rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, November 18, 2004
-2:19:00 p.m.
so bored...waiting 4 time 2 pass so i can get 2 my stats lab *bleah* i can't believe this...i actualli haf nothing 2 do online except blog!!!*haha* sianessssssssss....
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i juz remembered sth!!! the most impt ting tt i still hafn't blogged about yet!!! *LOL!* how can i 4get?????? *GRINZNONSTOP* guess wut it is??? *heehee* nah i can't contain it, i won't wait anylonger b4 blurting it out!!!
EFFIE N DAVID GOT MI THE 3RD BOX OF KODOMO NO OMOCHA!!!!!!!!
it's so crazy!!!!! I AM SO HAPPY I CAN JUMP OFF THE ROOF!!! wait, y would i do that? *heeheeheeeeheeheheh!* WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! *SCREAMS!!!!* nah!!!! but it's the most most most most most most biggest happiest amazing ting ever!!!! sorry i run of vocab real fast!!! *haha!* i need a thersaurus! omg, i can't even spell...ok make tt a DICTIONARY+THERSAURUS!!! *heehee* but do u even haf any idea HOW MUCH i have been craving 4 that?!!!! *hahahaahhahahahaahahaha!* i can't stop smiling!!! omg it's so great!!! *heehee* coz, 4 those hu dunno, david lent us kodomo no omocha w/out realizing that it's only the 1st 2 boxes n it realli left mi hanging! but he doesn't haf the 3rd box that has the ending!!!!! n the 2nd box was intense man!!! do u noe how suffocating it is 2 not know the ending 2 the show?!!!!! *grinz* so after complainin n whinning 2 effie 4 about a thousand years, she requested my cus frm hk 2 buy it 4 mi n mail it over when she went 2 toronto!!! only she kept it a secret 4 mi ^.^ *heehee* n the most amazing ting is: the mail came in right on my birthday!!!!! *grinz* is tt fate or wut??? this is the greatest birthday ever!!!!!!!!!! i've been watching it the past 2 days n there's only 1 more dvd left *heehee* so nice!!!! sana n hayama 4ever!! ah i can't wait 2 get home 2nite n finish it *heehee* ^.^ good ting my parents r out 2nite so i can watch all i want w/out gettin scolded!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!! *heehee*
zenzen daijobu daijobu! man i'm suchan anime freak *LOL* YAY!!!!!! life is so rocking @ this moment *heehee!*
well ok, i shld stop going crazy over animes! i get so distracted in skool *heehee* all i tink about is sana n hayama during class ^.^ but hey! tt's actualli a good ting coz i din fall asleep during any of my classes 2dae!!!! n it's pretty amazing i tell u, coz there hasn't been any math 117 or 125 classes where i haf yet 2 fall sleep in *heehee* ^.^ so i finally managed 2 copy down all the notes 4 math 125! *grinz* YAY! usually i end up leaving out a huge chunk of notes coz i fall asleep :þ NOT a good idea but i can't help it wut *heehee* w/e, i'm quitting my math life soon so, juz get over n done w/ this semester, PASS the exam (crap, i NEED 2 pass 2 get a high enuff GPA 2 get in2 business...argh!) n buh-bye math!!! *grinz* yes it's all good, i can do it...^.^
brain!!! i want my squrriel!!!! (not that u'll read this but!) *heehee*
|
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
-3:29:00 p.m.
it's been great so far ^.^ jas: we're 15 hrs behind so there's 8 1/2 hrs more still!! *heehee* but i'm so happy u guyz remembered!!! n BELA!!!!! u called!!!! *grinz* thanx man *heehee* u guyz haf no idea how happy i was when i came 2 my blog n i saw all those msgs ^.^
yeap! so 17's come n 17's gone...now all tt's left 2 do is 2 grow up *grinz*
ALWAYS GROW. GROW ALWAYS.
When you're crying I will always be with you
When you're feelin' blue, I will always smile to you
Sadness blows you in to cry
But I won't cry for yesterday
God knows well where you're going to
It's a lonely way...
When you're crying I will always be with you
When you're feelin' blue, I will always smile...
