rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
-4:20:00 p.m.
weird. i was gonna study my stat's lab exam tt's happenin 2moro but ended up checkin out blogs instead *hee* or not. it's probably juz mi, i hafn't been crapping ard online 4 a looooooong time so it's lyk a dam unleashed *lol* anws, juz a few stuff 2 say bout my realli un-happening life tt seems 2 b only revolving ard skool *bleah*
1. I DYED MY HAIR! back2
black finally *lol* afta sucha long time of contemplating on a kyoko style w/ red steaks below my
brownish-
yellowish-
orange hair...i decided 2 act upon impulse of a sudden urge 2 get
blackish-purple hair (u noe, black hair tt has purple tones in it when u lookit under the sun! ^.^) that was yesterday. *haha* was seriously tinking bout whether i shld stay in the bus station 2 wait 4 my bus or go in2 southgate 2 get it...wen i saw my dad's car n rushed out (except he didn't see mi even wen i was chasing afta the car like a madwoman, the pple in the bus station must've tout i was crazy o.O) so i decided, since i'm out of the bus station, mite as well go in2 southgate 2 get it! it's a sign. *lol* n i did! got effie 2 dye it 4 mi @ nite n i'm totally in luv w/ it right now *haha!* it's a good ting i don't look gothic or punky or wutever ^.^ *haha* (yeah as if
I will ever look gothic!) but i'm still not used 2 myself w/ black hair yet :P
2. brain didn't get mi a squirrel *lol* (hmm mayb he read this n saw mi calling him brain so he decided 2 spite mi! *haha!* nah...)
BUT! he DID get mi a cat suffocated in a glass jar (much 2 effie's protests i assume!) *haha!* AND! a can of mushroom soup w/ a label which he totally drew by himself!!! that's so cute don't u think??? *haha* i tore out the label n drank it alreadi ^.^ even though i kept telling him i tink it's expired coz he tore out the original label! it's cool *haha* future BIL *lol* dun guess. ok i'll take tt off if u want mi to *haha!*
3. was karen's birthday yesterday, i'm sucha failure! n i actualli SAW her yesterday morning! yes i saw her n i totally 4got bout it. coz she was giving mi THE look (her typical karen-style ewwww-it's-eden look) *lol* so i gave her back THE look (my ewwww-it's-gonna-b-a-bad-day-coz-i-juz saw-karen-1st-ting-in-the-morning look) n i didn't even say hi *lol* oh no. didn't manage 2 go online @ nite 2 cover up 4 tt either *sheepish look*
4. hmm wut was number 4 again? i 4get. oh yes! i'm addicted 2 this book now. n guess wut?! it's my textbook!!! *lol* nah...it's a literary work tt i haf 2 study 4 english man...it's a NOVEL *haha* zadie smith's
WHITE TEETH...freakin interesting!
full of vulgarities (but hey i'm reading it 4 english! *haha!*) n rascism n other bad stuff but it's not realli bad bad, it makes u tink *haha* ok not realli!!! but it's juz different, read it n u'll understand...n it's SO humourous n witty that it tickles!!! *lol* i read it coz i'm hooked 2 it (besides the fact tt i haf 2 get a hundred pages read 4 every class!) despite having tons of other stuff 2 do :) so if it can get eden-hu-never-reads-anything-4-english-even-if-it-kills-her 2 read it, it must b good right? *haha!* i actualli tink my degree's going up again coz i'm reading...it actualli remained stagnant 4 a long time till i started reading!!! so now u noe *haha*
5. ok den my exams r coming up...next wednesday's the last day of skool (alreadi!!!) kinda sad bout it though coz i won't b seeing carly, kristen n vicki no more :( but oh wellz! den the following wednesday'll b the start of my exams...*shudder* I'M SO FREAKING SCARED!!! but juz tinking bout getting these math exams over w/ n i'm done w/ math 4 the rest of my life? yes it's worth it! so i assume the As r over...n tiara's happily back in s'pore *jealous!!!* n u guyz r partying like crazy...now i haf 2 start studying on top of the pile of work i get when i'm not having my finals (coz u noe, the midterms, quizzes, labs n h/w juz keep coming!) ooo wee...but i can make it can't i? ^.^ THINK OF THE FREEDOM!!! so ok, i gtg study now! :)
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