 now, we'll juz entertain ourselves by lookin @ the guy w/ a laptop sitting a few rows in front, or rather, his laptop! *haha* he's so hilarious man!!! coz everyone behind him looks @ wutever he does w/ his computer...one minute he's checking out pictures of ayumi, the other he's lookin @ his digi photos *LOL* n did i mention tt he views them full screen? *hahahahaha!* oh n he played solitaire too! it's realli amusing *heehee*
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ok next ting...*heehee* i'm realli filling this up w/ tons of random touts 2dae!! but yeah...i'm kinda saddened coz carly's gonna drop jap 102 next sem :( DUN LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!! but den i dun even noe if we'll b in the same class even if she stayed on...but if the class is supposed 2 move up 2gether, den i'll seriously b abandoned man...*sigh* i'll b so sad...oh wellz, this sem isn't even halfway done so i guess i won't worry bout it till the end! *haha!*
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ah. i almost 4got wut i was gona say *haha!* yes...TOM IS THE BEST PIANO TEACHER EVER!!!! i'm learning so much stuff in improvisation!!!! n all the techiques he teaches mi never fails 2 amaze mi everytime *grinz* i'm so happy!!! i'm making up my own song wich he says he's gonna print out as sheet music ^.^ n it's coming out pretty good so far *grinz* man i'm so glad i took up piano again!!! PIANO ROX MY WORLD!!!! but seriously, i dun tink i can survive if i din haf the piano w/ mi...the past year was horrible, i juz CANNOT describe my dependence on my piano enuff *haha* n i juz realized tt silas plays awesome piano...n tt makes alot of pple in my church hu can play real good! but still...joel is my all-time favourite pianist!!!!!! i'm serious! i haf never seen anyone as talented as him n everytime he plays, i'm juz completely awed...i'll give anything 2 b able 2 play like him man! *haha* but yeah jonathan can play too! i din tink that he can play the piano coz he juz doesn't seem lyk it...but finding out tt he can realli striked mi *lol* coz den i kinda feel that we're quite alike sumhow, or mayb it's juz a ting bout pple hu play the piano? i dunno, but i realli wanna get 2 noe him better, juz coz he seems 2 b like mi *haha* weird rite? but i am weird! ^.^
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speaking of silas n jonanthan playin the piano *haha* yes everything is interconnected somehow! *lol* but yeah! *haha* went 2 amanda n clara's birthday bash yesterday ^.^ it was awesome! we got amanda some paul frank stuff n a necklace...david n jonathan gave her this tommy-lee necklace lor!!! oh man! it was so tough tryin 2 figure out wut 2 get them though! but we got alota pple 2 chip in so it wasn't tt ex per person? ^.^ i feel kinda cheapo tt way but i helped look 4 the present so it's ok i guess *haha*
den we went manda's hse @ nite n hung out 4 a pretty long while ^.^ the craziest ting was tt we were playing this game where the penalty was 2 eat sushi w/ tons of wasabi?!!! oh man! tt was SO funny!!! i ate a few pieces but it was tough coz i cant eat hot stuff!!! but yeah it was so fun *lol* den we played this other game where the penalty was 2 drink/eat this ting tt we mixed *hahahahahaha* THAT WAS SO SICK!!!! *grinz* obviously urs truly participated in mixing the stuff! leave it 2 mi 2 make it gross!!! *muahahahahha!* we added peanutbutter-chillisauce-soysauce-wasabi-gingerale n some other stuff *heehee* oh man! it's hard 2 descibe it fully now coz u guyz dunno the game so i guess it's a u-had-2-b-there kinda ting! joel, brian n cici ghana the worse ones! *haha!* i din though so tt was good *heehee* sucha saddist! but yeah!!! that was SO crazy! ^.^
den after tt some pple left n the rest of us watched "the day after 2moro"...i tink sumone rented tt, probably manda but yeah...man the show was INTENSE! i seriously cant tink of a better word 2 describe it...i was lyk, screamin in2 the pillow so much esp wen this guy died!!!! n rainbow was lyk, i'm so cold! *haha* (coz the movie's bout iceage rite?) she ended up wearing her coat n scarf n everything as she watched *lol* but yeah...tt took a pretty long time *heehee* till all the parents came 2 bring us home ^.^ i din even sleep straight away after i reached home...end up talking w/ effie till 2am+ n my dad was hollering @ us 2 get 2 sleep *heehee* tt's y i'm so freakin tired 2dae!!! nodded off lyk crazy during stats lecture *haha* but den again, there hasn't been 1 stats lecture where i din nod off yet so *grinz*
anws, this is crazy, i tink i wrote a bit too much!!! so i'll check out 4 now n cya guyz later!!! ^.^
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