When you're sighing I will always be with you
When you're feelin' blue, I will stand beside you
When you're crying I will always be with you
When you're feelin' blue, I will always smile...=)
-Kodacha
|
Monday, November 15, 2004
-4:31:00 p.m.
heyo! been wanting 2 blog 4 some time but i've also been pretty busy *heehee* i feel like changing my blogskin...hmm...i need something fresh *lol* browsed thru the stuff in blogskin n found some pretty cool ideas...mayb! ^.^
talked 2 rennie, clare n suz the past long weekend! it's amazing *haha* like how i hafn't talked 2 anyone back in sg 4 so looooooong n now i did! ok i'm not making much sense here...but wut i'm trying 2 say is: it's always so great 2 catch up w/ ur frenz...esp when u miss them so much!!! ^.^ *heehee* sorry if i had 2 go abruptly or if i sounded dead or wutever, been realli tired coz of skool work recently >.<>.< math in uni is a torture!!! serves mi right 4 taking honours cal n linear algebra @ the same time...*lol* hey major hw due every week is no joke man!!! n it's for ALL my courses X but oh wellz, i'll survive...it's juz approx 1 month more n i'll b free! ^.^ drop everything n go in2 business where all the hot guyz r!!!! *wooohooo!!!* *LOL!* sure am lookin 4ward 2 that! *grinz*
hmm wut else...juz a couple more hours n i'll b legal! *heehee* actualli i'm not realli that excited coz then i'll b old...*haha!* no man! i dun even feel like telling pple how old i'm gonna b alreadi...i tink it's juz this age after 17...17 is sucha nice age! i wish i could stay there 4ever *heehee* well...i'll juz cherish these remaining hrs tt i haf ^.^ plus, i'm born @ 12 noon so that gives mi even more time!!! *LOL!*
hey i juz remembered!!! speaking of my birthday, we had this tingy 2 celebrate mi n karen's 18th birthday (she's exactly 2 weeks after mi) on wednesday nite? it was pretty cool *heehee* simon actualli came this time!! wich was realli amazing...karen n i were so honoured *lol!* like, we're actualli more important than studying!!!! *grinz* but yeah! we had dinner @ the old spagetti factory coz stupid tony roma's made us wait for over an hour only 2 tell us that they haf 2 separate us in2 3 tables -_-" FAR AWAY FRM EACH OTHER. like, no way r we gonna do tt *haha* hmph! well it's their lost...a 13 pple table means big $$ u noe!!! aniwaes yeah, so we were sorta rushing coz there was a movie @ 9:15 n we only got seated 4 dinner @ 8 plus, i mean, they sped up the food but we still ended up watching a later movie...coz we had cake n all too rite? *heehee* all thnx 2 effie!!! ^.^ den we watched THE INCREDIBLES wich was SO INCREDIBLY FUNNY!!!!! *lol!* i'm serious! go watch it if u hafn't coz it's so great! i was laughing my head off ^.^ wich was kinda weird coz jennifer kept tellin mi 2 calm down -_-" *haha* i wish there was someone here hu would laugh @ all stupid stuff lyk i do!!! den we could be laughing 2gether n make it so much more fun! *heehee* i mean, it's no fun being the only crazy nana laughing!!!! *bleah!* ^.^
aniwaes! the most impt ting is: i got presents!!! it's lyk, i've never gotten so much presents 4 my birthday EVER b4 man! so happy!!!!! man i feel like a lil girl *heehee* but hey, i've never had a real birthday party b4!!! (except once in sec1, wich isn't realli counted!) coz my birthday's always during the hols in sg, n wen it's not during the hols, it's during the Os *lol* n if i were in sg now, it'll b during the As, wich is juz as bad! *heehee* so yeah! i got so much cool stuff this year ^.^ including tt my lovely mp3 player frm my parents!!! but the most amazing thing is that i actualli got this tiny glass mushroom!!! it's SOOOO pretty! i was like...how did u guyz know??? *heehee* n guess hu? my dear lil sister gave them a list of stuff i liked! *haha!* so nice rite??!!! ^.^ so i got a bunch of stuff that i realli liked this birthday like
- tt glass mushroom tingy (*) frm jennifer, cici n amanda (i tink...)
