rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Sunday, January 08, 2006
-11:09:00 p.m.
wahahahahahahaha looks like a chinese blog wasn't sucha good idea after all! but it was hilarious! there i was complaining about how sick i was in chinese and u guys are like...sounds like u're doing good! LOL!!!! i had a good laugh ^.^
anyways!! I GOT INTO MGTSC 352!!! even tho i couldn't get into ACCTG 322 as i had hoped...that's ok, that's one senoir business elective gone for next year! :D so now i can take sociology with my miffy effie sister when she comes in next year!!! ok! so here's my new timetable for the term...
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Thursday, January 05, 2006
-9:33:00 p.m.
heehee i suddenly have an urge to blog in chinese...as in mandarin la coz i dunno how to type in cantonese :P so let's try it...
其實也沒什麼啦...只是這幾天一直在生病, 本來只是一點小小的感冒但感冒了兩個月就不算小吧...但是現在還開始發燒了！ 真麻煩...我只希望能快點好起來...至少這個週末能出去就好了, 我不想開學的時候還在生病...
然後呢...我怎樣報也報不到我的acctg 322科, 原本想如果報不到就先報另外一科嘛...但是現在連其他的科目都滿了...那只好拿著四科先然後慢慢等...希望有人快點"drop"啦哈哈哈哈哈！
啊剛剛跟vivi在msn聊了一下,希望她在美國會開心啦!可能開始會很想家吧...但是我總覺得她因該會很快就能適應下來 :) 如果可以的話我真的想在這個暑假的時候去找她...好久沒見過她了! 也蠻想念大家的...真的想2007年快點到啊!
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
-10:42:00 p.m.
woohoo! my first adobe product :D ok, my second...but my first from the lappy! ^.^ i know it's nothing big but..hey! there's my first step :D
p.s cushion picture cooped from ikea.com heehee ^.^ that's what me and the moo moo bought for david's birthday (but also "gap"ed with effie, karen and jen :)
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Monday, January 02, 2006
-9:31:00 p.m.
YAY!! here's to my photo post of the year! :D highlights of some of our christmas happenings coming up...so brace urself!!! ^.^
Wednesday, 21st December 2005
Christmas Party @ David and Jon's house
sitting down L-R: rainbow, brian, jennifer, amanda, ME!, karen, david, calvin, cece, joel
poser standing: jon
omgoodness isn't the fan just classic? LOL effie couldn't stop laughing when she took this picture!
woohoo! group pic, take: weird!!! our speciality :D ooo looks like calvin wants a piece of jon!!! hey i'm getting better at coming up with crazy faces!! ^.^
group pic, take: laugh ur head off at the camera! don't we look happy?? heehee! oh! forgot to introduce: that's wellson in pink with his arms crossed for u ^.^ he's the moo moo's roomate!
Friday, 23rd December 2005
Mikado Japanese Restaurant, South Edmonton Common
yay!!! it's me and the moo moo's first trip to mikado! (i know i'm pointing to the bento but that's not the moo moo LOL!) effie and us stopped there for a quick lunch b4 catching Memoirs of a Geisha on it's opening day!!!
OOOOOOOOOO!!!! so good! :D but i'll still take ichiban over mikado anyday! suckup heehee!
Sunday, 25th December 2005
Jon-Jon's Baptism @ Edmonton Chinese Alliance Church
here's my jon-jon for u at his baptism!!! ^.^
back row L-R:六姨, timothy, 六姨丈
front row L-R: joanna, jon-jon, tiffany
六姨 and family :) look at baby (tiffany) she's SUCHA cutie!
JON-JON!!! and me and his cake LOL! my ultimate favourite cus in the world ^.^
Saturday, 31st December 2005
2006 Countdown @ City Centre
back row L-R: brian, jon, ian, wellson, moo moo, ken
front row L-R: philip, cece, rainbow, kandance, ME!, christy
at the not-very-decorated-christmas-tree in city centre :) part group pose!
