rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Monday, November 07, 2005
-5:42:00 p.m.
soo...it's been a while since i blogged for real...and i shouldn't even be here right now with my major major major accounting midterm coming up tomoro. i haven't really touched the material yet too @.@ well i was planning to...was
supposed to...the past weekend but. distractions happen *haha*
i realized that i'm really not into the whole studying thing now, which is weird coz i used to be able to force myself even when i'm out of it b4. but now all i wanna do is play play and play...well ok not necessarily play...just doing sth that i want to is good. ANYTHING...i wanna explore adobe, i wanna spend time drawing and painting and sketching and playing the piano. i even wanna just sit down quietly and go through all the stuff that i've learnt so far in jap class. not doing stupid accounting homework and ruining my mood trying to find impossible information for the freaking business plan...
that's about all i've been thinking about these couple of days. what AM i really doing with my life? this is too routine-ish...but the problems that i'm getting are way over the top of my head. i emphasize too much on minor things and can't make up my mind...i need to get a grip.
there's some bitching i really wanna do...but i won't. i'm probably not that much better than them anyways...
on another note, i had a terrific weekend ^.^ even if it involves mass procrastination, wth. *haha* fellowship on friday was cool and i had fun :D COZ MY GROUP WON!!!! yay yay yay! very amusing teamates *haha* i think i was going crazy, i have way too much candy these days...post halloween candy sales are too tempting @.@ *haha* badeia thought i was high on sugar today coz i was especially hyper at the beginning of our bus 201 meeting :þ well of coz i toned down by the end of it coz i was getting really *bleahed*
i think i shld be playing drums for coffee house on friday @.@ it's really last minute for me though...coz if i knew, i would've gone for the worship practice on sunday >.< oh wellz...let's just hope i won't screw up the whole thing coz everyone else is doing so good! can't wait till friday!!!
2 more days of school till long weekend :D and a bus meeting :(
i think i've changed...again. *haha* all of a sudden i realized that i'm really not all that crazy about meeting pple anymore. i mean, yeah i still socialize and have a life but it's not like, i HAVE to get to know all the pple in the world u know? i don't think i'm sad, i'm really more like, whatever. i like getting to know the pple i meet better though, it's just the effort to know more new pple that i've lessened. i dunno, it's weird *haha*
well u can't please everybody can't u?
and i get happy from the smallest things. like the way my cat's sleeping on my lap right now as i type :D i look forward to going home because of her...she's been there for me everytime i stay up till 4 in the morning trying to do homework ^.^ she's the cutest pet anyone can ever get *heehee*
lastly, 我只牛牛/鴨鴨/雞腿/青蛙 bluffed me on sunday >.< next time ng 同你玩十五二十啦!!! *heehee*
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