Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours

eden
psalms 27:4
u of a

-7:54:00 p.m.

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

*grinz* fun times fun times :) no drinking 4 mi but awesome juz the same ^.^ time passes SO fast when u're having fun >.< been sleeping darn late these days...but made up 4 it 2dae by sleeping till 2pm *haha* actualli, i usually make up 4 it when i haf nothing on in the morning ^.^ aniwaes, yeah, my week passed by pretty much the way i planned it, plus xtra shopping times on boxing day *grinz* bought quite alot this time! *heehee* not alotalot but alot as in $$ wise O.O coz i finally bought my hundred bucks RW & Co. white fluffy puffy fur down jacket!!!! *GRINZ NONSTOP* hey i've been craving 4 it since the switch of the seasons man! and it went down from a hundred fifty 2 a hundred so it's all good ^.^ plus! it's down so it's worth it, super warm, i'm pretty positive it can withstand the -40 weather we haf here *grinz* den got a pair of buffalo jeans (wich were on 50%!!!) and oso 2 AE hoodies *grinz* luv them luv THEM LUV THEM! *haha* never felt so happy after buying stuff man!!! ^.^

so this christmas i was a cheapo nana and only baked brownies 4 all my frenz (besides the cards)...but i wrote their names on it w/ icing! *heehee* n i gave it 2 some of my fav kids too and i tink they liked it *grinz* so yeah...next year mayb, i'll b nicer and ACTUALLI get presents *haha* din haf the mood this year, esp when i juz finished my exams a few days b4 :P but i did get some realli awesome stuff frm pple though! *lol* the most amazing thing is this mushroom light sorta tingy tt effie and cici got mi!!! it's like, optic fibre (lyk my tree!!!) and all, so hard 2 describe!!!! but it's SO PRETTY!!! pictures dun do it justice so....sorry! *haha!*

den wut else ah...did tons of stuff: sang K 3 times so far (another one coming up next week: DAVID'S BIRTHDAY!), crashed cici's, carol's, simon's, joel's and kristi's hses (david's hse next *lol* on his birthday after K ^.^), went caroling, went bowling, watched practically 24hrs of tv non-stop in carol's hse and lastly, went galaxyland yesterday! dun wanna elaborate, but seriously, going 2 an amusement park on ALL the rides would probably equivalate 2 knocking urself out drunk...coz tt's how i felt this morning, aftermath. *haha* everyone almost puked yesterday...but hey guess wut? ICE-CREAM solves the problem!!! *haha* 4 mi @ least ^.^ and i've yet 2 memorize all the ingredients of the makis...DIE. sorry i'm realli random now, too much 2 say...too much happened.

but anws, 1 ting: i'm happy 4 u effie :) i'll b overjoyed if i were u, i mean, i AM overjoyed even though i'm NOT u! *LOL* so yeah *heehee*

den another, heard sth wich i SHLD b happy about but i'm not...wut am i supposed 2 feel? no man, it's over :) YAY!

last day of 2004 2moro...time 4 reflections!!! *haha* but probably won't b blogging bout my usual crap of my feelings about the year (lucky u! *haha!*) OFF 2 FIREWORKS!!! how romantic. *haha!*

ps. yes i had the whitest christmas there ever is :) it snowed on the day itself! (in fact, it still is! we almost made a snowman out of brian yesterday...can't believe/too bad effie jon and mi can't get him in the snow! >.<)

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-10:03:00 p.m.


^.^
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-1:15:00 p.m.

it's over....it's finally over....

omg those were the longest and tiring-est exams i've ever written...ok mayb not but it sure feels lyk it -_- and i never knew i could write so much bull in math *lol* i tout crapping was only 4 essay related stuff *haha* but this time, i made up so much tings (coz i din noe how 2 do 'em) juz 2 get sth down on the paper...lyk make stuff equal even though they don't and shit lyk tt *haha* man, i dun tink math accepts tt, facts are facts...can't bluff my way thru...so. 2 summarize my exmas in 3 words: i'm juz screwed. *lol*

n i'm so exhausted i can't even feel any excitement bout x'mas anymore! wth?!!! hopefully i will by 2moro *haha* gotta go 4 classes and work now...n get prepared 2 serve a 20pple table @.@ they better tip good *lol*

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-4:46:00 p.m.

being niCE 2 someone u doN't likE isn't truLy being nice
but being nice onLy 2 pple that u LiKe doesN't make u nice either...

life is just so complicated.