YAY!!! it's the AINLAY THREESOME!!! my bestest pals @ ainaly ^.^
sister power!! 黑白furrycoats照!! heehee hot stuff :D
Countdown outside @ City Hall
back row: andy, maggie, fred, calvin, ivan, wellson
middle row: philip, moo moo, ME!, brian, cece, karen, kandace
front row: rainbow, effie, ian
woohoo group pose again!! check out the flurries!! and i'm not sticking out my butt k...LOL!
group pose 2! see i'm almost as tall as brian!!! :D heehee ok only coz fred was making me stretch...sorry didn't mean to totally cover moo moo's face! heehee wow wellson looks hyped up!
rainbow! heehee and jon caught off-guard! oh wells he looks like what he usually looks like in his pictures anyways LOL!
the clock tower and the beams...beautiful.
a blurry picture of the outside christmas tree and flurries!
and the long awaited...FIREWORKS!!! heehee they're so small that they actually look cute! LOL!
and again...the green and yellow wormies heehee!
HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN PEOPLE!!! ^.^
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
-5:00:00 p.m.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!
wow i've been reading reviews about the past year and resolutions for the new year in blogs everywhere...so my post shalln't be exceptional either!!! :D it's good to think back about stuff...all so u can do better next time don't u think? u grow everytime u reflect and do something about it :) simple stuff u learn everyday!!!
anyways, so years in canada aren't really as defined as ones in singapore i guess *haha* especially coz the school year's totally off from the calendar year...when i think about this year, all i'll think about is summer onwards...seems like the jan-may semester doesn't really fit anywhere aye? i can hardly remember much about it either, except i was really slaving away to get school over and done with so i can get on with my 4 month break! but summer was one of the most memorable times of my life...i learnt so much, experienced so much...changed so much. that was another turning point in my life, the one that moulded me into what i am now...the one that brought so many important people and things into my life ^^
and thru the past semester, i've found out one thing about myself. i realized that even though i really like meeting new people and i'm really enthusiatic about getting to know them...it always comes to a point when i've known them that i'll put up a wall and prevent the friendship from getting on further. it might be when the semester's over and i'll stop keeping in contact with them or whatever...but maybe i'm just not good at keeping in touch with people. and that's probably why it's hard for me to have close friends in school and stuff coz i'm not very active in maintaining the friendship...yet i don't really mind...have i become such a person? how weird to think of myself in such a way...
anyways yesterday night we went to see fireworks at cityhall, the fireworks itself was very disappointing but i wouldn't say i expected alot out of edmonton fireworks in the first place LOL! but yes...there was at least 17 of us who went together and it was weird but i felt such a desperation in the big group. it was like i had to contribute enough to be included...of coz it's nice to be included but it's ok not to be u know? yet there was such a pressure, maybe of others' image of myself...maybe it was coz i didn't know all of those ppl well enough so i felt like i need to leave a good image and not one of a leftout person. but in the end i couldn't be bothered...i mean, how can u have a good time if u're trying to impress ppl all the time right? it wouldn't even be real if u're talking to a person, it's just a show put up for others. maybe that's why sometimes the conversations i have with others are so meaningless, coz i'm not really talking and my attention isn't really on the person...
but yes our group at church seems to be getting bigger and bigger, i shld be welcoming...and i am, to some ppl, i like all of them actually...yet i'm not of others. it's not really their problem...maybe i feel uneasy with them...maybe i feel like my status is threatened with them around, or maybe i feel like i'll be leftout or sth...but seriously, why is this sense of belonging to a group so important to me? when will it be genuinely wanting to get to know a person? somehow it seems harder in church than in school...image have become too big of a deal for me there and church shldn't even be about urself at all, it shld be about u and God.
i haven't blogged something so personal for a while...i dun even know why i'm doing this, showing this side of me to be visible to the whole world...maybe i just need to let it out, i've been struggling with this for a while now...yet i've never quite been able to put my finger onto the problem.
so there's some stuff i need to work on for this new year...but i still think my primary new year resolution is getting back on track with God. put Him first above everything else...and things will work themselves out once i do...well not like everything's gonna be ok but at least i know that God will be behind me in trying to work it out right? God please don't lose hope in me...
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