- a suzy shier scarf (*) frm joel (hu didn't rip off the tag!) ->he's gonna play a song 4 mi on the piano too!!!! *grinz*
- the suzy shier sweater (*) tt i wanted but din get frm cici n jennifer?
- this super cute turk (*) from david n jonathan
- a soft toy-doggy keychain n a cross necklace (*) frm clara
- a bracelet w/ my name on it (*) frm michelle
- [a 40 bucks AE giftcard n a chocolate cheesecake tt she baked herself frm christy
- a crazy soft-toy kinda snake (*) n brownies tt she baked herself too frm carol *lol*
- an AE hat (*) frm ken]
hey u noe how i tink presents r a reflection of wut others tink of u? *lol* well...check out david n jonathan's turk...*haha!* (there's a picture of most of the stuff...click on the (*) tingy!)
anihow! effie got mi this SUPER SUPER SUPER nice jacket (*) frm garage!!! i'm so totally inlove w/ it now *heehee* n this bag/purse (*) frm jacob! brian's still in the process of catching a squrriel 4 mi *lol!* but i'm serious! i want a squirrel 4 a pet man!!! i hope he catches a realli cute one! ^.^ so yeah it's been realli great *heehee* i wonder where shld we go out 2 eat 2moro...hmm...been eating out a whole lot these days!! oso coz it's the long weekend so everyone's like, let's go out n eat rite? *haha* went yokozuna w/ christy, carol n ken on friday nite but den i tink ichiban's still the best!!! *haha!* i'm juz realli attached 2 the food there i guess!!! one day, i'm gonna eat a luv boat w/ effie *grinz*
aniwaes, i gtg now...man it's long *haha!* tty guyz later!!! ^.^
|
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
-4:38:00 p.m.
*heehee* n here's my latest love ^.^ thnx 2 my parents!!!
|
Sunday, November 07, 2004
-1:35:00 a.m.
*grinz* so exciting!! *heehee* oh yeah...n HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIRDI!!!! ^.^ sorry i got too distracted by my own to-be-legalization *LOL* hope u had a good one!!!
oh yeah...work 2dae was awesome!!! coz i got 2 work w/ carly ^.^ work is so much fun when u're doing it w/ somebody u're pretty close frenz w/ *heehee* well ok i guess i'm frenz w/ ken too but i dun realli know him so it's not as fun? coz i get 2 bitch about the customers w/ carly n not w/ ken *LOL* but still ken's alot more experienced so it's not as tough 2 work w/ him...coz carly and i r BOTH so inexperienced and we get so stressed out when it's busy and we make so much mistakes!!! *haha!* still, it was all good 2dae even though it was considered pretty busy ^.^ i can't believe noel can handle everything by herself on friday nights when i can't even handle it w/ carly helping mi!!! man she must be super power...*haha* u noe...i realli shld go n eat @ the restaurant on a friday and see how she does everything *heehee* it probably helps 2 know all the prices in the menu by heart!!! oh well...wait till I'VE worked there for over a year then i'll talk about that!!! so yeah ^.^
effie got a new job too!!! she worked a 8 hr shift 2dae...oh man...that's so tough...but then she says it's ok coz she worked @ the till right? *haha* so i trust her...anws, she's working @ a buck or 2 and so my mum n i were both lyk, nah it can't b too hard...coz it's juz all $1.00 purchases!!! *LOL* but effie's like nooooooo it's a buck OR 2 not a dollar store!! so it ranges up to 2 bucks...*lol* that was funny ^.^
oh boy, i din realized that it's 1am alreadi!!! man i need 2 sleep!!!! 2moro got lotza stuff 2 do...including studying 4 my never-ending round of midterms wich, as i said, never seems 2 b over!!! they just keep coming!!! well i guess the profs' definition of MIDterms all differ...but then i get 2 midterms for some courses so mayb that's y...*heehee* ok so i'll get going now...tata all!!! ^.^
|
