Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours

eden
psalms 27:4
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-11:04:00 p.m.

JAS!!! thanx for calling :D i love u so much!!!!!!
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-10:52:00 p.m.

heehee so here's some pictures of our bbq...it's a little messed up coz we have over hundred photos and i'm juz trying to put them all together! anyways, enjoy!!! :D

so yea, here's me + effie...hehe sisters w/ sunglasses!!! oh yea we know we rock :D

then presenting...cousins manda + cece ^.^ they don't look alike do they???

the other pair of sisters...kristi + phoebe!

LOL! the only "decent" photo i have of the brothers!!! david + jon, u go guyz!!!! :D

hahahaha siblings ken (the orange shirt guy) + cece...+ some xtras! LOL!

guitar players simon + ken o.O

erm...dun even guess. *haha*

the "campfire!!!" look how small it is...*heehee*

:D

teeeheee group 1 that lost 1st *LOL!*

the chicken wings club

rosanna's sucha cutie ^.^ brian's lil sis :D

crazy fire...it's SO beautiful

and the sparklers by themselves...pretty :D

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-12:52:00 a.m.

• grASS
• trees (especially PINE trees)
• ACREAGES *argh*
• paths (like the ones in riverbend...)
• rocks
• weeds
• garbage bags filled with grass (coz i'll have to carry 'em)
• the trimming machine >.<

things i'm loving like crazy:

• RAIN!!!
• traffic jams
• water (both for drinking and for showering!)
• lunch and supper
• my bed...AWW!!! but i'll take sleeping in the truck too :D

yup. that's ALL i can think of *haha* ok i guess there's other stuff too but u don't need to know that...*heehee* the way i'm screaming at darrien in my head, nope! *haha* juz one thing though, i realized that i can't stand guyz who aren't guyish enough...well not as in guyz who are girly (i get along with them perfectly fine actually!) but more like when u're a guy and u're not gracious to a girl like how a guy shld be...if u know what i mean...*haha* i think it's real nice when a guy treats a girl or when he does the harder job for her...not coz she can't do it, but juz coz he's a guy and she's a girl :D maybe it's called gentlemanly manners or sth *haha!* or maybe it's juz maturity O.O either way...i think darrien needs to learn that. ouch. *heehee*

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-1:35:00 a.m.

and so i switched templates again!!! man i have sucha short attention span >.< heehee but ain't this one cute? :D
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-1:56:00 a.m.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

so Sunday came and Sunday left...then Monday came and Monday left. neither disappointed me ^.^ i had the 2 awesomest days ever :D

Cece's bbq was, as kristi said, THE bbq of the century *heehee* first things first, God was totally in control and He made it such a great success!!! coz when things looked really bad, like a prediction of 50% chance of rain O.O; and all picnic shelters being reserved and taken :S God held up the rain till today and gave us instead a sunny day with nice wind!!! then we found a perfect site with washrooms and taps nearby (which proved to be REALLY useful for our waterfight :'D) and a campfire thingy for our campfire! *LOL!* needless to say, everything else went really smooth too ^.^

i dunno, for the first time of all our parties, i really can't think of anything else to describe it!!! i could go on and on about what happened but...the experience was juz too different to put in words *haha!* i mean...how can i describe how i felt when i saw that awesome fire? or when we played waterfights and getting myself totally dunked at the end coz i dumped my whole 1.5litre bottle of water on jon who dumped all of joel's 1.5litre bottle of water on me in revenge? *hahahahahahaha* ok...i guess i asked for it despite knowing full well that i don't have extra clothes >.< *heehee* but then again, i got hit by the water bombs before that and those made me wet already!!! (believe this or not, the water bomb actually burst, and not bounced off, on me! :'D ouch. *haha*) then there were the games that david and jon planned and the hr that my group used juz trying to get one of the games *LOL!* (we lost, if u were wondering *haha* i don't think any of the groups that i was in actually won!) and the frisbee practice btw me and rainbow's 1 metre distance in comparison to gabriel and kristi's erm...5? and how that winnie the pooh kite that joel got high up into the sky flew off coz he didn't realize that the string wasn't connected to the handle and he let all the string go :'D it got stuck in a tree and then some kid found it and joel had to "fight the kid for it" :S *LOL!* then there's the bridge match btw effie, david, jon and me :D hey we helped them to break even alright?!! our alliance rox!!! *heehee* of coz, not forgetting the ACTUAL bbq-ing and campfire!!! breathing in all the crazy smoke and squating and trying to sit on wooden blocks which couldn't work as wood for the fire coz they were "toxic wood" :S sparklers, glowsticks, flames that change colour...marshmallows, worship songs and canto songs :'D it ended with hurried packing coz we didn't wanna be locked in when the park closes and ken was barking at all of us that we have 6 minutes to get to the car :'D

i think i got really hyper frm breathing in all the smoke...but then again, maybe not! *heehee* maybe it's the waterfights man...i have no idea why but i actualli enjoy getting dunked :'D *haha* since young though...it was like that even for the singapore church camps that i had! it's always the highlight of the entire thing :D even though it's cold and i had to borrow clothes frm pple after...