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-10:24:00 p.m.

it's so funny how everyone looks the same and yet so different. it's lyk, i c a picture of an old fren online (via friendster or sth) and i c how they look now, instinctively i say, hey that's so and so! cool! then as i look 4 a longer time or at a bigger version of it, i start squinting and doubting myself...were my first reactions/impressions right? is that realli huever? how come they look so...different? actualli no that's a bad way 2 describe it...more as a stranger i would say. n i start wondering 2 myself, do i realli noe that person? if i saw her along the streets (as if! *haha!*) can i realli recognize her as one of my close frenz back in ij or would she juz b, another stranger?

i dunno if it's juz mi not seeing u guyz 4 so long so tt's y u seem different 2 mi or we realli did grow up and started 2 look older...(i mean, @ least I look older, wich is not good coz den i can't b cute no more!!! *haha*) but if it's realli that, den it's sad how i wasn't able 2 b w/ u guyz as it happens...coz 4 the pple in s'pore, u wouldn't c the others w/ much changes coz u c them so much right? anws, tt's juz a regret 4 mi but i guess it makes the experience of seeing u all again more fresh right? ^.^ not tt i tink i'll b going back anytime soon but wen i do, it'll b great i hope! ok so i shld get going now...u guyz enjoy the hols!

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-4:20:00 p.m.

weird. i was gonna study my stat's lab exam tt's happenin 2moro but ended up checkin out blogs instead *hee* or not. it's probably juz mi, i hafn't been crapping ard online 4 a looooooong time so it's lyk a dam unleashed *lol* anws, juz a few stuff 2 say bout my realli un-happening life tt seems 2 b only revolving ard skool *bleah*

1. I DYED MY HAIR! back2 black finally *lol* afta sucha long time of contemplating on a kyoko style w/ red steaks below my brownish-yellowish-orange hair...i decided 2 act upon impulse of a sudden urge 2 get blackish-purple hair (u noe, black hair tt has purple tones in it when u lookit under the sun! ^.^) that was yesterday. *haha* was seriously tinking bout whether i shld stay in the bus station 2 wait 4 my bus or go in2 southgate 2 get it...wen i saw my dad's car n rushed out (except he didn't see mi even wen i was chasing afta the car like a madwoman, the pple in the bus station must've tout i was crazy o.O) so i decided, since i'm out of the bus station, mite as well go in2 southgate 2 get it! it's a sign. *lol* n i did! got effie 2 dye it 4 mi @ nite n i'm totally in luv w/ it right now *haha!* it's a good ting i don't look gothic or punky or wutever ^.^ *haha* (yeah as if I will ever look gothic!) but i'm still not used 2 myself w/ black hair yet :P

2. brain didn't get mi a squirrel *lol* (hmm mayb he read this n saw mi calling him brain so he decided 2 spite mi! *haha!* nah...) BUT! he DID get mi a cat suffocated in a glass jar (much 2 effie's protests i assume!) *haha!* AND! a can of mushroom soup w/ a label which he totally drew by himself!!! that's so cute don't u think??? *haha* i tore out the label n drank it alreadi ^.^ even though i kept telling him i tink it's expired coz he tore out the original label! it's cool *haha* future BIL *lol* dun guess. ok i'll take tt off if u want mi to *haha!*

3. was karen's birthday yesterday, i'm sucha failure! n i actualli SAW her yesterday morning! yes i saw her n i totally 4got bout it. coz she was giving mi THE look (her typical karen-style ewwww-it's-eden look) *lol* so i gave her back THE look (my ewwww-it's-gonna-b-a-bad-day-coz-i-juz saw-karen-1st-ting-in-the-morning look) n i didn't even say hi *lol* oh no. didn't manage 2 go online @ nite 2 cover up 4 tt either *sheepish look*

4. hmm wut was number 4 again? i 4get. oh yes! i'm addicted 2 this book now. n guess wut?! it's my textbook!!! *lol* nah...it's a literary work tt i haf 2 study 4 english man...it's a NOVEL *haha* zadie smith's WHITE TEETH...freakin interesting! full of vulgarities (but hey i'm reading it 4 english! *haha!*) n rascism n other bad stuff but it's not realli bad bad, it makes u tink *haha* ok not realli!!! but it's juz different, read it n u'll understand...n it's SO humourous n witty that it tickles!!! *lol* i read it coz i'm hooked 2 it (besides the fact tt i haf 2 get a hundred pages read 4 every class!) despite having tons of other stuff 2 do :) so if it can get eden-hu-never-reads-anything-4-english-even-if-it-kills-her 2 read it, it must b good right? *haha!* i actualli tink my degree's going up again coz i'm reading...it actualli remained stagnant 4 a long time till i started reading!!! so now u noe *haha*

5. ok den my exams r coming up...next wednesday's the last day of skool (alreadi!!!) kinda sad bout it though coz i won't b seeing carly, kristen n vicki no more :( but oh wellz! den the following wednesday'll b the start of my exams...*shudder* I'M SO FREAKING SCARED!!! but juz tinking bout getting these math exams over w/ n i'm done w/ math 4 the rest of my life? yes it's worth it! so i assume the As r over...n tiara's happily back in s'pore *jealous!!!* n u guyz r partying like crazy...now i haf 2 start studying on top of the pile of work i get when i'm not having my finals (coz u noe, the midterms, quizzes, labs n h/w juz keep coming!) ooo wee...but i can make it can't i? ^.^ THINK OF THE FREEDOM!!! so ok, i gtg study now! :)

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