Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
wow the lyrics are so beautiful...they describe her feelings so well it's amazing...my admiration for ayumi totally just went up another notch man. |
Friday, March 09, 2007
-11:33:00 p.m.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant figure out how to do my acctg project :'( hopefully amy knows the answers for them coz i dont! haha sigh sigh sigh.
it's been such stressful weeks ever since reading week was over :( and it has only been what, 2 weeks? i think i'm ready to konk over anytime. first there's getting my exchange application done, then there's going through all the midterms and school stuff, then doing my passport and medical checkups (i think i've been to the SUB clinic for at least 5 times already...and i STILL have to go back!), and now my projects, in the midst of even MORE midterms and quizzes and teaching sunday school...i'm SO TIRED...doesnt help that i havent exactly been in the best of moods either. every little thing's been really really icking me. GRR. i dont like it when i'm like this, makes me feel all negative and gross about myself T_T
so anyways, daddy mummy and me drove down to calgary at 5am this morning and got to the chinese embassy by 9 to get my Hong Kong SAR passport done. it was a horrible experience...the place was nothing close to looking like an embassy, the people were inefficient, impolite and treat u like crap, the system was basically waiting in 1 line for this 1 officer...and u had to literally stand and wait in line! they didnt even have the number tag thingy so u could sit! oh man. anyways so after running in and out of the embassy getting my photo taken (again), getting a bank draft, filling in more forms and buying a xpress postage thingy from the post office (and all these things couldnt be done in that little tiny room that they call the embassy, we had to drive like 10 blocks down and pay parking a gazillion times) we finally got everything handed in before they closed at 12. THANK GOD we got it done by 12, i cant imagine driving down again just to finish up the rest of the application! @.@ well hopefully the stuff can get sent back to me ASAP so i can send it over to Japan and get my VISA done...i'm sure the hong kong people will be efficient in processing it, the only problem is, are the chinese people here gonna do it right. GRRRRRRR. and i wont even go into details about their attitudes man.
maybe i'm just cranky from having too many things on my mind. i mean, i'm really really grateful for my parents and how they did all these for me, but i havent been very nice to them on this trip either :( well i guess we were all pretty moody, my mom pretty much threw a tantrum on me and my dad when things didnt go her way and my dad was like all tensed and stuff driving on the highway and in a foreign city...but at least we made it through haha.
oh wells, at least i can look forward to suz's coming next friday! i'll have a much better time driving down to calgary this time! :D still thinking about where else i shld bring her besides WEM, whyte ave and uni @.@ LOL ideas anyone? i guess i might not be able to accompany her that much because of school but hopefully we'll still be able to spend some quality time together! :D and that, i'm really excited about :D:D:D |