rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Thursday, April 26, 2007
-12:57:00 a.m.
hmm so i have my jap final tomoro and then my MIS on saturday..i can just imagine my struggle to study tomorrow and the day after, with the smell of freedom so close and yet so far... right now i dont feel like studying the rest of my jap...and i dont think i can fall asleep now even if i tried so maybe i'll waste a bit of time blogging instead haha
i've been going to bed at 2am earliest lately, but it usually takes me about an hour of tossing and turning in bed before i actually fall asleep. then i get up in the morning about 11-12, study a bit, feel sleepy by 4ish and then take a nap till dinner time...so usually because of my nap i cant fall asleep at night. it's a whole viscious cycle @.@ i cant stand the feeling of laying in my bed waiting for myself to fall asleep...and just when i can feel myself drifting off, i jerk and go back to square one again sigh...
i think there's still alot for me to work on if i wanna do good tomoro, i shld go through all the readings and run through all my vocab again...and there's the dialogue stuff too and the changing of the formal to casual forms etc. i dont wanna be feeling all competent just coz it's jap, i mean what if i dont do enough and i screw up? i'll seriously kill myself man...i had more than a week to study this @.@ but i'm so tired of studying...
feeling so freaking bleah right now, so sick of this, so sick of everything. i want to say my life sucks but then again, i dont even have a life.
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