anyways! HAPPY 17 CECE! (though u're probably not gonna see this!) hope u like that crazy scrapbook effie and me made and karaoke today was awesome too :D
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-3:44:00 p.m.

heehee can't believe i've blogged 4 times this week so far *GASP!* doesn't matter, it's SPRING! :D man i'm in a good mood *haha*

so today i went weeding with ramie and it was fun :D *haha* we kinda slacked, which made me feel really bad...but then we ran out of weedkillers by the time we're done the second place so no way were we gonna drive all the way back to edmonton frm sherwood park and back again juz to finish the other job...so now i'm back real early and happy! *heehee* aww it's PERFECT to go weeding when u're all exhausted frm a day of mowing (which i happen to do yesterday. WEEEEE! i finally get to mow :D) coz it's all easy-peasy stuff *heehee* weeding that is! i guess i really am not strong enough to go mowing 5 days a week...i thought my arms were gonna drop off last night >.<

and speaking of which, so i'm 2 weeks into my new job right now, 7 days of work and i still don't see any difference in my stommy *haha* juz as fat as ever -_- in fact, i think i'm actually getting fatter coz we eat fast food for lunch everyday! uh-oh...*haha* so then i bring my own lunch right? and i end up eating BOTH my lunch and fast food which makes it even worse!!! *haha* man i shld juz copy cali and not bring any money...but then i don't, except i always have my debit card with me >.< *hahahaha* okok i'll leave my entire wallet at home next time...

ooooooooo!!! ramie thought that i've been living here for at least 10 years and that made me really happy :D

can't wait till sunday!
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-11:40:00 a.m.

whoa i'm tired now! *haha* and to think that i woke up at 7am feeling realli energized...i shld've known that wouldn't last long!!! heehee. so it's been an awesome morning! though it started off weird...with me calling greg like a thousand times and him not answering the phone and me getting paranoid about him going to fire me >.<>.<

oh juz to update about my missing paper...my prof found it in a stack of extra exam papers -_- apparently i wrote my name too small so they thought it was unwritten...like OK! w/e, i got a 78% so at least that pulled it up to a b+!!! i'm juz bummed over the fact that i got a 59% on my finals :( oh wellz...

got some issues on my mind right now...regarding my jobs, my piano and school. i actualli am realli quite worried bout what to do...when will this ever end??!!! i wish my life was a whole lot simplier...DANG!

oh and edwina! i've changed ur link...*haha* oh man u are SO. fickleminded. *shakes head!* :D
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-1:04:00 p.m.



juz a glimpse of the tan on my arm o.O the result of wearing gloves and pushing up the sleeves of my hoodie...

heehee sorry juz being narcissistic over here :D but see! my face is all black toooooooo!
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-7:31:00 p.m.

WOW. seriously that's all i can say...i feel like i've been real naive all along after reading all that. out goes to andrew and esther :D u guyz changed my perspective ALOT, not that i didn't know...it's juz different seeing it working out in lives of pple i know :) God bless ur relationship again *haha*
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-1:43:00 p.m.

whoa it's been quite a week there! exhausted like crazy right now *haha* as u would have expected...working every single day of the week, 2 jobs and practically no rest o.o *heehee* so if u're wondering how come i got the time now to blog...

i took the day off to see my stats prof. oh man u'll never believe what happened...HE LOST MY LAB FINAL PAPER! i was so freaking mad when i found out...apparently he posted the results out on his webpage a month ago and me being me, didn't wanna check my results and figured i'll juz do it when i check my final grades. so he thought that since i didn't make any claim about my "blank" mark there, i juz skipped the exam and he gave me a zero...ok...like since when does it become MY responsibility to check if my prof gets my paper after i handed it in??? ArgH. and he asked me for proof that i went for the exam -_- sure...*haha* like how am i supposed to do that? so i'm gonna be going to see him in about half an hr to talk to him about it...he can't give me a zero for an exam that i did juz coz he lost it!!! i mean...i have to convince him that this isn't a prank or anything man...i'm not trying to get a result for something that i didn't do! so hopefully he'll be understanding enough to maybe transfer all the weight of the exam onto my final...

anyways enough about that...it makes me mad juz to think about it. and there was so many times the past few days when i was gonna blog but everytime i turn on the computer, i realized that i needed to email my prof about this stats thing and i juz lose my enthusiasm about blogging. -_- but yea, gonna fix it once and for all :)

ok on with my new job! it's been great so far, really really really physically exhausting but kinda getting used to it *heehee* yea man, i'm actualli getting used to waking up at 7am every morning! amazing isn't it? *haha* it's a different kinda tiring from my waitress job...waitressing is mentally stressful and this is physically...oh man u shld've seen me last weekend. worked all day on friday till 4 i think, then had to work on saturday and sunday night. sunday night was the craziest day i've ever done: mothers' day. and i worked alone too o.o the pple juz don't stop coming in and i didn't have any rest since we opened...and he opened early too! but yea, then have to work monday till friday non-stop O.O except i took today off so that's a break! i dunno if i can survive if i had to work today coz we worked overtime yesterday till almost 9...i thought i wanna gonna die *haha* didn't know bagging could kill *haha* but then liseann treated me and darren a slurpie each so that made it all better *grinz* :)

oh yea, so that's what i've been doing at my job, bagging the grass *haha* not getting treated slurpies *LOL!* but yea laugh as much as u want coz greg didn't give me any chance to work the lawn mowers or the power-rakers :( well i guess i might not be strong enough anyways...i did do lawn mowing for a while yesterday though, coz liseann was in charge and she taught me while greg was gone *heehee* and the day before i did the flowerbeds :) *heehee* that was fun, except i think i got heather mad at me for throwing the prickly stems on the floor for her to pick up, but i was gonna do it!!! oh wellz. *haha* but i've met tons of amazing pple there at work! haven't gotten to know alot of them well yet but so far it's been great! there's i think, 12 of us now...more pple juz kept joining! so there's greg the boss, ron the cowboy who's like 40 but everybody thought he was 30 and single O.O, ramie the secretary and the rest of the crew: tanya, michelle, liseann, heather, jody, cali, darren (? i kept thinking it's darrien), mike and me! :) mike's this other new guy but he's so much older than all of us so we haven't realli talked to him yet. so darren's the only guy with a bunch of girls *haha* he's alright with it though...he talks so much...*haha* and i usually work with heather coz we're the "skinny-minis" who does all the bagging but she called in sick yesterday...hope she's feeling better today! so i worked with greg, cali, darren and liseann yesterday and i got to know them all alot better :) they're so nice!!!! cali's so cute *haha* and liseann's realli realli nice :P except i think i talk a little to soft or sth...either that or they don't realli get my accent coz they keep going "pardon" and stuff :( oh wellz, gotta work on that *haha*

alrighty, i gtg now...haveta get changed and catch the bus! cya later peeps!

-Bilbo Baggins
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-4:50:00 p.m.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHEEHEEHEEHEE!!!! i'm the happiest person on earth right now i swear! *ahahahahahahahaha*

what's better than getting the job u REALLI REALLI want w/ the prospect of exercising and slimming down and getting a tan and earning tons of $$ and using ur time wisely at the same time??? *heeheehee* that and finding out that u've gotten a B- on ur english when u thought u're definitely getting a C!!! :D *heeheehee* dun get jealous coz i know i'm blessed :D THANX GOD!!! luv ya *muahhhhhh!*

I LOVE U EVERYBODY!!!!!

oooooh and i got rid of my stupid tagboard and put haloscan back up instead *hahaha* yes the ficklemindedness but still! *heehee* felt that the tagboard didn't realli match everything else up here so.

anws, kyoko fukada & hideaki takizawa make the best couple ever :D they shld totally be together but too bad, it's only a show *haha*

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-6:58:00 p.m.

PHEW! oh man i'm finally done...after more than 7hrs of changing my template o.O *haha* and this isn't even THAT original coz i cooped the pictures from elsewhere :P but still!!! it's almost totally my own work! :D good job eden!!! *pats myself on the back* *heehee* so yea, rekindled my love for SOS again *haha* i dun think i'll EVER get bored of the show...coz i find more stuff everytime i watch it again! i guess it's juz one of those shows where u can read deep into the characters...there's meaning in everything :D

so i think u'll be hearing more ABBA songs playing on my blog from now on *haha* esp when the SOS soundtrack is almost all ABBA songs! plus, i really like ABBA too *heehee* they have realli nice songs!!! :D mmhmm!

ok i'm at a lost for words...i think i need a break from the computer *haha* 7hrs is too long...but then again, that's my swing at creativity at least! me and effie's gonna be making a present for cece's birthday and that's my major art project for the summer!!! so exciting!!! finally i get to do sth fun!!!!! *grin* still...i realli wanna get a job...applied at tons of places but nobody's hired me yet :( oh wellz...will keep persevering! MM! tho the job i REALLI REALLI wanna get is this lawnmowing job...the hours are realli long, it's practically full-time...from 8:30-5:30 daily on the weekdays but i realli wanna do it!!! coz then i get to exercise, get a tan and earn $$ at the same time!!!*drool* i wish they'll juz call me back...*haha*

oh wellz! gtg la...have to start cooking!!! catchya guyz later!!!
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